Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Friday, September 25, 2009
Prelims ended yesterday.
Meaningful yet tiring day today.
Met my old friends at the mosque - Nuqman, Al-Azri and Fauzi.
We went to FICO to eat at Pizza Hut.
Memberz-Memberz were also at FICO to play soccer.
Watched them for a while before walking home with Nuqman.
At the traffic junction outside Gek Poh, we saw our juniors inside a bus waving at us.
A split second later, I was even shocked to see Mark, Wong Jieh, Damien and friends in the same bus too,waving at me!
Haha,so sway! It's like almost the passengers in the bus looking at us.
They were going to play soccer at FICO and allowed me to join them.
So I did.
Joash, Neeraj, Ber Han, Christopher, Bryan and Spencer were there as well!
We booked the pitch for 2 hours and played as if every second counts.
After that we had chicken rice for dinner .
The chicken rice costs $1.50 each!
We ate on the floor outside Jurong Point. Haha
Great to have them if not I would be studying at home after prayer.
Oh yeah! My secondary school friends are organising visits to the teachers' houses this Sunday.
On Monday, my PJC mats and minahs will go Raya!
Have to seize these moments as A Level draws nearer.
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Saturday, September 05, 2009
Some weird/ stupid / unexpected etc things that happened to me this week (in no order of significance):
- Forgot to bring exam entry proof. Had to pay $5 for it.
- Chelsea's transfer ban. That hurts but I still have faith in them.
- My guitar string snapped. I inserted a new one and as I tune it, it snapped again.
- On Thursday as I reached home, I forgot to bring along my house key and there was nobody at home. My mom was at Geylang then. Had to go to the library instead.
- I applied tiger balm on my nose just now but accidentally hit my right eye. The sensation was awesome! Kept winking.
- It's fasting month but somehow I didn't realise myself looking at hot stuff in the newspaper. Sorry.
- Have been watching documentaries before sleeping since Monday. Yesterday I watched the Bermuda Triangle.
- I don't know why I suddenly love to listen to screamo.
- There is something wrong with Blogger.Really.
Alright, go and study people!
- Forgot to bring exam entry proof. Had to pay $5 for it.
- Chelsea's transfer ban. That hurts but I still have faith in them.
- My guitar string snapped. I inserted a new one and as I tune it, it snapped again.
- On Thursday as I reached home, I forgot to bring along my house key and there was nobody at home. My mom was at Geylang then. Had to go to the library instead.
- I applied tiger balm on my nose just now but accidentally hit my right eye. The sensation was awesome! Kept winking.
- It's fasting month but somehow I didn't realise myself looking at hot stuff in the newspaper. Sorry.
- Have been watching documentaries before sleeping since Monday. Yesterday I watched the Bermuda Triangle.
- I don't know why I suddenly love to listen to screamo.
- There is something wrong with Blogger.Really.
Alright, go and study people!
Wednesday, September 02, 2009
Doubts have been running through my head.
Suddenly, I have lost the direction of who I want to be.
I'm confused, not convinced.
I hate to say this but good grades are all that matters now.
Non-academic aspects are settled.
Since I'm losing control of the direction, I have to take it step by step.
I refuse to concede to fate.
Nothing is more important than that certificate.
I'd be free after 23 Nov 2009.
The score remains 0-0.
Suddenly, I have lost the direction of who I want to be.
I'm confused, not convinced.
I hate to say this but good grades are all that matters now.
Non-academic aspects are settled.
Since I'm losing control of the direction, I have to take it step by step.
I refuse to concede to fate.
Nothing is more important than that certificate.
I'd be free after 23 Nov 2009.
The score remains 0-0.
Sunday, August 09, 2009
Problems with internet nowadays.
Had a hard time logging in to Facebook
And now this blogger can't allow me to post pictures
Damn those hackers but I would like to thank them for that.
Without their hacking,I would be glued to Facebook.
Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
Majulah Singapura!
Oh yeah. Do you guys still remember the Singapore Flyer incident last year?
There is a movie coming up based on that and the trailer is awesome!
Do check it up here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PRWi2uNmkHg
enjoy!
Had a hard time logging in to Facebook
And now this blogger can't allow me to post pictures
Damn those hackers but I would like to thank them for that.
Without their hacking,I would be glued to Facebook.
Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
Majulah Singapura!
Oh yeah. Do you guys still remember the Singapore Flyer incident last year?
There is a movie coming up based on that and the trailer is awesome!
Do check it up here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PRWi2uNmkHg
enjoy!
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Life is all time low at the moment.
Lots of sacrifices have been made and there is more to come.
I hope at the end of the day, everything that I do now is worth it.
The important thing is not to regret.
Well, I went for medical consultation after school today.
Last week, I had an echo scan and today the doctor said that my heart is normal.
And perhaps I might get into PES A. See how it goes.
Is it clear that I'm blurring the line?
Lots of sacrifices have been made and there is more to come.
I hope at the end of the day, everything that I do now is worth it.
