Not enough time left.In less than 4 months,I will have to give what I got.Day by day time flows by and I'm pulling up my socks.I'm sick and tired of listening to the harangue made by the teachers during assembly.There was no History lesson just now and we wasted precious curriculum time.I hope these will be abated.I have began to succumb to the pressure and to overcome those hindrance.These 4 months may be laborious and suffering but I realised that O Level will decide my future.I hope to yield good results and not to be susceptible by anything else.I know my weaknesses and but nevertheless,I do not have dearth of support.Everyday after school I would get straight into my revision and I may not go online often during this crucial period.My beloved benevolent grandma has faith in me and I believe in myself.

After this,I'll go to the CC to do revision and there are many tests coming up.My MT Oral Exam will be held on Monday two weeks from now.

Things did not get better as I expected on the first day of the second semester.I consider today as one of the worst days this year.I don't know how these could happen to me.I had my breakfast before cycling to school this morning.I got off my bike when I crossed the road at the pedestrian crossing near the school as there were many people.Then as I raised my leg to get onto the bike,I heard something was torn off.'Oh f damn shit' I scolded myself.I quickly parked the bike and rushed to the toilet.I looked below and was startled that the part of my pants just below my *&^*#@ was torn off a bit.I pretended that nothing had happened.So sway...I cover that part with a book while having silent reading.Worst still,there was a spot check but Mdm Alice did not notice it.My appearance and attire were fine ( I knew I had no integrity but I wasn't stupid to show that torn part).After dismissal, we went back to class but Mr Ang told everyone to report back to the quadrangle under the burning hot sun.I could not stand it.I wished that I could fail that spotcheck and sit in the hall.My uniform was drenched with my sweat.Lessons went well today.The POA students were separated into 2 classes according to our abilities.I'm in Ms Chia's class ( those clever ones).During recess,I want to eat but the Malay stalls were all crowded with people and some cut into queues.So I ate burger.After all, I had no mood to eat.During Chemistry lesson,Mr Patrick Tan was bullied by my gang once again.We created a rumour that he likes Swee Chin as during the remedial,he called her to write the answer on the board but she was absent (long story).During maths,Mdm Siti went through some holiday assignments' questions.

During geography lesson,Mr Lau showed us a documentary on global warming.Mdm Raihanah was not around during MT lesson but the teacher gave us an assignment to practise our oral.After school,I decided to go home straight.I could not imagine that nobody realise about the torn part.I cycled through the back gate but Leying with her friends talked to me at the pedestrian.I got off my bike and turn away as I talked so that she would not see the cut.It would be embarrasing for girls to see that.When I reached home,I ate a lot and then played PS2 as there's no homework for today. I had composed a song just now entitled 'Your Hoax Makes Me Tough' but it is based on a friend of mine's experience.A bit punkish if I would play it on a guitar.Later I will revise for social studies as there will be a test.MT Oral exam will start this Thursday and I'll do my best.If I could score 39/40 for English oral,then this one should not be a problem.

School will reopen tomorrow! Surely there will be spot checks and lots of stuff.I asked some of my friends whether they were prepared but a few said that they have not started their homework.This morning I woke up late.At 1pm, I went to buy a new pair of shoes at Gek Poh.When I reached home, my mum was dying my dad's hair black.He wants to look young.I spent the afternoon reading Social Studies topic on Good Governance and POA as I heard that there will be tests tomorrow.Then my mum told me to tidy the house as there will be guests coming to my house tonight.I feel like buying contact lenses as there are 2 W-league matches this month.I want to pack the books into my bag but my bag is still wet.I'm still waiting for the Passion card to arrive so that I can use the study room at CC everyday after school from now onwards.I also hope to complete all my assessment books by the end of August.No more fun now ( a bit can lah..) and only 3 months left! The Muslim students will have to fast during the O Level period but Mdm Rozi said that it will be good.Life goes on.

I spent the whole day at home today.Yesterday,Ham,Raja and I went to the gym in the morning.Then we went to relax at Kok Kiong's house before the Phattzion gang went to play at the street soccer court near Pioneer Primary.I played PS2 this morning.I had printed out my book reviews and ensured that all my assignments are done.I had nothing to do so I decided to change the skins of my friendster and blog.Just one more day before school reopen and O Level is just around the corner but I have not revise enough.There will be a spot check on the first day of school for sure but I had gotten a haircut.Not much to say today.

