Friday the best day of the week! But spoilt by the wet weather today.
Anyway,Mel and Hannah,who was in Unity uniform,crashed into PJC just now.
They hid in the toilet during assembly and then I told them to relax at the cafe.
They followed me to the Maths lecture without the teacher knowing it.Surprisingly,there was a pop quiz and they had to do it.Panic! They did the quiz but I told them not to submit.
After that,they followed Hannah's cousin named Iris to her lectures while I had my break.
The Economics tutorial was supposed to be in Computer Lab 1 but my class waited for 30 minutes for Mrs Yeo to arrive. We were still enjoying ourselves,playing and telling jokes.
As the Econ rep, I called Mrs Yeo and then she told us to go to CL2.So we still had it.
I had lunch with 4 girls at the cafe at noon. I saw Mel and Hannah walking pass but I bet they didn't see me at that moment.Haha. Virgilio helped me to submit the OGL application form.
Danna and I had a chat while walking to the bus stop.Usually she would walk but the sun was burning hot. I went for prayer.After that,Zaki,Hanis,Hafiz and I went to Westwood to collect our CCA certificates. I saw Peerose( my rugby coach) inside. Fortunately he didn't saw me. I took a rest at home. A new song was composed by me but not emo one.It was rather catchy and more pop rock. I'll try to combine my work with Hafiz the rapper. That would be a hit.

....FC PHATTZION VS SEMBAWANG RANGERS (junior) tomorrow at 5pm!
months without training, a few players with injuries,conflicts...etc

Face it....

Lessons were as per normal today.
Virgilio and I want to be the orientation group leaders for Orientation II.
I completed the Economics test within 15 minutes out of an hour duration.
I'm not saying that it was easy.
I managed to do my maths homework.
Then went home. I was feeling dizzy...
By the way,Mel and Hannah want to crash into PJC tomorrow!
I am still considering whether to go for rugby training or not.
Kannan kept persuading me and he is selling his Nike boots for $30 which he rarely used.
Deal or no deal?
My Adidas Predator Absolute was torn.I bought it last year.

MY CLASS 08A02...

During PE lesson,we ran 4 rounds around the track for 'warm-up'

Then some of us played captain's ball,the rest played basketball

Maths lesson was okay but still some people didn't turn up.

In Economics, we learnt that quantity demanded rises while prices fall

Civics tutorial ended in half an hour instead of one and a half

Issue discussed was about teens

What role should I play myself?

We waved farewell to Jeanine (withdrawn)

Rehearsal for the celebration ended at six

Met Hui Min on the way home to pass her notes

The toilet spray pipe has to be fixed

Tonight I have to read Economics notes....test tomorrow!

I won't feel this way
I don't feel the same
About you anymore
Without you anymore

I survived today
Could I withstand it
For another day
Is there a way

You knew it all
You saw me fall
Down in front of you
Down on my knees

Brace it all
Face them all
Embrace it now
Never reminisce

You know I feel this way
Would you feel the same
If you were me now
No,you're not with me now


Oh no....
dikir barat is still on and we have to perform once again on Chinese New Year celebration.Rehearsal tomorrow till 6pm.

Oh...what a sweet birthday I had.
The celebration at Nuqman's house was great with variety of delicious food.
Not to forget that it is Nuqman's birthday today!
Some of my friends followed me to watch movie at Cineleisure and I just reached home like 10 minutes ago.
We watched Japanese horror movie Vanished. I felt sad rather than scared.
No JC today. I will go to the gym with Zaki and Raja.
The birthday pics are with Nuqman.
A great day indeed!
Now I wanna go to sleep.

I had just completed applying for courses at the MOE website moments ago. I was trembling as I type the courses codes. Here are the courses I applied for (and the reasons) :

1. PJC (arts) - I am familiar with it and I want loyalty points
2. JJC (arts) - Convenient for me.Only take a bus there.
3. Accountancy (NP) - I'm good at POA and Accountants have high salaries
4. Mass Com (NP) - I love media and songwriting.
5. Innova JC (arts) - New JC with good facilities
6. Optometry (SP) - I myself have eyesight problems and I want to learn about them.
7. Banking and Financial services (NP) - I have interest in marketing and business
8. Clean Energy (SP) - relevant for Singapore's future. Oil is getting lesser.
9. Biomedical (SP) - My sister is in this course.Can seek guidance from her.
10. Tourism and Resort Management (SP) -Tourism is an important industry
11. MI ( Commerce) - Can take A Level and obtain Diploma...just in case my A levels suck
12. Real Estate Business (NP) - My mother is a real estate agent. I could work work in ERA.






I met Zaki at the mosque. We ate at Noorin restaurant at Jurong West because Zaki was starving.Then I went to grandparents' house. My grandpa had a gift for me - an expensive leather wallet and $50 cash. I told him that it was too much for me to take but I'm happy to have a caring person like him. He had laser treatment yesterday while I was collecting my result. Now he has only his right eye to see but he seems fine. May Allah prolong his life and I hope he stays healthy. Same goes to my loving Grandma. Her cooking is always awesome.


For those who have not apply for JAE, hope you guys choose wisely! Go for your interest and strength. Hope you will get into the place you want.Good luck!

Release of O Level Results

My Grades
English : B3
History: A2
C.Humans: B4
Maths : B3
Physics : B4
Chemistry: B4
POA : A2
Malay : B3


L1R5 : 17
L1R4 (w/o CCA): 13



Well, the L1R5 of 17 is what my teachers had expected. I shouldn't say that I'm unhappy. It was a good result anyway for someone like me. Now, I'm thinking whether to stay in PJC or go to poly. I had thanked my teachers just now for their guidance. I have a weekend full of enjoyment and I will have 2 birthday parties- on Saturday with relatives and on Sunday with friends. Honestly, I deserve this result. For the rest of my friends who did not do well enough, there are many opportunities out there. Congratulations to those who had done well. Continue to work hard in your respective institution.

It's getting near!
Less than 3 hours to decide my fate.
Where will I go after that?
Will I expect the unexpected?
I'm feeling it.
Why didn't I dream last night?
My dreams turned into reality most of the time.
My future is at stake.

Qiu Yan, Amir and I

The big day is coming- in a matter of hours.

The day which brings you to another stage of life

The day which consists of laughters and tears

Who will do either one? Depends on yourself.

Maybe we already knew how we would fare

But things may not favour your expectations

Sometimes, life is unfair

And we may have to face that on the wrong day- tomorrow.

People want us to think positively

Somehow we have to be optimistic

Education will always be with you

And you are not defined by NUMBERS.

After months of waiting, the release of O Level results is here. Everyone in my batch is feeling the same thing now. Nervous, worried, anxious,happy or whatever.

Today, I only attended PE lesson. The dikir barat performance was okay. We did it without microphones. I was distracted by several girls shouting my name while I'm on stage. The Malay Cultural Society students took photos and after dismissal, Eugene,Zhi Zhong and I played pool for one hour. Then I went to Raja's house to relax and comfort each other regarding tomorrow. Hamizan was there too.Raja's mum cooked lasagna for us! Very nice till I ate 3 slices.

Hamizan in action!

GOOD LUCK TO ALL MY FRIENDS!

I'm so exhausted. Guess what? I was released from school at 8.30pm today because I had dikir barat rehearsal. The performance will be held this Wednesday during CNY celebration. It is confirmed that the release of O Level result is on Thursday. My birthday is on this Sunday.Would it be a happy birthday for me or my mood would be spoilt after seeing the results? By the way,it is Asyraff Khan's birthday today. Kiong's birthday is tomorrow. There will be dikir barat rehearsal again tomorrow and there is a H1 maths test on Wednesday. I was so swayed this morning. For the sake of meeting Qiu Yan, I began my journey to PJC at 6.15am but I arrived at the bus stop near her house at 6.40am. I endured in the cold till 7am when she arrived. It was worth waiting!

Yeah baby!
I got a new laptop and I'm using it right now.
The brand is Lenovo and it costs $1800 after upgrading to 4 GB RAM.
I like the eye sensor to log in. This way, other people do not have access to my com.
On Friday, PJC had a potluck event. My group ordered pizzas and we had a great time.
I left the event at 7.30pm to go to Phattzion chalet.
The chalet was fun at night.We went into the swamp after midnight.What an adventure!
On Saturday morning, I swam 8 laps in the swimming pool with some boys.
We ate KFC after check out at 11am.Slept in the MRT.
Then on Saturday night,my famiy went to East Coast Park for BBQ with my dad's friends.
Today, my family went to IMM along with my grandma. I told her that Rebecca and Rachel would like to have dinner at her house.
I met Karin at the shop while purchasing this laptop.Had a chat with her.
Alright,college tomorrow.I still can't stop thinking about the release of O level results.