The important thing is not to regret.
Well, I went for medical consultation after school today.
Last week, I had an echo scan and today the doctor said that my heart is normal.
And perhaps I might get into PES A. See how it goes.
Is it clear that I'm blurring the line?
Monday, July 13, 2009
Just a Thought to You
Some of you =) while some of you =(
For me, I'm just fine and accept whatever results I get.
But I'm quite happy with my GP Paper 1. I got 34/50!
I guess reading newspapers everyday helps.
As for GP Paper 2 which is yet to be received, Mdm Pathrose said that it was badly done.
For Econs Paper 1 Section 1, I got 15/30 and that is 2nd highest for the class.
So be prepared to face the truth that hurts.
I got E for H1 Math but still it is an improvement as I got U during Common Test.
Well, actually there is nothing to lose. But there is alot to gain.
My motivation to learn is always there.
For the past 4 years, my parents didn't have to tell me to study or ask whether I had completed my homework.
It is not like they don't care, It is in my blood.
So, it is 2 more months to Prelims and I'm looking forward to it.
So, it is 2 more months to Prelims and I'm looking forward to it.
That was a little thing that made me feel better. Smile =)
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Thursday, July 09, 2009
Post Exam "Activities"
Jeremy joined us after his checkup.
Chatted happily in the pool while enjoying the sun.
The three of us had luch at Gabriel's house.
Then we headed to John's house.
Played RockBand until we're all tired.
My fingers were strained after playing guitar so i switched to drums.
The boys also played other games while i watched them as I was tired.
Jeremy headed home first while we continued playing.
Had Japanese cuisine for dinner before heading home.
School tomorrow and the JC2 ruggers might join in the training tomorrow.
Take care people!
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
Exam is finally over and tomorrow is a holiday for me! =)
Just like History Paper 1, the Paper 2 tested on questions which I had predicted to come out.
Count myself lucky but I don't expect myself to do well overall.
I had no mood to read today's newspaper because the headline news featured Ronaldo.
Watched Channel NewsAsia instead but I switched the TV off when it was time for the sports segment.
Had breakfast at Gek Poh before heading to school.
Revised History with Cynric who shared his methods of studying with me- by talking to himself.
Not bad afterall, what we discussed came out!
And exam was held in MPR3, the venue I hate the most because there is no proper table.
The smell of MPR3 always irritates me.
After exam, Gabriel, Syafiq and I ate LJS at BPP.
Spent about an hour there chatting and I am seriously proud of Gabriel!
Well done dude!
Took 180 home.
Mum bought durians on her way home from Johor.
She had bought furnitures and TV for our house there.
My sister was kind enough to give me some money after receiving her salary yesterday =)
Good good good I shall be a good brother from now on.
As for the plan tomorrow, I will go to Gabriel's condo to swim in the morning.
Then we will head to John's house for some entertainment.
Enjoy life =)
Monday, July 06, 2009
HAPPY YOUTH DAY!!!
Hmmm what I did the last few days:
> watched the final 4 episodes of Boys Over Flower (typical happy ending but the drama is awesome!)
>Wrote guitar tabs for 4 songs (damn complicated but useful )
>SEA History revision (Thank God exam is not over!)
>Watched soccer bloopers (classic!)
>Sleep, Makan, Relax, TV (SMRT)
Haha love peace! And also the weather!
While I am enjoying the rain, people in China are suffering from massive flooding.
And I think I have taken things for granted, in various situations that could prevent me from facing this downfall. I was stubborn and complacent not to heed your advice. In fact I did more than that to avenge my frustration and to make you be concerned about it. It did happen but that should not be the right way. I should had been patient and sensible which I appeared to be but actually I wasn't. I'm good at pretending but I think I can't endure that anymore. Anyway, what is there to hide? Now, I realised that going against your advice was the most regrettable thing I had done, so far. I don't know about your perception of me now, maybe you hate me. And I would be glad if you would say "served you right" at me. Coz I want to learn from mistakes in order to be good to you and others, and win back that friendship, as promised in the letter. As for now, you know what our main priority is. Work for it!
IMY so badly...seriously. I'm not lying. I swear.
Allah help me please!
Amin.
Saturday, July 04, 2009
EXAMS not OVER!!!
Haha I feel so free like there is nothing else to do.
But it is a good thing that I'm left with History Paper 2, which will be held next Wednesday.
At least I'm preoccupied with something to do!
As for the rests, enjoy your holidays...
I think I want to buy electric guitar soon instead of after A Level.
The distortion feeling kinda rock
Haha I'm so greedy; just bought acoustic guitar last year.
Alright I got nothing else to say.
Monday, June 29, 2009
Ouuuhh Westwood Sec was featured in the newspaper!
For being one of the two secondary schools to extend the holidays.
This is good news for some students but in a serious note, I hope the staffs and students there will take good care of their health and prevent further community spread.
This is no joke and I pray that Westwood won't be a H1N1 cluster.
