Wednesday, December 16, 2009

PHOTOGRAPHY...

This is a collection of some pictures I've taken. Enjoy!



Curiosity doesn't necessarily kill the cat

This could be a motivational picture.


The mother knows her child best



Stop and Stare

















Festive decoration





From Hero to Zero. The Old Changi Hospital...











Apparently some ex-Westwoodians went to this place and wrote the above




Alright more pics to come in the near future!
Today I'm off from work. Went to Clementi to get my blue spectacle repaired. Met Jun Jie who is having Common Test this week. Saw Daphne Tay at the interchange and her walking speed hasn't changed at all since secondary school days. "Guitaring" as always at home. Still haven't master those chords that strain my fingers. Need practice!

























































Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Halfway There!

I realise that I love being a cashier so far but my main problem is the journey from Jurong to Novena that made my life a bit miserable. The staffs there are all nice and whenever I make mistakes, they taught me well. Greeting and smiling to customers have been a norm for me and that's natural. So far so good! My contract ends on 31st December and I don't think I'll continue to work there but I don't mind being a cashier again. There are several supermarkets near my house - Giant, Prime, NTUC and even the Cold Storage at Jurong Point - but the agency placed me at Novena instead. Later today, I shall go to the agency to declare my working hours sheet and I will earn my salary in 2 days time. =) I don't know why I want to work so badly. Partly because I'm bored. And please....I've been checking my letterbox for that NS letter. Even if I would be enlisted in May, please at least notify me soon!
P.S. Thank you Arsenal for beating Liverpool
And thank you Aston Villa for beating Man Utd.
Damn lucky Everton... =(

Saturday, December 05, 2009

Today's work is great!
Worked at the cash counter but with supervision.
Too kanchiong and gabra initially but along the way I got used to it comfortably.
This work just makes me smile everyday at people =)
Tomorrow will be my last day of training.
If successful, I will open my own counter by Monday.
No pressure. Must learn to relax.
Ended at 3pm just now and I was thinking of going Orchard but I was lonely.
Nobody is at home now. Parents staying overnight at Johor house.
So I have been playing guitar, volume almost to the max with all windows shut.
Work again tomorrow but I don't know what time to report.
Called the office to ask about my schedule but no answer.

Friday, December 04, 2009

Novena Square is so happening!
Do come there during this festive season!
Anyway, for today's training, I learnt how to operate the cash machine.
And also memorise the bar codes of those items without them.
That one I need to improve on.
Not an easy task but I must be natural with it.
Journey from home to there is approximately an hour.
I have to try my best to learn fast but by Sunday if my supervisor is not satisfied with my work, I might not be accepted.
Well, just do what I can.
After work I saw Mark Lim and his sister at Novena.
He has just came back from Bali.
Saw Neil in the MRT back home.
Good to have company.

Thursday, December 03, 2009

Alright I got a job now.
Working as cashier at Cold Storage at Novena Square and that's far.
$5.20 per hour before overtime seems okay.
If the circumstances favour me, I would like to work overtime.
Nothing to do at home except surfing internet, playing guitar and watching TV.
It's good that there is a sports complex near my house.
I have been going there for the past 3 days.
Went swimming this morning and got tanned again.
In the afternoon, I went to Recruit Express office to sign contract.
The officer talked to me about my pay, working schedule and all that stuff.
For this job, integrity and patience is needed.
7 Dec is the farewell party fir ruggers going to NS.
It will be held at Sentosa but I think I might come late for that.
Alright people, enjoy your holidays!

Wednesday, December 02, 2009

Holiday Season
Yay! Feel good to be back in Singapore!
Trip to KL was okay but shopping was fun.
My family and I watched New Moon and 2012 during the weekend.
New Moon was abit disappointing but overall just okay.
I'm just jealous of Jacob's body...
On the way back, we stayed at our house in Johor.
Spent most of the time playing FIFA 10.
Still no broadband there so life is boring.
Back home in the evening yesterday.
Upon reaching, I went to the gym immediately.
I'm getting fatter now and that is demoralising.
Coincidentally, I met Fariss and Zufaidi who were heading to the gym after I signed out.
So I continued...
Well today is a busy day.
Went to Bukit Batok Driving Centre to apply for license.
My Theory test will be on 30th December.
Met Shafiq Karim who had completed his Theory and now preparing for practical.
After that I met Gabriel at Jurong East and we applied for a job there.
Given that I have yet to receive NS letter, I would be able to commit my work longer.
I'm already 18 and I feel bad asking parents for money...so I have to learn to work now.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

08S31 Chalet at Aloha Changi was fun.
At midnight, we ventured into the Old Changi Hospital, a place that was destroyed and abandoned.
It was really dark and luckily we had a torchlight.
Watched horror movies throughout the night.