This morning I went to school for the Chemistry lesson with the BIG show.I drank Milo for breakfast at Kenny's cafe before I walked into the school.There is a band camp being held and other remedials.Mr Patrick the starfish came 5 minutes late to class and the weather was humid that most of us sweat.He taught us Organic Chemistry.During our 10 minutes break between 9.55 to 10.05am when Mr Tan was not in class, Asyraff,Nazreen,Nuqman and Kok Kiong did something funny to Mr Tan's Powerpoint.I remained in my seat and observe.There was a slide that shows the number of carbon atoms versus the boiling point graph.Guess what? They typed " Patrick's" before "boiling point" on the graph.So, it became "Patrick's boiling point" versus no. of carbon graph.I could not believe that he did not realised it and we kept laughing.I hope 4I will notice that 'error'.Bastards seh we all.He's being bullied every time by these boys.

The lesson ended at 11 plus but we were given homework to do.Those naughty boys and myself met Raja and Hamizan.All of us went to eat at KFC at GPVCC.We talked and joked around as if it was our dads' coffeeshop because there's only a few people in there.Then,Nazreen,Raja and Hamizan followed me to my house.My family had not return home at that time.Naz and Raja played PS2 while Hamizan used my computer under my supervision ( just in case he....you know).After Nazreen went home,I played PS2 with Raja and I leave Hamizan alone.When I went upstairs, he ......( I knew it!).I decided to watch the last part of Spider-man 3 while Hamizan and Raja were playing PS2.It was very sad in the end and I felt like crying.Suddenly,my family reached home at about 4.30pm.The boys stopped playing and we all watched how Harry Osborn sacrifice for Peter.Then they went home.They asked me if I want to go to the gym AGAIN tomorrow.But I should make sure that I'm prepared for school next week.Not to forget,I should for a haircut.My friends have not seen with a long hair in school before.All homework was supposed to be done but the starfish just added to it.

Today I woke up early and went to Chua Chu Kang to meet Raja and Hamizan.I went to Raja's house first and he served me breakfast.I appreciated that.Then we went to the street soccer court to play soccer with Hamizan and his brother.Then all of us relaxed at Raja's house. I watched Spiderman 3 while Hamizan watched Scary Movie. Raja agreed to lend me the DVD.We went to the Chua Chu Kang Sports Complex to go swimming.I enjoyed my time there.Then,we had a quick bite and went home.I took 172 to Boon Lay.There were many NPCC students from ACS,Henderson,Queensway sec...they had a course or camp I guessed.When I reached home,I switched on my computer to do a book review on Start From Here.I had just completed it moments ago and I have not had my dinner.I have Chemistry lesson tomorrow and so I'm going to sleep early today.

I spent the whole day at home today.I read the book on Start From Here by Sean French in the morning.My grandma informed me that my sister would come home at noon.I cooked bread with egg for breakfast instead of eating outside.Then I played PS2 till 2pm.My sister brought along food which my grandma had cooked.It was so nice of her.Her cooking taste superb and delicious since the day I was born.After eating,I continued to read Start From Here so that I can do the book review.It's a story that moved me as if I was the main character of the story.I will continue to read this book tomorrow.There will be Chemistry lesson on Thursday.I'm afraid that my hairstyle is inappropriate because my fringe touches the eyebrows and the sideburns are like 2cm below the top of my ears.After reading,Raja sms-ed me that he and Hamizan want to the to the gym AGAIN tomorrow and then go swimming.

I replied 'yes' and then I went to 815 to buy food for my sister and myself.She's too lazy.She will invite her friends to our house without informing our parents.They wanted to bake cookies.I had my dinner while watching TV and then go online.It was a boring day indeed.

I woke up at 11am today.I had rendang with pulut for lunch beforeI bought tadpoles for the arowana to eat. I was afraid that the arowana would fly its way out of the tank as i remove the cover.I watched it ate them.Then, I started the car engine for 5 minutes for it to warm up.I felt like driving the car but I can't.My maid didn't come today because my house is tidy and there's not much work to do.At 2pm, I went to the Jurong west library to read a biography but most of the books I wanted to read are on loan.I decided to go to Jurong East library.I read Memoirs of Lee Kuan Yew once again to do the book review.Then,I ate KFC before taking bus home.I spent my time since 7pm to type out the biography and print it. Later I found out that there's no more blank papers.I saved the work first.Fortunately I found one in my folder.My job is done at 11pm.So tired and hungry.I'm going to cook later tonight.Tomorrow,I will continue to do the fiction book review.