I still love my secondary school despite some bad experiences there.
Who's name is Westwood? OURS!
Alright, I think my econs paper 2 is badly done and time let me down again.
Tomorrow is Econs case study and this is a chance for me to push up the score.
Ate at KFC with Jeremy, Keane and Nabil after that.
Met Asyraf in the bus and talked our way home.
And he talked about Transformers which further influenced me to watch it.
This Friday! Jeremy confirmed wanna watch it.
Alright, thank God the paper tmr will be held in the afternoon.
I can afford to revise for Chem tonight.
Okay, Good luck people and HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEZEL!
And thank you my friends for the motivation!
And hope that AYG will be a success!
And I plead the newspaper tomorrow not to talk about Ronaldo.
I'm tired of being sorry...
Saturday, June 27, 2009
MUSIC MUSIC MUSIC! <3
I got passion but no talent
I got the attitude but no fashion
I got the instruments but no skills
But I got the point that it is all about having fun
It doesn't matter if it is complicated or basic
Coz a good music is something that people enjoy listening
Something that keeps them entertained
And makes their day
That's why I love my music...
School starting....exam...
I envy those people who had watched transformers...they said it is damn nice that they want to watch it again!
I wanna watch it too but I'm fighting against time!
And R.I.P MJ
Now we have POP without its King.
Thursday, June 25, 2009
I'M TEMPORARILY IN PES D... =O
Went for NS medical checkup this morning.
Traffic was not as bad as I thought and ERP charged us 50 cents.
The security was tight and I had to take my temperature twice.
There were about 6 station - audio,dental,blood test,urine test and so on.
I was given PES A for all the stations except the ECG station.
Same thing like last year, I have heart abnormality.
But it is not about slow heart rate - mine was 79.
I checked the result again and spotted irregular beating patterns but it wasn't that obvious.
For safety sake, I will have another appointment to scan my heart next month.
Fortunately, the appointment will be at Jurong Medical Centre, instead of NUH.
Government will pay the expenses =)
But the doctor told me not to be worried.
Then, I did the tests with many logical questions on math, patterns.
It was fun like doing facebook quizzes but the timing was too fast for me to complete all.
After the checkup, I went out of the building and called my mother to pick me up like a spoilt brat.
She was in my grandma's home at Telok Blangah but she told me to go home alone.
I ventured the Henderson area, searching for makan places but out of nowhere I saw a big M with yellow arches and the time was perfect to have Mcvalue lunch.
Took 198 home all the way to Boon Lay. Wanted to alight at Queensway Shopping Centre to check out for new products but I was lazy.
Dear God, please sustain the strength of my heart...
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
MUTTONS TO LUNCH
Alright I guess I won't eat muttons anymore for the rest of this week.
Had lunch with Gabriel at Ayer Rajah Food Centre.
First we ate mutton steak each but our stomachs still weren't full.
Then we ordered mutton soup.
Really nice and we were given lots of bread.
We also had 2 drinks each and that's it, $10 gone for each of us.
The wet weather made me feel sleepy.
Went back to Gabriel's house and play guitar.
After that we decided to continue studying but I fell asleep instead.
Yeah I guess I needed some rests.
Anyway, I checked channelnewsasia.com to watch the video clips on the MOE conference.
Malaysia is an affected country right?
But I came back on the 21st June at night.
Nvm...I have to practise social distancing and check my temperature everyday.
So far, I'm fine. I don't want to kena quarantine.
NS medical checkup tmr in the morning!
I was so dumb to select the timing at 9am.
I forgot that the heavy traffic along AYE in the morning.
And I misplaced my medical screening questionaire.
Damn it!
Tuesday, June 23, 2009

No point breaking the door to your heart
If the door refuses to be unlocked
Because if I insist, it will resists
And the cracks will spread beyond it
I know I'm nothing more than a line in your book
Neither within the room in your heart
Nor the slightest thought in your mind
Because there are things that make you blind
How could I go against fate
Why don't those memories sweptaway from my mind
Yeah, playback is such a waste
But there are other doors for me to open
P.S. This is just a fiction
=P
Monday, June 22, 2009
Schools to re-open as scheduled despite H1N1 situation

WHERE IS MY VOTE?!!!
You think this is Iran? haha just kidding.
Well, we shouldn't complain too much.
I know very well that my holidays are wasted but it's okay.
I shall enjoy life after A levels, but before NS.
Anyway, I spent the morning studying, slept in the afternoon and exercised at night.
I spent an hour in the packed gym just now before running 3 sets of 3 laps at the Jurong West stadium.
Feeling so much better. I hate bellies.
Don't know where to study tomorrow but I'll be going to Gab's house on Wednesday to compile our notes and essays.
Alright people, enjoy the rest of the holidays!