Who does he think he is ?
Criticising people from his OG
Who tried to create joy and bliss
But he dumped them through technology

His words angered the rest
Though they are only words
But his words are like pests
That we need to curb

Hundreds of adjectives
To describe the stars above
I ponder if you'd be active
If I say the word 'love'

Phattzion is having chalet
But they left their captain behind
I don't mind dancing ballet
Because I know you're kind

OK lah that's enough,
I'm so tired lah
Seeking permission from mum is tough
But tomorrow,I'll pray to Allah

I regret reaching there late
The place where we usually date
Though we rely on fate
We're still in the same state

Another long day in JC. This morning, Qiu Yan talked to me about her interest in business and also her consideration whether to go poly or not. I also have not decide where to go.It is all depend on my O level results. I heard from some people that it will be released NEXT WEEK. Still not sure.Lessons today were fun. Cyndric created joy for the class with his words that came out of his 'dirty' mind. He's not the only one anyway. Had a conversation with Danna during lunch. Virgilio and Zheng Hao were busy with their friends. I learnt Literature during Malay lesson. After that I prayed with Norrisman in the classroom. From then on, Zhi Zhong and I waited for Eugene to end his lesson from 2pm to 4pm. It started to rain. In the bus, I met Randy and his ITE friends. Talked dirty as always with him.The phatt gang arrived at my house at 7pm to borrow my bike.They will cycle to Jurong Port later. My OG member told me that there will be a potluck event this Friday from 5-8pm. I'm not sure if it is compulsory and I hope it is not because I will have to rush for Phattzion chalet after Friday prayer. PE tomorrow. Run again.

I was dismissed from college at 6pm after having dikir barat practice.It was fun and the seniors were outgoing and cool. I learnt 4 songs today and sang them out.Only 2 JC1 juniors including me attended.The dikir barat group will perform next Wednesday. School today was fun but I was bored by the 2 hours break.I ended lesson at 2pm but the dikir barat practice started at 4pm.Eugene and CC accompanied me as it was raining heavily. Some of the Phattz will be cycling to Jurong Port on one of the days this week at 3am.I would love to join them like the last time but I have to attend college. Raja will borrow my bike. Alright then.



...words can't bring me down

I have changed my blogskin!
I woke up at 10am this morning because I slept at 3am last night.On Friday, the Phattzion gang went to Kiong's house after prayer to play FIFA 08 on PS3.I lost all the matches by a goal.We also watched videos of Phattzion's idiotic acts till night.Very hilarious! Those videos will be shown to everyone at the chalet. There was a change of policy for Phattzion chalet. After holding a debate, we decided to invite girls to come. Asyraff is in charge of calling them.Yesterday, Hamizan,Nazreen,Raja and I had nothing to do and so,we went to VivoCity for fun instead of shopping. We relaxed on the rooftop and watched the sunset.Then,we went to Joey's house to play PS3 and watched EPL till 2am. The Phatt gang also had discussion over the issue on inviting girls.We settled them peacefully.After I reached home, I cooked alone and ate before sleeping.Today, a person from SingTel came to my house to install a new modem which is better. I could see that my dad's and sister's laptops have faster Internet loading but my com remain the way it is.That's why I can't wait to get a new laptop. The loading is so damn slow.Have to prepare for college tomorrow. Qiu Yan was nice to offer me a bread at the bus stop on Friday morning. The January babies of Phattzion- Asyraff,Kiong, Nuqman and myself- will celebrate our birthdays together on the 27th =).The party will be held at Nuqman's house.

Not a totally boring day today.At least I had some running,shopping and talk cocking with friends. CC and I boarded the bus without waiting for Eugene because we thought he had gone up the bus.We waited for him at Brickland Road bus stop. As always,I met Qiu Yan at the same time. We reached college earlier today. History was boring that Virgilio dozed off.The teacher only show us the A Level paper and elaborate about waht to expect for that paper.After hearing so, I feel like I couldn't do it but I still want to do it! I have to adapt to changes. During PE, we had 'road run' for more than 2 km. I had no mood and didn't run at my best ability but ended up fifth in position. After recess, I had Malay lesson.The seniors encouraged me to join Dikir barat and I did. Then I had maths lesson in which I was given homework. I met up with CC and Eugene at the cafe where we had lunch. There were various issues and sensitive topics we talked about. Unlike the past few days, we only kept quiet. Eugene and I went to Jurong Point. I want to check the price of my favourite boots and clothes. The prices have gone down. Phattzion chalet will be held next Thursday and I still have not seek permission from my parents. Surely they won't allow because I had many chalets and outings during the holidays. I'm happy to know that there are no girls this time. Last year, the netball girls joined us and the boys had less freedom. I am still thinking what to do during the 2.5 hours break tomorrow.Play PSP? Go library? CC will entertain me.I will meet up with some Phattz tomorrow at the mosque. I will resume my music career after the PAE. Currently composing rhythm and tab for my composed songs. My Malay seniors at PJC are interested to search for people who love jamming.

The GP and History lectures today were interesting but I ended up having a boring day in college. I will need to have a broad knowledge of the issues around the world if I were to excel in GP.It is more demanding than English paper.I had recess at 9am with Virgilio who is a Indonesian and we brought Economics lecture notes.The History teacher talked in a manner that won't make me fall asleep and the way he introduced the subject made me tempted to learn more.I ended my lessons at 10.30am but the students are only allowed to leave school after 12.30pm. From then,it was boring for me. I explored the campus and read through the notices. Fortunately there was Eugene who accompanied me.He had a break until 12 noon.We had a chat and he said that his class ran around the college during PE.Then we ate at the cafe before he went off for his next lecture.I was alone once again but Virgilio saw me and we decided to read newspaper in the library. I sat with Danna and Jenine to do maths homework before going home with Eugene and CC.At Boon Lay Interchange, there was an old Chinese lady carrying heavy bags after she went shopping. I offered to help her. Fortunately she alighted at the same bus stop as mine so that it won't be a burden to me. She smiled and thanked me and asked which school I'm from. In a Westwood uniform, I told her I'm from PJC. Syahiran called me when I arrived home regarding Phattzion chalet which will be held next week. My maid will go back to her hometown a few days later.She would be considered rich when she exchange the currency. My grandma also came to my house. It was nice to see her happy and I hope she will continue to be healthy.YS is still working there! And she's in NJC. Wo respect sama gua!

Today the JC1 students were allocated into their classes.We had assembly and then went to the hall where Mdm Shafa gave us a talk.The students taking H1 Maths went to the lecture theatre.We learnt Indices and there is homework given. My class had recess after that.The Economics lesson was interesting and I'm looking forward to know more about that subject because it is rewarding although it is difficult.My class ended lesson at 11.30am but we were not supposed to leave college before 12.30pm.So I spent the remaining time with some of my classmates doing maths homework in the library. I met Eugene and CC after that and we took bus home together.I slept just now.Tomorrow,my lessons will finish at 10.30am.The best day will be on Friday when I will have 2 hours and 30 minutes of break in between my lectures.

I have just collected my Edusave merit bursary at Nanyang CC. I received $250 cheque but I was lazy to take a photograph with the MP. Some of my friends were there but I could only greet them.Last night, I met Raja and both of us went to Ayer Rajah foodcourt to have dinner.We walked and talked about some issues at West Coast. I'm glab to see him happy last night.Usually he would show his emo.I reached home at 12.15am but my parents didn't scold me. I have nothing to do today. Tomorrow, the JC1 students will be allocated to their classes. I was transfered from Science stream to Arts stream. I don't wish to join any CCA for this PAE. I just want to experience the structure of the lessons there and whether I could cope with it.Hamizan and Raja are certainly happy with their work at Suntec.I'm still thinking whether to buy new boots or not because Phattzion might have matches this month.Asyraff wants the Phattzion chalet to be held at CDANS because it is cheaper.I'm looking forward to it.Alright then,nothing else to say.Tata..

The orientation at PJC today was the best one ever. It's better than ever and everyone was so active.As always, I met many girls and boys.Alright,I'll talk about events from morning to night. I met Eugene like yesterday.It got off to a bright morning when my members greeted one another. The talk today ended earlier.Then lunch. The Muslim boys went for prayer but we didn't talk.I met Raja,Zaki and Hamizan at the mosque.After that,the students danced till we were exhausted. Those January babies,including myself, were pranked by the teachers and leaders.I thought they called our names to punish us for not dancing properly.We were told to dance in front of the school but suddenly,a leader held a birthday cake the school sang a birthday song for us.The dance rehearsal was problematic but we managed to settle them.Shu Yi replaced Karen.We had no player to play the songs and had to dance according to our own timing.Before the performance and dinner, a girl named Grace took photos with me.She's from MGS.My group's performance started off well but suddenly,there was a technical fault and we had to restart.The fault occured again and the other groups perform first.We enjoyed ourselves indeed and had a big hug among the dancers.After the dinner,the finale was superb and wonderful.I'm lazy to tell about.I enjoyed and treasured every moment I had at that time.It was awesome!Ask Eugene to prove me right.