My family began their trip to Kuala Lumpur at 8am this morning.They will be back next Thursday.My mum reminded me not to play PS2 all the time.I have to feed the arowana,keep the house clean and tidy,do laundry and other houseworks.She gave me 40 bucks but I want to save it.So,I went to my grandparents' house at noon to eat the delicious Nasi Lemak which my grandma had cooked.My sister who is staying at their house went to work at a SingTel roadshow at Mustafa Centre.I watched television with them after eating.My grandpa wanted to buy a portable air-conditioner but he do not know how to operate it.

Before I went home,I went to Courts at Jurong Point to check out.After gathering some information from the salesperson,I called my grandpa to explain how it works.It was very crowded at JP and I struggled all the way to the interchange.I received a $10 Popular vaucher last week but I won't use it first as I don't know what to buy.When I reached home,I played PS2 for 2 hours ONLY before I continued to read The Cold War till now.Not to forget,my dad told me to warm up the Chevrolet car everyday for 5 mins so that the engine won't be spoilt.Worst still,I will have to use my own money to buy tadpoles for the arowana.I have no plan for tomorrow but I want to finish reading The Cold War so that I can do the book review.

I went to the gymnasium at Jurong West with Hamizan this morning at 11am.Zaki had tuition so he could not join us while Raja is having a vacation in Malaysia.It was unusual to see many people in that gym.We jogged at 12km/h on the running machine before working on our upper body.I did 3 sets of 20 workouts on each machine.We spent an hour in there before going to Jurong Point to eat with Zaki,who had ended his tuition.We ate at KFC of course.Zaki was raging when Hamizan attempted to take a bit of his share.He's serious about FOOD.Then the three of us went to the library to borrow books.Xuanjun,Crystal and another 1H girl ( I had forgotten her name) were there doing homework.They told me that they will be having their class chalet next week.So,I won't be able to attend.I searched for non-fiction books but I find most of them boring.A book on The Cold War caught my attention.It might be useful for my History too.Zaki and Hamizan chose fiction books with adult content (no picture).Hamizan scolded vulgarities loudly while he was talking to Hanis in a phone call.They were actually planning to play Dota.

The 3 girls wanted to use my phone to call their friend.I allowed that but I suspected that they browse through my gallery where there are ridiculous pictures of myself.After reading a few pages,the two boys decided to leave.I went home and noticed that my family were packing up as they will go to Malaysia tomorrow morning and leave me alone at home.I had chicken chop for dinner and then continued to read The Cold War.After just reading 2 chapters,I had collected 86 new words which I will check out in the dictionary.I'm left with the book review and geography.My hair is getting longer but I will wait till next Saturday to cut it.

At noon,Asyraff and I met up at CC befor going to the mosque for prayer.We were sitting at the bus stop opposite Westwood sec when a taxi stopped in front of us.The taxi driver allowed us to ride his taxi for FREE as he was also going to the same mosque.What a moment.He made today my day.After prayer,we went to Jurong Point to eat KFC.Both of us ordered the 2 piece chicken but Asyraff told the restaurateur to give him 2 big chickens.My stomach was full after eating the first one.Then,we went to the library as Asyraff wanted to complete his homework while I did another exercise on comprehension.

We could not find a suitable place to sit and every table was conquered by the people initially.Asyraff did his maths assignment first before he did his English.I read magazines after I had completed th comprehension.We ended our work at 6.30pm and then went home.Hamizan asked me if I would want to go to the gym tomorrow.I had no mood but it will be good if I train.Once I reached home,I bathed and did the powerpoint presentation on the 3 post-secondary courses that I am interested.I chose Mass Communication,Real Estate Business and Electronic & Computer Engineering ( I'm not interested in this actually but this course is base on my current MYE result).I spent my time doing research and the slides from 7.30pm to 10.30pm.I was so hungry that I bought food after that.I ate and relaxed.My family will be going to A Famosa Resort,Melacca tomorrow but I will not be going because of school work and that Chemistry lesson next Thursday(Mr Patrick,you spoilt my plan!).Anyway,I can enjoy after O Levels.So,SUFFER NOW and ENJOY LATER.

This morning, FC Phattzion had a match at NTU against boys from Juying Sec and some from ITE.Before the game started,there was a security guard who told us to leave immediately as we were not allowed to play.All of us were so pissed off as there's no perfect soccer field in Jurong West other than NTU and the stadium.We discussed with our opponent.Our PLAN: Let's pretend to leave,walk one big round until the guard left,and then get into the field through the hostel.With such cooperation with our opponent,we finally got to play.Surprisingly,our opponent were not that superior.Within the first 25 minutes,we were already leading 5-0.I love the game and my heading just got better and my goalkick gets further.It was a clean game at first but after the fifth goal.....