Sunday, June 21, 2009
HAPPY FATHERS' DAY! to Sheikh Arzimi
Just arrived home from my 2nd home in Johor. The journey back home was a sickening one due to the long traffic. Cars cutting queues and the honks were just irritating. But it was a good Fathers' Day we had there. Last night,we had BBQ lambs, chickens and many more and it is durian season so we bought them. It's good that we are able to watch Singapore TV channels there. I was shocked to know that Singapore has more than 120 H1N1 cases already. I have friends who went to Australia, just hope they are fine. Not sure if schools will close down for another week but whether it will happen or not, I just have to continue my revision. Before going back home to Singapore, we did some shopping and I got a haircut. I will have NS medical checkup this week. Hope I don't have any heart problem. Last year, I had to forgo OBS camp because I had slow heart rate but that was already settled and I'm fine now. More bad news coming up. Haze is one of them. Hope North Korea is not stupid enough to fire missiles onto another country. And I appreciate the criticism made on C.Ronaldo =D Their comments are well taken into account by me!
Saturday, June 20, 2009
HEY! I NEED TO TELL YOU SOMETHING....
1. I need 2 tell u something, read number 5
2. Are u in a rush? read number 8
3. Are u curious? read number 9
4. Look its the following....u betta read number 15
5. I havent got the guts....just read number 17
6. I would like to tell u..but u should read number 16
7. I'll tell u...but first read number 2
8. Its very simple...just read number 4
9. Dont get nervous..its simple..jus read number 18
10. Not yet...but read number 19
11. Are u gettin tired? relax...just read number 13
12. Like i was sayin....read number 3
13. You're nearly there....read number 20
14. Just dropped by 2 say Hi!:) Now go on wit ur work.
15. Ur getting nervous..just read number 6
16. U still dont get it? just read number 12
17. Oh! im embarassed....read number 7
18. I dunno if u'll understand...just read number 10
19. Read number 11...slowly...and u'll find out
20. Now i tell u....read number 14...really quietly ok?
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Seize The Day...
Alright today mugging as per usual at Jurong East Library.
I have been studying there with Jeremy over the past few days.
He couldn't study at home and so do I.
Too distracted by the sight of the laptop.
Haha after studying Jeremy wanted to watch movie alone.
ALONE? That's weird.
So I accompanied him to watch Land of the Lost at Jurong Point.
There's nothing to do at home anyway so why not I enjoy myself.
And yeah I should say the movie is seriously hilarious with very dirty elements of jokes inside.
Haha I think if local TV want to show this movie, they should censor many parts of it!
Yeah you guys should watch it.Damn funny!
If emo people like me could burst into laughter like mad, then it's worth watching it! Haha!
Those dirty scenes were just hard to forget! =D
Alright today mugging as per usual at Jurong East Library.
I have been studying there with Jeremy over the past few days.
He couldn't study at home and so do I.
Too distracted by the sight of the laptop.
Haha after studying Jeremy wanted to watch movie alone.
ALONE? That's weird.
So I accompanied him to watch Land of the Lost at Jurong Point.
There's nothing to do at home anyway so why not I enjoy myself.
And yeah I should say the movie is seriously hilarious with very dirty elements of jokes inside.
Haha I think if local TV want to show this movie, they should censor many parts of it!
Yeah you guys should watch it.Damn funny!
If emo people like me could burst into laughter like mad, then it's worth watching it! Haha!
Those dirty scenes were just hard to forget! =D
Sunday, June 14, 2009
HOME ALONE AGAIN!!! =D
Daddy,Mummy,younger brother and sister stayed over at Johor house while elder sister is at grandparents' house now.
I don't like to be alone but at times like this freedom is what I want.
But too bad that I'm feeling tired.
My eyes will be closing soon and they are red.
I wish to go out now and hang out with friends but there were no plans being made.
Actually they did and they asked me yesterday to play soccer but I gave an excuse to study.
I'm getting nervous now...mid -year exam is coming and I haven't started what I had planned to do for revision.
Hope the swine flu cases will get serious so that schools will close but I know we can't afford afford to do that.
And I'm sick of North Korea.
And definitely Cristiano Ronaldo's transfer to Real Madrid.
Oh yeah anyway the Aviva Spore Open men singles semi-final match was TOTALLY AWESOME!!!
I was taking a break from study just now and watched the first set on TV.
Their playing styles glued my eyes to the screen.
After dinner, I lepak alone outside, thinking if I am the same person again.
A situation can be optimistic to me but the pessimistic part keeps haunting my mind.
I respect what you said and I would try to understand it.
Hey, we are sharing the common enemy.
Your fear of being in this is also my fear all these while.
But I had faced it several times, that's why writing songs has become my habit.
EMO is the new jiwang. haha
The frustration, betrayal, sadness are expressed into lyrics.
And you just have to enjoy yourself.
I want to be like that too but thanks to the education system.
Go hang out with your friends, shopping, watch movies and so on.
I hope I'm not pressurising you.
So long you are happy like you always do. =)
I'm still your friend and I'm also holding on to your secrets.
DON'T LET ME SPILL THE BEANS!
and I wish to have mr cook here.