A much better day at PJC today.Yesterday,we were strangers to one another but today, it was totally different.I met Eugene at 6.30am at the bus stop.The talks today were boring but important.During one of the talks,a teacher told me to follow him to the general office. I met the teacher in-charge of the subject combination.He said that taking Physics without A Maths at JC is an odd combination and he suggested that I transfer into the Arts stream.I'm happy with that.We had mass dance with the song 'Let's get loud' which was fast and complicated.Furthermore,my leader chose me to represent my group for the line dance. A cute and dainty girl named Karen has agreed to be my partner.We only have 2 hours tomorrow to rehearse for the finale.The problem is that my rugby trial selection clash with the rehearsal tomorrow.I will talk to my leader about that.The station games were fun indeed.

First day JC started off in a negative note for me.Believe it or not, I was late to school.It wasn't intentional. This was because I did not receive the letter from PJC that stated some information regarding the time and what to bring. In the hall,there was a male teacher who warned me to cut my hair. He said that I just need to cut the back although my fringe and sideburns are long.Eugene was also given the same warning.The principal looks a bit like Mrs Betty Chow and the way she talked reminded me of her.It was so boring during the talks.During lunch,I had to see the vice-principal regarding the subject combination because my prelim results did not satisfy the requirements. I had a serious discussion with him and eventually we came to an agreement.Then, I joined my orientation group and got to know a few girls. They are nice people,including the boys.We learnt the school anthem,cheers and more.We had a tour around the campus and played some games. Everything ended at 6pm.Eugene and I took MRT to JP and we had haircuts together. I hate the slope but I like my fringe and spike.I met Mel at the interchange and she said that her first day at JC was suck.I ate a lot for dinner at home.

This is my first post this year.I think last night's countdown was the first time that I did not see fireworks.After all,it's good that I was at home last night because my dad ordered pizza.He knows what I like well enough.i woke up at 9am this morning. I did nothing but then I decided to cycle around Gek Poh area. I also brought contact lenses as well. The optician told me that I have astigmatism.I didn't even realise that both my eyes' degree are above 400.This is the consequence of studying too much.After that, I went back home anf rested for a while before cycling to Boon Lay Interchange to extend my smartcard and also buy concession pass for the first time in my entire life.Usually, I always top up $10 to $15 per month. I had to report to Pioneer JC tomorrow at 8am.Still have to wear Westwood uniform and still have to walk all the way to the bus stop opposite Westwood Sec to take bus 172 to CCK.Phattzion had planned that we will join the Rev-up next Tuesday and disguise as Westwoodians by wearing house T-shirts.This is our plan:
1) Jog and bully pupils especially Clement Ng LiJie
2) Purposely take shortcuts IN FRONT OF teachers who don't know us.
3) We hope the teachers catch us and punish us.
4) Then we will say that we already graduated and put the blame on the teachers for punishing us.
This should be fun and we had plan on how to argue with the teachers.See how Sheikh has turned out to be.

Farewell 2007,Welcome 2008
The 4H chalet was fun but tiring for me.I had to go to the shops opposite Gombak MRT station 3 times from CDANS country club.Mr Poh came and helped us to barbeque last night.He is getting married.We played bowling after midnight and then we watched a Thai ghost movie and Exorcism of Emily Rose till sunrise. We were supposed to check out at 10.30am but we did that around 9am.Some of us ate at JP and then went home.I slept for 3 hours in the afternoon. Raja asked me out to go town but unfortunately, my mum had gone out and I couldn't ask her for money. I'm left with nothing to do at home except watching TV while surfing the net. I have not made any resolution for the new year. Whether I make it or not, it will fade away.
I have no plans tomorrow.What to do? Time to go back to school for me on 2nd Jan 08. I won't consider entering Pioneer JC after the release of O Level results.Not sure yet.I still have not decide what to become in future. Well, I would like to wish everyone once again a


HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008!
To all my enemies and rivals, Sheikh is fearful NO MORE...

I'm in bad mood now.Don't know why.There are many things in my mind right now. Phattzion went to Gan Eng Seng School field to have our first away game against a team called Galaticos (weird name) but they thrashed us 6-1.The field was terrible.The worst thing that happened was when Fariss ran towards Hamizan and punched and kicked him.The midfield kept blaming the defence for conceding goals but Hamizan the defender could not tolerate them. I won't put the blame on anyone.It was the whole team's fault. It wasn't the first time Fariss fought on the pitch but it was the first time he attacked his own teammate.The two of them cooled down a while later but they didn't talk.We went to Tiong Bahru Plaza to eat at a restaurant. We suddenly realised that today is Zaffan's birthday but we kept quiet in front of him,as if we didn't know.We planned to bring him into the toilet and give a birthday bash.We did it.Haha.We took MRT home while Fariss had to go to work.Nothing to do at home. All I did was to listen to my MP3 and look outside the window.The 4H chalet is tomorrow .My mum gave me $50 three days ago and now I'm left with $10. I don't know where to go on New Year's eve.Watch fireworks?Or just stay at home? I feel so dumb for applying for the JC trial.Only a few of my friends got it. Somemore it is Pioneer JC in CCK. I still haven't ask her which JC is she going.Surely it's not PJC because she deserves better one.I think that not talking to her before O Levels was my biggest regret for 2007.However,there's still time. I'll surely not blog tomorrow.So, to all my readers,
HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Very tiring day today. I didn't have breakfast this morning before going to the gym alone. At noon,I returned home and got ready to train with Phattzion at the field nearby.At 2pm,Zaki arrived at the field and then followed me to my house.The two of us met Mel,Rachel,Crystal and WeiYang at JP.We went to Fairprice to buy chalet stuff but we decided to return the things and go to Sheng Siong where the things are cheaper.I talked to Sheridin in the bus about Westwood.The cost of the things we bought at there was $120.Then,we brought the stuff to Crystal's house.Rachel ordered Zaki and I to go to Prime to buy sweet potatoes,corn,paper plates and popcorn chicken for herself.I was looking forward to see YS but she was not there.Then we met Hamizan and Raja at the foodcourt.The 4 of us entered Crystal's house carefully because of her dog.There were problems that we faced.The chalet that we had booked is not furnished and Rachel was dissatisfied and we tried to ask the customer service officer whether it is possible for us to change chalet that is furnished.However,Rachel called the officer but there was no reply and she couldn't control her anger.So, Weiyang,Mel,Rachel and Crystal went to CDANS country club to negotiate with the officer while the Malay boys went to Raja's house where I am now. I hope we can get to change the chalet but if we do not,it's OK.

Alright I reached home yesterday night.I'm too lazy to talk about what I did at Phuket. I don't know how to describe the fun moments with my family there.We had go-kart,elephant trekking,snorkelling and shopping. I bought a lot of clothings,bags,Adidas shoes,PSP game and more.I had a foot massage at the beach where the Whites wore bikinis and stuff but it wasn't entertaining because they were a bunch of old people who didn't bring their daughters along.At KL,my aunt Arlina brought my family to the Curve shopping mall.It looks more like Jurong Point except that the prices are cheaper.My aunt also brought us to her country club.Great indeed!

I slept at 3am last night because I wasn't sleepy and woke up at 10am.First thing I did was to watch TV and then tidy the house.I bought frogs for my arowana and played PSP in the afternoon.So boring.I had sambal prawns and egg for dinner.While having dinner,Fariss sms-ed me and Rachel called me.It's so irritating.I don't know why many people called me while I'm always busy instead of during my freetime.I went back to the kitchen and was about to sit down and suddenly,Rebecca called for fun.Haaiisshh..A moment ago, Mel called while I was busy in the toilet. Now that I'm free,there's no one contacting me.Good grief.4H will be having class chalet on the 30th and 31st Dec.Tomorrow,I will join some of them at JP to buy stuff in the afternoon.Zaki and Raja want to gym but we haven't confirm the time.I hope the activities at the chalet will run smoothly and not fail just like 4F chalet.Haha...

Going off to KL and Phuket for a week!