Alright, later tonight I'm ging to KL with family.
Celebrate Hari Raya Haji with relatives there!

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Introducing my new Bestfriend...



Yeah finally bought it!
Awesome day today!
Gabriel called me at 6am to go to John's house.
Played RockBand at his house till noon.
After that, we headed to NP to play soccer with PJC dudes.
Some of them had Physics paper in the morning.
I was breathless and clearly lost that stamina that I used to have...
After soccer, we ate at Al-Ameen.
Gab and I went to Peninsula Plaza while the rest played LAN at Beauty World.
After browsing through various shops, I decided to choose the above guitar...
Now, let the music begin...
Oh yes, I'll be applying for relief teaching!

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Last paper tomorrow!
I spent the whole day doing MCQs at home while my family enjoyed themselves at Vivo.
It's getting exciting!
I hope that NS letter won't arrive soon...
If I enter in April or May, I might as well get a job.
Ideal job would be photography...hhmm
Or maybe teaching?
Nevermind, I got time to decide...

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Left with one more paper - Chem Paper 1 on Monday!
Hang on in there!
Lots of stuff to do after that.
I'm gonna get an electric guitar soon! =)
Drummer, bassist, guitarist wanted!
Feel free to contact me anytime soon.
More than 30 original songs to work on!
And I think I need to exercise more.
Soccer on the 24th, chalet on the 25th, KL on the 26th.
My room is still in a mess with those essays and notes.
I've been waiting for my NS letter but still it has yet to arrive.
Just hope that I'll enter late around April or May.
Okay, as for now, focus on Chem.

Sunday, November 08, 2009

Sunday, November 01, 2009

I believe I can...


Doing other schools' prelim papers under exam conditions does help.
Just next week...
Yes I'm nervous but I won't be thinking about that.
I think I'm ready...

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

14 MORE DAYS...

Sunday, October 18, 2009

6 more weeks to happiness...
Can I endure it?
Just 6 more...
People told me to aim high...
I aim to get a scholarship
Even if I fail to do so,
At least I can get my As and Bs...
Got B for my MT and PW...
So let's improve on that for other subjects
Just 6 more weeks...




Shoot for the moon - even if you miss, you'll land among the stars.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

RAYA OUTING with PJC friends =)







































EAT, EAT ,EAT! haha
We rented a van and managed to visit 10 houses!
Too much fun already that I'm tired to write about it.
Really a great outing!
Must have it again next time =)














Sunday, September 27, 2009

4H HARI RAYA OUTING <3




The Boys - Nuqman, Nazreen. Asyraf, Sheikh and Zaki



The Girls - Rebecca, Rachel, Crystal, Zawani, Aini








Mdm Siti Hajar's house!









My house





Mdm Azlina's house!


Another day full of enjoyment and jokes with former 4H friends!
I arrived at the interchange at 1.20pm but we started our journey like 45 minutes later?

Haha awesome day with awesome friends!

<3






Friday, September 25, 2009

Prelims ended yesterday.
Meaningful yet tiring day today.
Met my old friends at the mosque - Nuqman, Al-Azri and Fauzi.
We went to FICO to eat at Pizza Hut.
Memberz-Memberz were also at FICO to play soccer.
Watched them for a while before walking home with Nuqman.
At the traffic junction outside Gek Poh, we saw our juniors inside a bus waving at us.
A split second later, I was even shocked to see Mark, Wong Jieh, Damien and friends in the same bus too,waving at me!
Haha,so sway! It's like almost the passengers in the bus looking at us.
They were going to play soccer at FICO and allowed me to join them.
So I did.
Joash, Neeraj, Ber Han, Christopher, Bryan and Spencer were there as well!
We booked the pitch for 2 hours and played as if every second counts.
After that we had chicken rice for dinner .
The chicken rice costs $1.50 each!
We ate on the floor outside Jurong Point. Haha
Great to have them if not I would be studying at home after prayer.
Oh yeah! My secondary school friends are organising visits to the teachers' houses this Sunday.
On Monday, my PJC mats and minahs will go Raya!
Have to seize these moments as A Level draws nearer.