I'm hungry....
Is everything that I would give, is everything you couldn't take?
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Yesterday class outing was not quite fun but relaxing.
Let's have more of that!...(if we have time)
Reached home late last night but my parents didn't even ask where did I go.
They were happily watching TV while eating spring chicken.
And once again I have to cook for my brother today as both my parents had gone to work.
I went to study at gek poh CC where there is no one in the study room.
The weather nowadays is so hot that I decided to go there to enjoy the air-con.
(Even the newspaper today talked about it! Temp will rise to 35 deg C)
I don'twant to waste my house electrical usage!
The place was so quiet and shivering cold.
The silence was really silent.
I decided to listen to my MP3 while doing work.
I turned on the shuffle and guess what?
The first few songs that were played are all those screamo with scary rhythms.
I guess my Facebook quiz result was right- I have fear in being alone.
Nevertheless, today's work was productive =D
When i arrive home, I smell something.
I walked up the staircase and saw a DISGUSTING PIECE OF SHIT right beside my room!!!
Damn it! It must be Simon the cat!
How could you do this to me?
What wrong have I done? OK I'm sorry for struming the guitar hard while you were sleeping.
But ARRRRGGHHHH!!! I thought you were well-trained to know where to dump your waste!
And I had cleared the mess already...
I'll fall asleep tonight
Because that brings me closer to you
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Okay....the night is so quiet...
Maybe my previous post scares people off.
Hope not!
I'm still your friendly neighbourhood =)
Haha okay later in the day I'm going to Gabriel's house for class outing.
We are planning for some surprises and I'm looking forward to have more fun.
I revised History today (coz somebody you-know-who needs help on it).
Revising not enough still.
I guess I have to write essays in exam conditions for me to be productive but at the moment I need to consolidate my content again.
Yeah life sucks but this is what I go to school for!
Maybe I should try to aim for the Most Improved Student Award =D haha
Possible........hope so.
Nah...I should focus bit by bit instead of dreaming about that straight away.
Just like in a competition, you don't think of the Final after playing just the first game.
You should focus on one game at a time and try to improve on the next.
Maybe my previous post scares people off.
Hope not!
I'm still your friendly neighbourhood =)
Haha okay later in the day I'm going to Gabriel's house for class outing.
We are planning for some surprises and I'm looking forward to have more fun.
I revised History today (coz somebody you-know-who needs help on it).
Revising not enough still.
I guess I have to write essays in exam conditions for me to be productive but at the moment I need to consolidate my content again.
Yeah life sucks but this is what I go to school for!
Maybe I should try to aim for the Most Improved Student Award =D haha
Possible........hope so.
Nah...I should focus bit by bit instead of dreaming about that straight away.
Just like in a competition, you don't think of the Final after playing just the first game.
You should focus on one game at a time and try to improve on the next.
Monday, June 08, 2009
THIS IS RIDICULOUS! WTH?!
I'm pissed off abit.
I am trying to forget it.
Thinking too much is such a waste of time.
Whatever you do in the Internet,
Whatever you say,
Bear in mind that there are others watching
(I'm not refering to my you-know-who-you-are =D )
Not only that, you even told your friends how kind I am towards you.
That is fine but what I don't like is that you talk about it ALL THE TIME!
And gossips arise that my ears don't wish to listen.
I don't even know you well and I don't talk to you everyday.
For goodness sake, don't try to use me as a tool to make your friends jealous or for whatever reason.
I'm fine if you want to do what you want
But there is no point in doing so
Just so you know,
my heart is with you-know-who!
Sorry. I hope you understand...
I'm still the same person.
And this is one side of me.
When I'm serious, I mean business.
I'm pissed off abit.
I am trying to forget it.
Thinking too much is such a waste of time.
Whatever you do in the Internet,
Whatever you say,
Bear in mind that there are others watching
(I'm not refering to my you-know-who-you-are =D )
Not only that, you even told your friends how kind I am towards you.
That is fine but what I don't like is that you talk about it ALL THE TIME!
And gossips arise that my ears don't wish to listen.
I don't even know you well and I don't talk to you everyday.
For goodness sake, don't try to use me as a tool to make your friends jealous or for whatever reason.
I'm fine if you want to do what you want
But there is no point in doing so
Just so you know,
my heart is with you-know-who!
Sorry. I hope you understand...
I'm still the same person.
And this is one side of me.
When I'm serious, I mean business.
Sunday, June 07, 2009
I swear that you don't have to go
I thought we could wait for the fireworks
I thought we could wait for the snow
To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt
I thought I could live in your arms
And spend every moment I had with you
Stay up all night with the stars
Confess all the faith that I had in you
To late, I'm sure and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now against me
You know the words so sing along for me baby
For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same
I thought with a month of apart
Together would find us an opening
And moonlight would provide the spark
And that I would stumble across the key
Or break down the door to your heart
Forever could see us not you and me
And you'd help me out of the dark
And I'd give my heart as an offering
And I will always remember you as you are right now to me
And I will always remember now
Sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side
How does he feel, how does he kiss
How does he taste while he's on your lips
I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you I want to
But I can't forgive you
So when this is over don't blow your composure baby
I can't forgive you
I know you want me to want you I want to!