I had just came back from East Coast Park. I had a overnight there and had fun as well. Last night,Suhaizat and I went to Nabilla's house to help carry the food and other barbeque stuffs.I thought there was a lorry to bring us there but we had to take MRT instead.It was a very embarrassing sight at the interchange when Suhaizat dropped the container which contained fried noodles.Luckily only a small portion of the noodle dropped on the ground.Reaching there was like hell!The activities we did this morning were better than last night.We took bus 30 from Bedok all the way to Boon Lay and we slept throughout the journey. One week of holidays for me. I missed her so badly....
OK then,I will buy something for my friends if I have extra money but I can't promise that.See ya!

BBQ with members (my primary school friends) tomorrow! Nuqman is in-charge of this event and I had paid $8 to him after prayer.I still remembered our previous BBQ last year.Our things got stolen and we had to call the police. The weather forecast tells me that it will rain tomorrow.I'm not sure.No matter what I'll still go.Then on Sunday,my family will drive to KL to stay at Uncle Sheikh Arziman's house.We will go to Phuket by plane on next Wednesday from KLIA.This is the period to shop and buy anything I want because the prices of items are not expensive there. Nazreen had came back from Korea. He didn't even aware about the oil spill. Thank god it didn't affect him. I had the time in the world to go Prime just now but there's nothing to buy.My throat is uneasy at the moment after screaming the chorus of my lastest song.I did watch the soccer match between Singapore and Vietnam.The team played as if it was the last time they were playing soccer. I'll be back on the 23rd I guess.Phattzion will plan to create trouble once again on Christmas Eve in town.They did it last year and it was successful.

I am admitted into Pioneer JC,my second choice,instead of Jurong JC. I don't mind it anyway.It is located in Chua Chu Kang,beside Teck Whye Sec.Mel got into JJC.Damn,there's no soccer but there is rugby.But I'm interested in bowling.Mr Cris said that the CCA Department of JJC would consider me to join soccer I don't know why I am not admited into JJC.Nevermind,it's not a big deal as it is only for 6 weeks. Last night,I accompanied Raja to the bus stop near Westwood.I still had the time to go to Prime supermarket but she wasn't there.Too bad.It's not easy to call her.I'm confident in speaking to others but not her.I regret not talking to her a few days before O Level ended.She was sitting beside me and there was no one to interfere.

The rain continues to drop everyday and spoils my plan to go outings.
I watched the movie Police Story at noon at home and then waited for Raja and Zaki to arrive at my house before we went to the gym.Zaki kept asking me why I quitted my job but I was lazy to tell him.I had a great workout in the gym.I don't know about the other two.Hamizan arrived at the gym when we were about to take a shower.We waited for him to workout.Then we went to eat at Jurong Point.Believe it or not,Raja and I ate two times.After that,we shopped.Now I'm back and watching the SEA Games at the same time in my room. Tomorrow,Raja and I will go for the ExpressIT talk at Bugis.

Today I went to Suntec with Raja as Raja wanted to apply for a job there.While he was applying for the job,I went to Marina Square to watch Barney and Friends.After that,I met him at the convention hall and we decided to eat at Beach Road but it started to drizzle.We still walked a long journey there.Both of us ate half spring chicken rice that cost only $4.Damn,it is worth eating it! Then we went back to Suntec to play X Box while waiting for Kiong,Hamizan and Syahiran to finish working.The five of us went home after relaxing there.When I reached home,the door was locked and I did not bring my keys.My mum had just reached a restaurant when I called and my sister was watching movie.My dad had a on-call work.I was alone and the cats were there outside my house to entertain me.Coincidently,my mum and dad reached home at the same time.I'm not feeling well because of the weather and there is a match tomorrow.Haiisshh....

As always,the ground is wet.I got wet as well today.I cooked fried noodles this morning for my family before meeting up with Raja and Zul at Jurong East Stadium.We were supposed to go to gym but I could read what is inside their mind- they were lazy to go to gym and wanted to go swimming straight. I also felt the same. The water was freezing cold and I could not bear with it. I struggled against the tsunami.I had a relaxing time indeed.Then,we ate at Noorlin restaurant nearby.The food is good.I took 99 alone to go home.Raja called to inform me whether I want to go for IT talk next Wednesday. No plan tomorrow.

It is the raining season and there's nowhere I can go.
I read the newspaper about the adverse effects of global warming.
I'm a bit concerned about the future.Floods,cyclone,earthquakes- are just nightmares for me.
I found myself talking about politics too.
It's really boring this holiday as there is nothing to study.
If I knew her working hours,
I would find a time to call her.
Such a boring post.I started each line with 'I'.
Raja sms-ed a few seconds ago.We're going to the gym and swimming pool tomorrow.
I'm composing a song at the moment.My room is equipped with home theatre system.My dad bought a new TV a two days ago and he got a home theatre system for free which was installed in the living room.I installed the older one in my room just now.I just can't wait to buy an electric guitar.

I quited my job last night.I had enough of the work in which the salary is based on the number of application and not the number of hours.I managed to have one application yesterday but I had already made my mind to quit.If not,everyday would be a horrible day and I'm easily demoralised if I couldn't produce results.Well,I can forget about that.I don't want to be stressed again.This morning,Phattzion -without key players- came from 2 goals down to win 4-3 against Clementi Town.They were in fact the most organised and well-disciplined opponent we ever played. It was a great game and they are indeed good players.I have scratches on my butt for sliding on the sandy pitch.Zaffan had a muscle cramp inside the bus on the way home and he kept groaning in pain. Phattzion gang will go to town later today to shop and have fun.

I really hate this job.I thought it would be a challenging and fun job but instead,it was a demoralising one.I don't know what went wrong.Or is it the customers don't want to be interested? Some of them were fine and I appreciate their time for allowing me to talk to them.But some slammed the door, shouted at me to get lost,saying that they don't want even before I talk to them about myy purpose for coming.I don't mind being tired walking from door to door but what I want is to make the people feel interested about how they can save their electricity bill.Some of them felt that saving up to 30% is nothing.They didn't realised that they paid 30% more than they should for electricity bill monthly.Maybe I will quit 2 days later because some of the customers today said that it was a good deal and they were considering whether to apply for this service or not.I gave them my number and I hope they would call and have appointments with me.Whether they call or not,I feel that this job is not suited for me though it trains me to be a confident communicator.I am used to speaking to people that I don't know as long as I have a purpose in what I am saying.It will be my last day to work tomorrow.It's okay if I do not earn any money.I am eligible to receive the edusave bursary because my mum did not include her salary in the application form.I already had a stressful time during O Level and now I'm feeling stress again.I should relax,have fun with my friends, go for date ( but too bad she's working) blah,blah,blah.I'm not producing results after 2 days of working.I'm good at communicating but it's just that the people were not interested.I'm EMO right now.The only thing that can cure my heart is her.Now I know what business is like.If I were to venture into business,I will only choose to be an accountant, whose basic pay is above $3000.

My job as an advertiser is already confirmed.
What will I do? Here's the work:
Talk to residents and bosses of big firms
Encourage them to save on electricity is of no effort

Just install the PowerTune at your place
And you'll realise how much energy you can save.
I'm working not only to earn money but I want to encourage people to cut down on energy wastage. As you know, the electrical system that supplies electricity to our homes are not 100% efficient due to many factors such as irregular electricity loadings.However,the PowerTune would reduce or eliminate electrical inefficiencies that cleverly transforms and recycles "dirty" electricity into highly efficiency electricity. Would you want to save on energy and cut down your electricity bill? Just contact me and I'll explain further on how it works.The company will give me name cards which will be issued to my clients.But there will be a test related to this tomorrow and I will have to pass it.The boss will retrain me if I failed.I have made a few new friends there.

After that,I joined Nuqman,Nazreen,Zaki,Zul and Raja at Ngee Ann City.They were lookig for jobs and I was like the extra one.I had a tired day and I hope to do well tomorrow.The basic salary is about $1500 ( I heard from the people there) and that does not include the commission.I will be paid an extra $45 for each successful application. I can work for many months and even during school period next year because the boss will make a schedule for me and it's not a problem.

I'm so bored
Nothing better to do today
I'm looking forward
To work on the next day...

Went to Central this morning
Bought new tyre tubes for the wheels
My family went shopping
While they don't know how I feel

Playing PSP is fun
But PS3 is better
I know you're kind
It's just that I felt bitter

This is neither a poem
Nor a song
Isn't it is obvious?
I've been waiting for you for long

Since June that time
When I first saw you
That smile extended my revision time
Baby, it's true

However,I was distracted by your legs
Which kept shaking and banging
But it's okay to me
As long as you're focusing

Many of the songs I've heard remind me of you
Many of the songs I wrote are about my feelings
But none of them can make me happy
Except a kiss from you if you're willing

I know some people would fine this SUCKS
I admit that too but what to do?
I hope to have lots of lucks
But why I don't have guts to call you?