1. Amir was being tackled harshly from behind.We demand a freekick but play went on.

2. Clement slided the ball but accidentally hit the leg of the player he was tackilng.Play still on but tension began to rise.

3. As Asyraff dribbled the ball,his leg was tripped intentionally by a player.

4. Fariss did the same on another player to gain revenge.

5.The game stopped as the opponent all went to Fariss and the conflict started.

6. A few players pushed Fariss to one side.They asked him if he wanted to receive a punch.

7.Fariss was daring enough to reply and bring it on.

8.A fat player punched Fariss onto his face but Fariss managed to block it.

9.A brawl started.Vulgarities all came out of their mouths.

What a drama! What a fight! Fortunately,things didn't get any worse than that.Thank god we forgave each other after much counselling and persuasion.Fariss remained silent and he had stopped the conflict.That's not what we call football.In football,there's surely a time when we were not satisfied but that's the way it is.It's over and we had apologised to each other.The whole Phattzion team went to eat at NTU canteen and then I went home while the rest enjoyed their time at Kok Kiog's house.My grandma was at home.She followed my mum to the hospital to visit Mak Yah.I had a cold shower and then packed up my bag to go to the CC to complete my homework.I had made a coffee and poured it into my bottle which I placed it inside my bag.Only Irene was there inside the study room.I sat down and took out my comprehension book to complete the last passage on Albert Einstein.Suddenly,I scented the aroma of coffee.I looked inside my bag and guess what? The coffee was spilled and my bag was drenched with coffee.What the f hell! I was raging and fuming.I think Irene didn't notice it.Luckily there's no one else.I took 15 minutes to wash my bag,dry my books and wipe the floor.Finally I could start doing my work.By that time,Irene was going home and I was alone in that peaceful and 'hunted' room.I did the worksheet on Atomic Physics and went home at 5.30pm.Finally,my written homework have been completed.Tomorrow I want to do the project on choosing the courses for post-secondary education.What a horrible day for me from morning till now.Why now? Because my internet connection suddenly unplug as I was about to click "publish post".After all,today's date is 13 and that's my unlucky number.

I woke up late today and realised that there's nobody at home.My mum went to the hospital to visit Mak Yah.I played Playstation in until noon.Then I prepared myself to study at CC.Before that I had lunch at McDonald's.I told the person not to upsize my meal but she did.I did 2 chapters on the comprehension book.Then I spent an hour doing a passage.I was shocked to know that I was the only male in that study room.I left that room at 6pm and went home.I don't want to sleep late today as there is a match tomorrow.

The June holidays start today for me.I woke up at 9.30am today and had my breakfast cereal.Nazreen and Raja had planned to study with me today but both of them ended up without doing so.I want to complete as many assignments as I could.At noon,I ate at KFC before studying alone in the study room at Gek Poh Ville CC.I started with mathematics which I took nearly 3 hours to complete it.I was freezing to death in that room.The other people in the room brought along their jackets.The room was so silent that I decided to listen to my MP3 while doing work.After I had completed the maths assignment,I took a break and ate coffee boy which I bought at Gek Poh.Then I did the grammar exercises for English.I ended at 5.30pm and went home.Once I reached home,my mum told me that my aunt was hospitalised.I hope she gets better.I played PS2 after that until 7.30pm.

Shafie called to tell me that his friends want to have a game at NTU on wednesday morning.I SMS that information to the 13 Phattzion players.Luckily I have free 500 sms.I had dinner while watching TV and then relaxed.

Loads of assignments this holiday.Before the holiday,I had planned to do self revision but I end up spending my time doing those assignments.English assignments are the ones which make me stressed out.I had completed the Readers' Digest work,Catholic High Prelim paper and situational writing.Now I'm left with 4 comprehensions and 3 Grammar practices for English.Not to forget the reading assignments which I have not started doing.I had completed POA work and Maths paper 2 Set A.It was a arduous task.I had signed up for the Passion card yesterday and I can use the study room at the community club from now on.It's a comfortable and peaceful place to study.Zaki loves that place but he sometimes disturbs me while I am doing my work.Shafie called me and said that his friends wanted to play against FC Phattzion this Wednesday.Most of Phattzion players are free this week.My mum asked me whether I want to go for a facial treatment.I wanted to but I'm always busy.My family also plan to go holiday at one of the resort islands in Malaysia but I will have to go to school during that period.

My aim is to finish all assignments by Wednesday.I had wasted my time watching movie,taking photos in the town area and playing PS2 though I enjoyed those moments especially taking photos at the Esplanade,hotels and more.Shrek 3 was quite OK and Zaki has Spiderman 3 DVD which I want to borrow from him.