-3 Cheers for 5 Years by Mayday Parade
Saturday, June 06, 2009
Felt guilty of not studying today...hehe
Had to make breakfast for my siblings this morning.
Made hot dogs rolled with dough.
My parents slept over at our house in Johor last night.
I hate to do housework!
Then I went to Westwood for the game against NT Warriors.
Lost 3-1.
Long time never play soccer together but things improved well in the second half.
The bad part of it was that we had to pay for the field.
Lepak at Kenny's cafe with Phattzion after that.
Some of them then went to Joey's house to play Rock Band.
I didn't and went home, planning to study but wrote a song instead.
Suddenly there were weird but cool rhythms in my mind.
Alright! See you!
I'll CONFIRM be studying tmr!
Questions you ignite,
The flames are so damn bright.
Nothing makes no sense anymore.
Hide behind your face,
It gives so much away.
You don't make no sense anymore.
AND WTH????? JONAS BROTHERS WILL HAVE MUSIC TOUR WITH THE WONDERGIRLS??!!!
OMG those dudes just don't deserve it!!! They are overrated!
Friday, June 05, 2009
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
Alright...Math Paper tomorrow!
I have been practising lots of questions that my brain can't take it anymore.
Today's revision was relatively unproductive, unlike the previous days.. =(
Had a good sleep last night but still I wasn't so active.
Nevertheless, I'm prepared to sit for the exam.
Bring it on! (whoa..sekali I kena owned by the paper tmr....so paiseh..) -_-
Arrgghh....let's put serious stuff aside...
Now for the 'FUN' side...
Back by popular demand, Singapore Flyer is extending the $10* Student Weekday Flight. Any student with a valid student ID can enjoy this offer!
Promotion ends 26 June =D.....while time lasts!
Terms and conditions apply... =(
Haha...more great things coming up!
Tomorrow the ACHIEVERS of PJC will have Achievers' Night Dinner at Bukit Batok CSC.
I had been there before playing bowling in which I was 'off-form' while playing with some ruggers.
(Hezel, be prepared for something 'entertaining' there tmr)
Haha...isn't life good? The ruggers will have free food AGAIN!
And please don't wear slippers and bermudas, says Mr Kwok.
FC Phattzion will have a match against arch rivals NT Warriors this Saturday afternoon at Westwood.
I'm not sure whether I can be a good centre-back like I used to be.
Too much rugby already! Haha
But regardless of the sports, I'd always enter the game with the same mindset -WIN.
Alright, good luck people!
Somewhere the naked eye cannot see
A place where there is no unauthorised entry
It's like a reserved parking
Only special individuals deserve it
While I'm fighting for it
I have to be recognised
And make things organised
Without paying for a price
Sunday, May 31, 2009
ARRGGGHHHH!!! My mind needs a BREAK!
I've been seeing numbers, x,y,z , =,+,-,X,%...etc for the past 2 days!
Yeah, math is the reason!
Studied with Jeremy just now at Jurong East Library from 1pm till 6pm.
Ate at IMM, lepak there as well.
During the ride home, i fell asleep.
These pictures came into my mind...



I've been seeing numbers, x,y,z , =,+,-,X,%...etc for the past 2 days!
Yeah, math is the reason!
Studied with Jeremy just now at Jurong East Library from 1pm till 6pm.
Ate at IMM, lepak there as well.
During the ride home, i fell asleep.
These pictures came into my mind...


I wanna ride Singapore Flyer again ( during sunset )
Take more photos at Marina Barrage (not the water plant but the roof!)
Shop at Bugis (especially clothings)
Shop at Bugis (especially clothings)
Watch movies! (WTH the last movie I watched was in January!)..so pathetic
Loitering around Arab Street (you guys know what's there!)
etc...etc..etc...
so sick of Jurong Point...
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Yeah I did the essay question on "Is an economic crisis always bad?".
Hope I'll do fine.
Math Paper next Wednesday.
Left one more paper on my revision set.
Hmm...nothing else to talk about.
This is how boring my life is...=(
But I know when to make myself happy =)
It has to start from me.
Waiting for your call...
Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Alright lessons are as usual today. The Jc2 had Sexuality Forum during Assembly. Some ridiculous questions were being asked but let's live with it. I joined the Jc1 ruggers for canal run. After that, exercised in the gym, then played soccer, after that played rugby match against the Jc1s. Mr Kwok then presented the Police Cup players with a medal and a T-shirt each! (pictures above)Finally but not least, we had our dinner! =D I ate alot really. After that, we played basketball and that's it. We're all too exhausted. Went for night study after shower. Haha tired but it's worthwhile.
Your tears don't fall, they crashed around me...
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
GOSH....I really need to exercise frequently!