I went job hunting today.After I had breakfast with my mum,I met Zaki at Jurong East.I brought along Classified section of The Straits Times.We relaxed at Bugis for a while and went to National Library.At there,I contacted a few office and there is a job willing to take students.the two of us went to Clark Quay to have a job interview.The boss was fine.Zaki gave me no opportunity to talk.Whenever the boss ask questions,I tried to answer but he just talked.Damn &^$*8&.He knew that I was angry with him as I had told him straight to his face so it's okay to write about it here.We met Raja at Suntec City where we apllied for a job at Toys R Us.Then we went to Cineleisure to eat at Estella 77 where Fariss and Hanis are working.They really enjoy working there and it seems relaxing but they told me that the work is harder during peak hours.The Chicken Noodle Fariss 'cooked' was delicious.Then the three of us decided to apply for a job at the cinema.Zaki had to go then.Raja and I took MRT to Yew Tee and headed to the Chua Chu Kang Stadium to watch S-League match between SAFFC and Gombak. I saw Jeslyn at Yew Tee there. SAFFC scored twice early in the first half but Gombak played superbly well in the second half but the match ended in a 2-1 victory for SAFFC.I took MRT home.I will have to go to my grandparents' house tomorrow. The boss who interviewed me and Zaki called and he said that both of us are selected for his job.The problem is that my family will go for a two-week holiday to Phuket and I have not told the boss.JC will start on January and hence,I would only be able to work for a month.I'm still thinking about it.Not just it - I really miss her so badly.She won't go to CC again till JC starts.So boring... and lonely...

I went to Chau Chu Kang gym with Raja and Zaki this morning.Last night,I watch The Gameplan with Raja at Jurong Point.I was touched by what the actors said.I do not like the CCK gym because there are not many machines to work out and there were many people in there when we arrived.The girls there were not bad but I was dissatisfied with the lack of machines.We planned to go to swimming but we went to Zaki's house instead.It rained eventually.I used zaki's computer while the others played PS2.His mum was not at home.I only played a game with Raja which I won 4-2 but then,Zaki's mum called and we had to leave.Raja and I walked from Yew Tee to CCK Avenue 3.We talked about various issues concerning work,pre-U,family and girls.The heavy rain caused me to stay there longer.The three of us will be applying for a job at Toy's R Us at Suntec tomorrow.Raja had called the manager earlier on.I'm not desperate for money but I want to earn as much as I can to reimburse my bank balance. I had been asking my mum for money consecutively for the past few days.Tomorrow I'll ask my dad.My room is still in a mess with all my textbooks and notes which are longer used.There may be a match this Saturday against Traxion but it is not confirmed yet.I have to ensure that Phattzion are free on Saturday.Some of them are already working.

Another boring day.Mel woke me up at 6.58am when she sms-ed me about the JC admission thing.I cycled to my grandparents' house before noon.As always,I helped to clean their house,repaired some items and of course,tasted my grandma's cooking. I wasn't tired while doing those works.I went off from there at 4pm and cycled through the windy afternoon. The registration for the Provisional Pre-U One Adission Exercise will start tomorrow and I have not decide on my 12 choices.With L1R5 of 19 and L1R4 of 13, I have limited choices and I can forget about ACJC,NJC,AJC,SAJC,RJC,VJC,TJC,CJC and Hwa Chong.Even if I qualify for one of these JCs, I may not choose it as my first choice.I'll just have to make full use of the 12 choices. I would be most likely qualify for MI or Innova.I'm still considering now.My family on the other hand are booking a trip to Thailand right now.I hope to get into JJC.At the moment now,there are many thoughts on my mind - finding a job,forming a band, selecting a JC and more.

Such a tired day today.I woke up at 4.30am and cycled to Boon Lay Interchange at 5.30am.I waited for my friends for more than half an hour.Fariss,Kiong,Joey and I took the MRT to the Changi Airport for the departure of the twins to USA.Kiong slept for only 3 hours.At there,we met Clement,Hamizan,Raja and Hanis.They had their class chalets.We ate Burger King first before meeting the twins at the departure hall.We talked to them for a while and then they went off.They will come back 11 days later.After their departure,we didn't know where to go.I told them to go to Peninsula Plaza.Hanis,Clement and Joey applied for a job at Spenelli Cafe.We looked and shoped in there.The cheapest electric guitar I found there is $185.After that, we walked all the way to Bugis Junction.I was attracted by some of the clothings.Joey and I planned to buy those clothings one day as the prices are cheap.By then,many of my friends had gone home except Fariss and Joey.Asyraff joined us a while later.We went to Cineleisure to shop as well.Fariss works there as a waiter.I was so tired and had a backache.Nazreen and Nuqman also joined us there.We went to Paragon and Wisma Atria.Joey and I had given up 2 hours later and both of us decided to go home.I cycled home from the interchange and as I was about to reach home,I saw my family coming out of my house to go shopping.I rested at home.At 8pm just now,I met Mel and Daphne at CC to collect the JC admission stuff.Mel will be going overseas as well and she wants me to help her register for the admission.I bought some food from the bazaar after that and ate at home.Damn tired...

Such a boring day.In the morning, I had to tidy the house,wash fans,fold the clothes,vacuum the floor and so on.I only had egg and bread to eat for breakfast.My friends from 4F are having a chalet and thus,we didn't play soccer.Rachel and Rebecca will be setting off to USA on Saturday and there will be less 'fun' without them.I haven't contact Zaki,Nazreen and Nuqman for quite some time.Even my PSP can't make me happy for long.I need to have some activities to enjoy.Some of my Phattzion gang are looking for jobs.There will be approximately 12 weeks of holidays before the release of O Level results.

I went to Kiong's house at 2.30pm just now.He needed help with his PSP.Last night,he kept sms-ing me to ask about the copying of games into the PSP.He had to format his memory card and in the end,he could copy the games.I went to Pioneer Mall at 5pm to buy food before going home.I will have to go to school tomorrow for the JC admission briefing.So lonely...

At noon today,Joey and I followed Kiong to buy his PSP at West Coast.We were supposed to buy it yesterday but we played street soccer instead.I was stupid enough to injure my foot.My friends laughed when that incident happened.Kiong selected pink colour (don't ask me why) which costed $260.He also bought FIFA 08 for $64.We tried to bargain but in the end, Kiong paid in full amount. Then, we ate at Ayer Rajah foodcourt nearby.The PSP standard pack which he bought does not include memory card and so,we decided to go to IMM to search for the cheapest 4GB memory card.We did found that memory card which costs $99.Hamizan and Raja,who went to the ICA building in the morning,joined us at IMM.We roamed around there to look out for attractive clothings

Here I am at Kiong's house.O Level is over.The POA paper 1 I did this morning was very easy.Last night, I kept doing the POA study pack and was well-prepared.My mum accompanied my siblings to school to collect their results.My younger brother got first in class and I am impressed with his 98% score for Mathematics.He surely deserved the PSP. I'm feeling bored right now.Kiong is waiting for the person to repair his computer.Fariss,asyraff and I will follow him to West Coast to buy PSP for himself.Life will be boring without PS3.I'm also updating my Friendster account.My sister sent me a comment that made me look down but I replied her in a optimistic manner. This Friday, I will have to go to school again for a briefing on the JC admission.I'm still not sure if I want to work.I don't know what to do! So lonely...

My gang went for Hari Raya visits to our friends' houses yesterday.We had a good time indeed,especially for Zaffan,who was elated after finding out the name of Fariss' mum.Fariss was speechless! We also went to Mdm Siti Hajar's house and I ate a lot.My house was the last one and we took a group photo outside my house.All of them (including me) looked nice in baju kurung!

About today, my brother and I got PSP each!

First, we went to Pioneer Mall but the price seems dissatisfying.Then we headed to West Coast.The price is much cheaper! we took a long time at that shop.My dad rocks! Tomorrow, I'll go to the gym with Hamizan and then continue with my revision for the remaining paper.

I just had the Social Studies paper. I knew that the unexpected topics would come out. Yes indeed! Mrs Baljit told us that Venice would not come out but it did. I did not even touch that topic. Many other students also did not read up on Venice. The source-based question is about the nuclear issue on India and Pakistan, which is a decontextualise source. The structured-essay questions are on population,sustaining development and Venice.I did on sustaining development and I included current issues.I emphasised so much the sec 3 topics such as Sri Lanka,Diplomacy an Deterrence and Industrial Development. Fortunately I read up on Sustaining Development this morning.I faced difficulties in trying to link my arguments back to the question.A lot of my friends complained about Mrs Baljit's predictions but I won't blame her.It's over and I had done my best.

My gang ate at Kenny's cafe after that.The 4F students will have their last paper tomorrow while the rest will have to wait till next week.Some are already planning what to do during the holidays. Last Saturday,my dad told me that he is interested in buying Playstation 3.He said that the graphic is so damn nice and real. He's such a game addict. I understand that because he did not have this type of game when he was young.I can't wait to buy FIFA 08.After this , I'll relax at Kiong's house.I have no papers for the rest of this week but I'll still do my revision.

Chelsea is currently trailing Arsenal and Man Utd by 3 points.Chelsea will catch up soon!

4 more papers to go - Social Studies, Physics and Chemistry Paper 1 and POA paper 1. It has been a smooth journey throughout the O Level so far. I was generally satisfied with all the papers though I felt I could do less mistakes. Physics was fine as I expected. I did a question which I did not focus a lot on for History just now. I really want to score as high as I can for SS.I knew that I would get zero for the 8 marks question for Geography.I was damn stupid then. The question asked me to refer to the PARAGRAPHS but I referred to the PHOTOGRAPHS instead. I'll make sure that I know the content well for SS so that my Combined Humans will not be disappointing.I will relax at Kiong's house tomorrow to watch Arsenal vs Man Utd. I want Man Utd to lose! Then, it will be a happy Sunday for me.

O Level written examination has begun and my friends who are taking A Maths are having a much stressful time at the moment.They had A Maths today and will have paper 2 tomorrow.As for me, my first paper is Chemistry Paper 2. I failed Chemistry during Prelim exam but based on my through and repetitive revision, I believe that passing should not be a problem and if possible, I'm targeting for Distinction.I will just have to be meticulous when reading the questions this time round.For the past two weeks, I have been revising for at least 7 hours per day. Since my FIFA 07 disc is with my friend now, I have no reason to play PS2 at the moment. My dad will surely buy FIFA 08 after O Levels and my parents have agreed to buy me electric guitar as well. Put my priorities right at the time being.

Today, I did my revision at the Jurong East library with Zul and Raja. I did a lot of practices for Maths and then revised History and Geography.I spent more than $20 for food today! During breakfast, I ate breakfast set at Banquet before meeting them. During lunch at 2.30pm,we ate at the Korean restaurant called Zing-Do till my stomach was full.I slept for a while after that at the library.After we had finished studying at 7pm, we ate at Long John Silver.Damn, I'm gonna be fat like that guy but I will always exercise. I'm tied to the testing of wills.

ALL THE BEST TO THOSE TAKING O LEVELS!

especially her =D

... you guys are my competitors but I need to overcome myself first.NO FEAR DUDE!

I'm at Joey's house again.I had Chemistry mock exam just now at 9am.The paper was easy but unfortunately, I made many careless mistakes. What a waste of effort.I had spent so much time revising for chem and had mastered msot of the content but the lack of attention to the questions caused me to pull my hair.After that, my gang went to eat at Pearl Delight.Zaki,Hamizan and I are here at Joey's house.I played a game with Joey but was thrashed 4-0, simply because I had not been playing for a long time.zaki defeated me 1-0.Well, I don't mind about that.O Level Chemistry will start next Wednesday. Phattzion will receive the W-League trophies this Friday.Yesterday, I called Mr Ramesh to confirm the date. I will study later at CC. I still have not recovered by my running nose and cough.I want to get well before next week.I went to the clinics for the past few days but they were closed.

It is the second day of Hari Raya and many Muslims family were having a great time visiting friends and relatives. I'm the only lonely one who did not enjoy today. My relatives from KL came and they followed my family around the island to visit the other relatives.I slept at 5am this morning. I spent the whole morning watching videos on YouTube and also finding the latest songs of my taste. I woke up at 11.30am and then went to revise on Chemistry at the CC without having breakfast.There will be a Chemistry mock exam this Wednesday and we will do this year's O Level June paper. Unfortunately, I had running nose and I felt dizzy throughout my revision. After an hour of revision, I decided to eat at KFC but I had no appetite. A while later,Melissa came to study there as usual. She did History essays while I was eating. I continued with my revision later on. The mucus in my nose just could not stop flowing down and it irritated me. Her presence cheered me up but I was frustrated with the flu. She looked nice today. I stopped at 5pm and wanted to go to the clinic but it was closed. At home, I watched TV for a while.Until now, my family have not returned home. It's good that nobody is at home as I could sing out the songs I had composed using the Audacity software. I was surprised that my voice sounded nice when I played back the recording. I think my singing can match Aliff Aziz or even better. I hope that my relatives do remember me and pass green packets to me though I did not visit them.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!






Moments of forgiveness

My sister with her dyed hair.

I would like to wish all my Muslim friends Selamat Hari Raya. I apologise for my wrongdoings and hope to make things better. My collection for today was quite okay.I received around $70. I did not realised that my family went to Geylang last night and came back this morning at 5am. My mum and sisters took a very long time to dress themselves. After that, we apologised to one another and headed to my grandparents' house. I ate alot today. My relatives said that I've grown so tall and they said that I looked like my father. as always, like father like son. At night, I watched the Malaysian news, criticising MM Lee Kuan Yew. The Malaysian politics were discussing whether Singapore could once again merge with Malaysia. I am so tired now. My cousins from KL will be coming to Singapore tomorrow. It has been a long time since I met them. O Level written examinations will start two weeks from now and will end exactly one month from now.

Physics and Chemistry O Level practicals are over and I knew the mistakes I had done. I am more concerned about Chemistry. My burette reading was 23.75 cm cube but the model reading was 25.1, which was far from my results. Damn. This time, my QA was alright- I wrote everything I observed and my conclusions were correct. I really hope to get 60 out of 80 for chemistry paper 2 in order to get at most A2. I'm getting better in Physics. Getting A1 for POA should not be a problem. I got 55 out of 70 for the POA mock exam. I may not have gotten a distinction for Maths but since mid-year,I had been getting B3. I'll continue to practise more and avoid careless mistakes next time. Those mistakes costed me 7 marks for Prelim. The next O level paper for me is Chemistry, which will be held on 25 Oct.A maths students will begin on the 22nd. English and Maths are my priority.

By the way, the time is nearly 3 in the morning. I spent the time from midnight till now to tidy and house,especially my messy room, for Hari Raya. I'm going to celebrate it only on the first day. Last night, Fariss, Zufaidi,Hamizan,Hanis,Syahiran and I broke fast at KFC. Then we set up a rocket using fire crackers. Fun. We went to buy more and went to Kiong's house to 'manufacture' the rockets. I took a video of our acts. After that, we played FIFA 08 at Kiong's house.I reached home at about 11.30pm.At noon today, the Phattzion gang will pray at Al-firdaus mosque.It will be the last day for the Muslims to fast. On 17 Oct, Phattzion will come back to school to receive our W-League trophies. Despite the mistakes, I've made during practicals, I'll just have to stop whining and focus on the next papers. they're just a few percentage. My level position for prelim is 17.Let's see if I could get top 5 for O level. I believe in myself.

I have just came back from Kok Kiong's house after watching the Premier League. Man Utd thrashed Wigan 4-0. On Friday evening, my Muslim gang went to a mosque at Bukit Timah. We broke the fast there and the food was great.After prayer,we went to Clementi to have supper at 11pm. We saw our rugby coach Peerose who was with his wife.I reached home 20 minutes past midnight. The next morning, I had to send and fetch my siblings to the religious class. During the afternoon, I revised for Geography. then I went to Kiong's house before Raja,Fariss,Hanis,Hamizan and Syahiran arrive. Syahiran took a video when Hanis was urinating in the toilet through the window. We all laughed. A few months ago, Zaffan was passing motion at the same toilet and Kiong opened the unlock door to let people watch Zaffan doing his business. Clement also received the same fate when Syahiran took a video of him bathing in the same toilet. Haha! The Physics practical will be held this Tuesday and Chemistry on Thursday. I really can't wait for O level to start.

Anyway, 'fragile' is not a suitable adjective to describe organ. Where on Earth did she learn that expression? As for the other readers, thanks for lifting my spirit high! You guys really 'fixed' my broken heart!

Guess where I am now? I'm at Joey's house.At 7.30, my mum met Ms Chen to collect my prelim results.She was delighted and hope that I will continue to keep up the good work.My class position is 4th and rank 17 among the whole level.Then I had English paper 2 mock exam. I was distracted by the noise made by the students during rev-up. I know that they were enthusiastic but I managed to focus. After that, all the sec 4E and 5N students went to the hall for a briefing. Mdm Fauziah reminded us that all papers are compulsory. Many students did not sit for the social studies paper yesterday especially Zaki who initially told me that he wanted to sit for the paper but in the end he did not.I'm not sure that he was prepared for that. Then I walked with Zaki and Joey to Joey's house and played PS2 until now.I really needed a break.I lost all the games against Joey and Zaki.Later I'll revise for Physics.