My lifestyle after stepping down from Rugby is indeed not my style.
Everyday, I only know how to eat and mug and mug...
And I've been eating chicken chops, mutton chops, cheeseburgers for the past 2 weeks...
OMG...I must maintain a healthy lifestyle despite the need to study!
Tomorrow before team dinner I shall run, exercise and play some sports to get back in shape.
The last time I went gyming was almost a month ago...haishh...
THIS IS DISAPPOINTING =(
Haha..nevertheless, life has been great but Mid year exam is coming.
Need to settle Gp and Math first.
Remember RUGBY TEAM DINNER tomollow!
I kinda miss you =D
My lifestyle after stepping down from Rugby is indeed not my style.
Everyday, I only know how to eat and mug and mug...
And I've been eating chicken chops, mutton chops, cheeseburgers for the past 2 weeks...
OMG...I must maintain a healthy lifestyle despite the need to study!
Tomorrow before team dinner I shall run, exercise and play some sports to get back in shape.
The last time I went gyming was almost a month ago...haishh...
THIS IS DISAPPOINTING =(
Haha..nevertheless, life has been great but Mid year exam is coming.
Need to settle Gp and Math first.
Remember RUGBY TEAM DINNER tomollow!
I kinda miss you =D
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
PJC THE PLATE CHAMPIONS!!!

PJC 7-5 JJC
YES! Our dream came true, after a tight, hardfought game.
JJC scored a try minutes before half-time but their convertion hits the post.
We're 5 points down.
During half-time, we told ourselves that it is not over.
We believed we could make a comeback.
And during the second half, we equalised and Nabil converted the kick.
7-5 to us.
And we aimed to score more but credit to JJC who defended well.
In the last final moments, JJC gained possession of the ball and they almost scored but we pushed them out.
Suddenly, the final whistle was blown and we celebrated like crazy.
Our supporters were great! Thank you guys for coming all the way to SAS just for us!
And the moment I lifted the cup, I was wondering.."What the hell? We bastards won?".
Oh my,it was great! And we took many photos.
Hahaha...seize the day!
Hahaha...seize the day!
Anyway, I was interviewed on TV for the School Nationals and my voice sucks man.
I didn't drink water right after the game and I had to speak with my screeching voice.
Perhaps the editor might have to add subtitles for my speech.Haha oh no please don't!
After bathing in school, we went to Lot 1 to eat.
We takeaway the food and relaxed one corner outside McDonald's.
After that, we went home happily....=D
And of course THANK YOU MR KWOK AND MR LEE for everything you had contributed to us!
We'll miss your training...=D
But it's time for us to convert from rugger to mugger.
I may not smile that often
Life was empty then
But after seeing you
Things started to get brighter
You made me smile
You made me laugh
You made me feel weird at times
But you add meaning to my life... =D
Thursday, May 07, 2009
Very lucky,Barca!
Thanks to the referee and the away goal rule.
Quite heartbreaking but there's no turning back.
As for Man Utd, though I don't like them, I was in sympathy for Darren Fletcher.
To me, he made an awesome, heroic and critical tackle and replays had shown that he touched the ball before he made contact with Febregas.
He got a red card instead.
I don't mind if Ronaldo gets it. But I respect Fletcher.
Well it's over.
While they have their Final, we also have our Final.
Left with 2 more training sessions.
By next Wednesday, I can have the freedom to study as mad as I can.
But let's give all out and we have not finished yet.
Medals are not enough, we need the cup BADLY.
"We'll bring home the Plate"
Anyway, I didn't go to school today as I'm sick.
Quite boring at home so I did some revision.
I waited for 30 minutes at the clinic but I only met the doctor for less than 2 minutes.
See ya!Tuesday, May 05, 2009
Tuesday, April 07, 2009
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Monday, March 30, 2009
WE.
MUST.
WIN.
TOMORROW.
On 2nd May 2008, I didn't cry after the final whistle.
Coz I knew we would meet each other again.
And yes it is true.
I'm not thinking of revenge.
You guys are a well-respected opponent.
But tomorrow, we are going to show the product of the shit we had done,
the blood that we had shed
and the weakness that had left our bodies.
I shall not talk much as we will do all the 'talking' on the field.
But one thing for sure, we are hungry for glory.
PJC vs CJC
see you at home...
We can do this ruggers, I have faith in you...
MUST.
WIN.
TOMORROW.
On 2nd May 2008, I didn't cry after the final whistle.
Coz I knew we would meet each other again.
And yes it is true.
I'm not thinking of revenge.
You guys are a well-respected opponent.
But tomorrow, we are going to show the product of the shit we had done,
the blood that we had shed
and the weakness that had left our bodies.
I shall not talk much as we will do all the 'talking' on the field.
But one thing for sure, we are hungry for glory.
PJC vs CJC
see you at home...
We can do this ruggers, I have faith in you...
Sunday, March 29, 2009
A WEEKEND OF PAINTING
On Saturday, the ruggers painted lines on the field.
Today, my brother and I spent the whole day painting my room.
There are still traces of paint on my body, consisting of three colours -white, purple and black.
It's good that I was preoccupied with these painting works.
If not, I would be doing nothing.
Painting lines on the field was quite exhausting.
There are try-line, 5m line, 22m line, 10m line, sideline, 5m mark, 15m mark.
We had to paint 2 times of the lines mentioned above plus halfway line.
We had to paint 2 times of the lines mentioned above plus halfway line.
Ended at 1 plus.
Seriously, I've got nothing better to do.
My mum scolded me for 'destroying' the wall while my Dad asked "How did you do that?" after he came back from work.
Anyway, the black paint I used is actually a Chinese calligraphy ink which I got when I was in Sec 2.
It was left in my closet since then and so I utilised it.
For dinner, my mum ordered pizzas.
That surely filled my stomach.
I only had laksa for breakfast at 8am before I started painting, which I ended at 7.
Got a haircut as well.
The season is starting...
Friday, March 20, 2009
My family came back from holidays.
They went to Langkawi and KL.
While they were away, 3 out of the 4 birds at home escaped from the cage.
I was stunned and desperately closed all the windows in my house.
But they managed to escape through the windows of the 2nd storey which couldn't be closed.
Now left one.
I met my grandparents on Tuesday and today.
My Grandpa Sheikh Ali traded-in his 37 inch TV to a 42 inch one.
Grandma cooked rawan and prepared pizza for me.
Love them!
Hope I don't screw up that one.
When my family arrived home, I told them about the birds' tale.
My dad just kept quiet. My brother scolded me for being irresponsible.
Well, it's not my fault and my intention to let the birds escape.
But it's good that they fled because they are noisy.
Can I have a cat instead?
Anyway, my family had a good time at Langkawi. How great the feeling was to be floating in the air!
I'll give it a try at the end of this year.
31st March...we're eyeing for it.
Sometimes, a promise can become a burden
And things can happen so sudden
Whether I hold on or let go,
I couldn't decide until fate tells me to do so
Saturday, March 07, 2009
EXTRA Facts about myself:
1) I always drink MILO everyday
2) I always listen to music during the journey
3) Everytime I see a cat, I would disturb it
4) I can eat as much as I can without growing fat
5) Guitar is my favourite instrument but I'm suck at playing it (as for now...)
6) I owe the national library more than $70
7) Tired of shopping at Jurong Point
8) I don't mind being ostracised by not smoking or drinking
9) Have problem pronouncing 'R'
10) I can't speak Arabic though I'm an Arab.
11) I have low heart rate
12) My English name is Bob, My Arab name is Sheikh and My Chinese name is "Gon Chang" (which means "shake")
Don't make this line a triangle
Don't make a neutral compound acidic
Coz these things give my neck a strangle
And they make me an emo-addict
Stealing is an offence, punishable by Him
Whether the thing is physical or non-material
Whether you know the owner or don't give a shit about him
I say, don't take what's belong to me and my heart
Coz the hole in the aftermath is large enough
And the tears that fall could be more than the bladder could hold
Perhaps the bloodshed could supply the depleting blood bank
Don't lose this faith.
...extra info: I got B for Malay
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
Chem SPA was okay!
No problems with the reagents and conditions to distinguish the tests.
Things went smoothly, so just pray for the best.
The next big thing is the Common Test.
And I've been doing badly for my tests so far.
I've seem to forget how to study smart.
Being hardworking alone does not guarantee good results.
Come on!
Ahh! I missed the night study programme! Seriously.
Tomorrow there will be external people coming to the college to interview teachers and students regarding the character development that the college have been cultivating.
I'm one of the 10 students to be interviewed.
Just say from the heart.
Refreshment will be given =D
Practised catching high balls before training.
Hate knock-ons!
Upset about the growing injury list but we'll have to strengthen what we have now.
Our first Police Cup match could be scheduled on the last week of March.
Not much time guys.
Treasure every training session that we have now.
If you never come, we'll be affected by your absence.
I won't plead somemore, you should know that from the start.
Good night!
No problems with the reagents and conditions to distinguish the tests.
Things went smoothly, so just pray for the best.
The next big thing is the Common Test.
And I've been doing badly for my tests so far.
I've seem to forget how to study smart.
Being hardworking alone does not guarantee good results.
Come on!
Ahh! I missed the night study programme! Seriously.
Tomorrow there will be external people coming to the college to interview teachers and students regarding the character development that the college have been cultivating.I'm one of the 10 students to be interviewed.
Just say from the heart.
Refreshment will be given =D
Practised catching high balls before training.
Hate knock-ons!
Upset about the growing injury list but we'll have to strengthen what we have now.
Our first Police Cup match could be scheduled on the last week of March.
Not much time guys.
Treasure every training session that we have now.
If you never come, we'll be affected by your absence.
I won't plead somemore, you should know that from the start.
Good night!
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