I would like to thank Jia Yi for her encouragement and for as Zawani and Rebecca, I have taken many photos with many other girls. So it's not a big deal.

FAREWELL!
Goodbye Westwood!










4H Zusammen' 07 , ALL THE BEST TO YOU!


Indeed it was a good day! I'll always remember those stupid and memorable things we did that PLEASURED and PRESSURED the teachers. We'll still be coming to school next week for mock exam but we can't sing our school anthem together once again.23 days to O Level and I have wanted to do my best so badly. I really enjoyed the skit played by our form teachers. To me, it was the best stand and deliver ever! Nonetheless, it's not over. After O level,we'll surely go outings and enjoy ourselves as if we won't be seeing each other again tomorrow. At the moment, I want to discipline myself- NO PS2, NO TV, NO MSN, NO SOCCER , NO ENTERTAINMENT. I'm going to be like this for a short period and if my desired results are revealed, the happiness would be everlasting. I had got the time to take photos with 1H. I really love and miss them. I gave my last words to them- try to understand each other and avoid conflicts.Maybe they do not realise it but I hope they will as they mature. After that, I went to the mosque with my gang and relaxed after prayer.Then I went home to give tuition to 2 PSLE students. My mum will pay me $5 per hour. OK, to other Westwoodians who have been encouraging me, I would like to thank you guys. I can't think of a way to repay your motivation to me.

SHINE ON !

Entering JJC for 6 weeks after O

Whoa...finally got time to blog. There are assignments being given out everyday and I'm determined to complete all of them so that I can do revision. I find that fasting is not a hindrance for me. I am able to concentrate in class and need not waste my time to eat. Anyway, I managed to enter JJC for one and a half month after O Level. My L1R5 for prelim was 22 but the teachers moderated some subjects to lower my points to 20. Mr Cris selected me to go for the soccer trials at JJC. If I continue to study at JJC after the release of O Level results, 2 points will be deducted from my aggregate score. Nevertheless, it's not over yet. I will still have to continue revising and practising for the remaining 27 days. My priority is to do well for English and Maths. I have been improving for Maths but I'm concern about my English. I really have to buck up on my comprehension. I did past years' papers but usually my comprehension pulled me down. I hope that the English Intensive programme can benefit me. Ms Chen told me that the teachers have confidence in me though I myself have doubts. I was glad to hear that.

At 2pm, we had our EL intensive and we were told to do Paper 2.Mr Tang had to teach the sec 3s and so he left us on our own. It was meant to be a test but he allowed us to sit in pairs. The class was extremely noisy.Some people perturbed and teased Zaki, Rachel's scream can make me deaf, 4I students made a hell out of noise. I couldn't concentrate. Furthermore, I was doing the St Margaret paper, a tough paper. After that, I walked alone to the CC to complete my maths paper 2 assignment within 2 hours 30 minutes in exam condition. Unfortunately,sorry, surprisingly, she sat beside me ! Nice to see her but I chose not to stare too much. I had to discipline myself and focus.After I had completed, I relaxed outside the room, thinking whether to make a move to sound her. She went outside too...

....Too bad.I had to go home to break fast.

Tomorrow will be our last PE lesson.
Friday is the farewell assembly
How fast time goes by
But still, I'll be back to school next week for a week of mock exams.

Prelim Is Over....
.....Start of Ramadan

The Physics paper 1 was challenging.I had a lot of Cs in most of my answers. I did studied for that and I almost had no time to complete the 40 questions. My lips were dry while I was doing the exam in the air-conditioned classroom. Too bad that I couldn't drink during the daytime because I'm fasting. The Chemisrty paper was slightly easier. I felt so dumbed. There was a page missing in the question paper but I didn't realised that until I turned to the page. Luckily, Mrs Betty Chow, the invigilator, had an extra question paper for me.She is kind indeed. I don't know why some Westwoodians hate her. If every Westwoodian behaves well and has good discipline like me (as if...), she won't get angry and nag. I have no exam tomorrow and need not go to school tomorrow. I was looking forward to a holiday tomorrow but suddenly, it was announced that the sec 4 express will have to come to school at 10am tomorrow to get back our Prelims results. That spoilt my plan.After school, I walked home with Huzaimie. Then, I brought along my FIFA 2007 DVD and PS2 controller to Kok Kiong's house.Nuqman,Nazreen,Asyraff,Fariss and Zufaidi were there.We were slacking as if it's the end of O level. For the first time in my life, I managed to defeat Nazreen,Nuqman,Kok Kiong and Asyraff.There were surprised to see my improvements ( long time never versus Zaki). I also played guitar while watching them play. What a relaxed afternoon! I walked home with Asyraff from there at about 6.30pm and then had breakfast. At 8pm,I went for prayer. The earthquake in Sumatra really created much chaos but thankfully,Singapore is safe.

POA PAper 1 today was so easy.I completed all the questions within 45 minutes and I checked for error. I only have a few doubtful questions but the rest were not a problem for me.Yesterday, I did 5 sets of the POA study pack and 3 sets of TYS POA exam papers.I was expecting a much tougher paper for prelim but it turned out to be like a O Level standard. Well, I should not be over-confident but all I hope for is to get a distinction for POA. After that, Fariss, Zaki, Asyraff, Joey and I ate in the canteen. I think it would be the last time I ate there as tomorrow is the start of the fasting month and we will be graduated after 5 October. I took 185 home with Asyraff. Tomorrow is the last day of prelim and I will have Physics and Chemistry Paper 1. I will do a lot of TYS questions for both subjects and hope to get as high as I can because the teachers told us that our Paper 2 for both subjects were badly done and I can't rely on practicals. I'm having a break now.Later as usual I'll study at CC. OMG, I stared at for too long as I walked out of the room last night and she looked at me too! She didn't seem to look angry but stressful.Haha.Zaki always tells me not to do that but I can't stop it.

P.S. Reminder to Zaki: Be PHYSICALLY and MENTALLY prepared for tomorrow! I'll push you through these difficult times!

Halfway through my journey to school this morning, it started to rain. I read my POA notes during the silent reading. The POA paper was okay.Since I had a lot of practice, I am afmiliar with the type of questions that would be set.The problem lies in the explanation part. Fortunately I have studied financial ratios. Both the questions of Section B were from that topic. Overall, it was manageable.POA paper 1 will be held tomorrow at 11am. So I can come to school late tomorrow.I ate with my gang after the paper before taking bus home. They said that they want to play at street soccer but I'm too lazy for that. Later, I want to complete all my POA Paper 1 study pack. The total marks for Paper 1 is 30 marks and in order to get A1, I'll have to do my best for this paper.I'm aiming for at least 23 out of 30. The noise made by the students after assembly distracted me once again. Some were shouting louder than the twins. I really want Ms Laura Lau station at the classrooms block to maintain the noise level. I just want to shout 'shut the fuck up' to those noisy bastards and bitches but I was patient. I tried to close my eyes and breathe for a while while doing my Prelim exam.

E Maths Paper 2 & E History Prelim

The maths paper was okay. The difficulty of the paper was what I had expected. I'm still having a flu but my headache had gone yesterday. During the break, I only ate burger as my stomach was feeling uneasy. The History paper was also okay but most of the topics I had studied didn't came out.I did the question on the defeat of Japan and Germany.This time round, I managed to complete the source-based questions as I had a sense of urgency.After that, I went home with Kiong and Asyraff. I reached home but there's nobody inside. I went to the kitchen but my mum didn't cook for lunch.After having a nap, I turn on my computer to print some POA notes which I did myself. At the same time, I'm blogging.After this, I'm going to the CC to revise for POA Paper 2 which will be held tomorrow.Those taking A Maths need not come to school tomorrow.I'm really pissed off by the noise made the students after recess. It's useless for teachers to remind them again. About 2 more weeks to Farewell Assembly and I fear for the future of this school. Aim for A1 tomorrow! Try not to get below 50 out of 70. Accountants are in demand. Work for it.

FIRE !


The situation at the scene

After I woke up, I looked outside the window and was surprised to see a fire engine and several SCDF officers along the corridor. There's nobody in my house at that time. I walked out of my house to witness what had happened. Since I had not bathed, I chose not to go to the scene.It was my Indian neighbour's house. I don't think there were any casualties. A few years ago, a fire broke out in the house beside mine. The lighted candles from the tok pekong caused that fire. Fortunately, it was a minor damage outside my neighbur's house this time. I was told that the fuse in the main circuit was exploded due to overloading. That's what I learnt from Physics. Because of that, I could not watch TV in the morning. I had fried bee hoon for breakfast and then at noon, I went to study at the CC. It's good to see her turning to me as I entered the room. Unfortunately for me, I'm still having a flu and that is irritating me until now.

I did a set of Maths Paper 2 revision.It was very tough and I even forgot some formulas. I had a few packets of tissue papers with me as I was doing my work. My body temperature this morning was 37 degree celsius but I still have a headache.After 3 hours of Maths, I ate the big coffee boy. There was a ceremony for the new citizens of Singapore being held at the hall. I was looking around at some girls but then suddenly Crystal appeared behind me, so I stopped my action. There was a variety of food. After the break I revised for History till 6pm. My mum called and she told me to go for a ceremony at my cousin's house to commemorate the start of fasting month. I ate a lot there and then watched a soccer match. Along the way home, we went to my grandparents' house for a while to give her some food. Once I arrived home, I applied tiger balm on my tummy because of stomachache. There will be a wedding ceremony near my house tomorrow, so I'll study at the CC to avoid disturbance.

I ate roti prata in the morning.Played PS2 for a while before going to the mosque. I'm sick today and down with running nose and headache.The weather was so humid at noon. I purposely sat beside a dainty girl in the bus though there were some available seats. There were free food given but I did not take one.I was hoping for some Phattzion members to come but none came except Ramadan, who was with another gang. There was a couple of blackouts in the mosque and the imam had to project his voice loudly. Worst still, I had forgotten to bring along my house keys. There's no one at home and my mum would be back late at night. She sms-ed that she would come back home for a while at 3pm thankfully. I met up with Huzaimie and Suhaimi after prayer. We went to Jurong Point to play arcade, loiter around and then went to the library. After a very long time without playing in the arcade, I kept losing in all the games I played. Huzaimie was very good at the fighting game.At Popular, we saw SM Lee Weiyang in his uniform. He was going to a hospital at that time. He is very active in doing volunteering works. At the library, we browsed through some books and Suhaimi borrowed a comic book. We went into the Yamaha music school to take a look at the instruments and the courses available. The price of a electric guitar there is $701 and the better ones cost above $1000. That's so expensive but it is of a good quality. At Peninsula shopping centre, the price is much cheaper at about $300. From there, we walked home. I was feeling drowsy at home. I wanted to go CC but I could not withstand the cold condition.I bought fried noodles for dinner and watched S-League match between Young Lions and Super Reds.The Korean players are indeed handsome like those in Korean dramas. the match ended 0-0 despite Super Reds having to play with one man less. I hope to get well soon. I will have to sleep without turning on the air-conditioner tonight.

I had 4 hours of Chemistry lesson with Mrs Betty Chow today.We learnt about acids, bases and salts. It is not an easy chapter. I will have to know how to construct and balance a equation when a reaction occured, what gas is produced, and so on. She even had to recap on the difference between ionic and covalent compounds as some of us were confused.The lesson took a long time because she kept repeating things over and over again to make sure we understood.My gang of 5 ate at Kenny's cafe during the break and brought snacks into the class except me the good boy.They were not afraid of the Principal.She also covered the Contact and Haber processes before we were dismissed at noon.We took 185 home. Once at home,I tidied my room and read History textbook on my bed till I fell asleep.In the evening, I bought food from 815 for my parents. I was also instructed to wash all the plates and cups which were left in the sink since last night. My maid is now at my grandma's (mum's mum) home, taking care of her. So , it's my job to do those stuff.After that, I composed another song.I'm addicted to it and it has been becoming my hobby.My keyboard do not have the rock drumbeat.Nevertheless, I got the tune in my mind. There's no school tomorrow. I want to study at the CC after prayer tomorrow. My room is not that condusive.Alright, that's it for today.I can sleep late tonight.

Chemistry Prelim Practical Exam

I really don't know what to say about this paper.I'm not sure if my observations were correct.It was so much difficult than Physics paper.Firstly, I did on the titration.The instruction told me to stop adding the substance when the brown solution turns pale yellow. I kept on adding but the solution only turned light brown. My mind went haywired that time.I looked around.The pupils also had the same problem as me.I poured away the solution and started to re-do.Once again, the solution did not turn pale yellow.I decided to carry on with the experiment. Both my readings for the titration were 23.9 cm cube, same as Kah Boon who sat beside me.Then,there was a 5 marks question to plan an experiment to test for nitric acid,hydrochloric acid and sulphuric acid. I buzzed my way through.The second experiment was even more 'head-breaking'.All the tests that I did did not produce a visible reaction.Hence,I had to boil the solution to test for gas.The first part should be a compound consists of nitrate,because ammonia gas was produced upon heating.The second one should be calcium carbonate because effervescence was formed and the solution turned milky which shows that carbon dioxide was present.

Asyraff and Syafiq were among the many pupils who were frustrated with the experiment.I remained calm but was doubtful.Mrs Chow had marked the Chemistry Prelim paper and she told us that we did badly.Some of the students met her to know their mistakes.Asyraff,Nuqman,Nazreen,Kiong and I went to the new Sheng Siong to eat.Asyraff and I ate 2 thosai each.We ordered cheese pratas as we were not full.I walked home with Naz and Nuqman.I was slacking throughout the afternoon.Really nothing better to do.The song I composed today seemed sucks except the chorus.I'll modify it next time.Last night,I watched music videos on YouTube.The band Funeral For A Friend is coming to Singapore.Their videos are really nice and I like some songs but most songs are too hardcore.Linkin Park is also coming to Singapore on Nov 13,the last day of O Level.But the tickets prices are too expensive.I'm still considering...

Physics Prelim Practical Exam

The Physics practical was so confusing initially but as i went on,I find it quite manageable overall.We did on two experiments - electricity and mass,density and volume.I did the question on electricity first.I used the voltmeter to measure the voltage but the needle did not deflect to the positive side.It took me 10 minutes to figure out the problem.Luckily,Mr Tan BC told me to switch the wires the other way round and I could carry on with the experiment.I managed to plot the graph almost perfectly to find the gradient.Then,we had a switchover.The second experiment was quite simple.Once we went out of the lab,we compared answers and so on.It was the 4I 's turn to do their practical then.Kok Kiong,Nazreen,Nuqman and I went to eat at the new coffeeshop at Gek Poh.All of us ate Mee Siam.I played PS2 as usual when I reached home and then did revision as per normal.Once again, I managed to compose another song in the late afternoon.I did it within 30 minutes and play it out using my keyboard.Then I had dinner and now here I am.Tomorrow I'll be having Chemistry practical.What I hate about it is that we will have to wash the apparatus before the switchover.All the best to myself tomorrow. Haaisshh...I didn't meet her for two days...so lonely

I love this song!

First you say you won't,Then you say you will

You keep me hanging on,and we're not moving on

I'm standing still,Jenny

You got me on my knees,Jenny

Is killing me...

Another boring and rainy day at home.My mum told me to tidy the house before she went to work in the morning.That's one of the disadvantages of having school holidays.Early in the morning,I brushed my dirty and muddy school shoes and hoped that they would dry but the wet weather caused them not to dry until now.I will have Physics practical exam tomorrow and I will heat the shoes in the microwave oven if they have not dried.After I had fried rice for lunch,I decided to go to the CC to study and see her but it rained heavily.After waiting for so long,I changed my mind to study at home.I was disappointed that Aston Villa defeated Chelsea 2-0 last night.Frank Lampard is injured and therefore it was inevitable that Chelsea would not win but I expected at least a draw.After doing revision thoroughout the whole afternoon,I decided to have a nap.Suddenly, a rhythm came to my mind and I managed to compose another song. The song seems to sound nice when I sang it.It is entitled Sweptaway.After O Level, I will play those songs and create a album of my own.I'm looking forward to the future but I want to clear O Level first.I hope that tomorrow's practical exam will go on smoothly for me.It is possible to get full marks.I'll try my best to be accurate avoid mistakes.Time management is also important.




we're NOT empty

I woke up at 10 today in the morning.I spent my time last night changing my blogskin.Not in Spider-man mood now though I'm his fan.I only like 2 songs from the new Click Five album - Jenny and Empty.The rest are not my taste.I played PS2 after breakfast and at noon,I went to study at the CC to revise for History.I have forgotten some of the content.It was boring and the cold temperature in that room made me wanted to sleep BUT one glance at her suddenly made my eyes open wide.I ate KFC during the break and continued to study till 6.30pm.Daphne and Shu Yi were also there.I really missed Zaki and I missed the times eating with him.Once at home, I watched TV and then had bone steak for dinner. On Tuesday,I will have Physics Prelim practical and Chemistry the following day.11 more days to the fasting month but I'm not in Hari Raya mood this year.It's alright.Doing well for O Level is my priority at the moment.




Maybe we're trying,
Trying to hold....
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing is beating our hearts...
We're empty...