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Yay! Ramadhan's OVER! I have kept my 100% record of fasting every day!
So, what else do I have to say other than

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!
Alright, I guess I won't be celebrating much.
In a middle of Prelim right now.
I will only celebrate tomorrow and on Monday I shall continue with my revision.
=)

Thursday, September 10, 2009

No one ever said that life was fair
And I'm not saying that it should be
So knowing that you are where you want to be
And I'm not comes as no surprise

But don't expect me to be happy for you
And don't smile at me
And tell me things will work out for me too
I don't want your pity...
I HATE YOUR PITY!

Saturday, September 05, 2009

Some weird/ stupid / unexpected etc things that happened to me this week (in no order of significance):
- Forgot to bring exam entry proof. Had to pay $5 for it.
- Chelsea's transfer ban. That hurts but I still have faith in them.
- My guitar string snapped. I inserted a new one and as I tune it, it snapped again.
- On Thursday as I reached home, I forgot to bring along my house key and there was nobody at home. My mom was at Geylang then. Had to go to the library instead.
- I applied tiger balm on my nose just now but accidentally hit my right eye. The sensation was awesome! Kept winking.
- It's fasting month but somehow I didn't realise myself looking at hot stuff in the newspaper. Sorry.
- Have been watching documentaries before sleeping since Monday. Yesterday I watched the Bermuda Triangle.
- I don't know why I suddenly love to listen to screamo.
- There is something wrong with Blogger.Really.


Alright, go and study people!

Wednesday, September 02, 2009

Doubts have been running through my head.
Suddenly, I have lost the direction of who I want to be.
I'm confused, not convinced.
I hate to say this but good grades are all that matters now.
Non-academic aspects are settled.
Since I'm losing control of the direction, I have to take it step by step.
I refuse to concede to fate.
Nothing is more important than that certificate.

I'd be free after 23 Nov 2009.
The score remains 0-0.

Sunday, August 09, 2009

Problems with internet nowadays.
Had a hard time logging in to Facebook
And now this blogger can't allow me to post pictures
Damn those hackers but I would like to thank them for that.
Without their hacking,I would be glued to Facebook.
Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
Majulah Singapura!


Oh yeah. Do you guys still remember the Singapore Flyer incident last year?
There is a movie coming up based on that and the trailer is awesome!
Do check it up here:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PRWi2uNmkHg

enjoy!

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Life is all time low at the moment.
Lots of sacrifices have been made and there is more to come.
I hope at the end of the day, everything that I do now is worth it.
The important thing is not to regret.
Well, I went for medical consultation after school today.
Last week, I had an echo scan and today the doctor said that my heart is normal.
And perhaps I might get into PES A. See how it goes.


Is it clear that I'm blurring the line?

Saturday, July 25, 2009




Awesome stuff.
The audiences were crazy.
Really crazy that they pushed one another, punched aimlessly onto each other and so on.
But let them be.
The view of the wild fans with those music was indeed spectacular!







Monday, July 13, 2009

Just a Thought to You


Alright by now some of you had gotten back some of the exam papers.
Some of you =) while some of you =(
For me, I'm just fine and accept whatever results I get.
But I'm quite happy with my GP Paper 1. I got 34/50!
I guess reading newspapers everyday helps.
As for GP Paper 2 which is yet to be received, Mdm Pathrose said that it was badly done.
For Econs Paper 1 Section 1, I got 15/30 and that is 2nd highest for the class.
So be prepared to face the truth that hurts.
I got E for H1 Math but still it is an improvement as I got U during Common Test.
Well, actually there is nothing to lose. But there is alot to gain.
My motivation to learn is always there.
For the past 4 years, my parents didn't have to tell me to study or ask whether I had completed my homework.
It is not like they don't care, It is in my blood.
So, it is 2 more months to Prelims and I'm looking forward to it.


That was a little thing that made me feel better. Smile =)

Saturday, July 11, 2009

I've never told a lie
And that makes me a liar
I've never made a bet
But we gamble with desire
I've never lit a match with
Intent to start a fire
But recently the flames
Are getting out of control
Call me a name
Kill me with words
Forget about me
It's what I deserve

Thursday, July 09, 2009

Post Exam "Activities"
Morning exercise - swam about 10 laps with Gabriel.
Jeremy joined us after his checkup.
Chatted happily in the pool while enjoying the sun.
The three of us had luch at Gabriel's house.
Then we headed to John's house.
Played RockBand until we're all tired.
My fingers were strained after playing guitar so i switched to drums.
The boys also played other games while i watched them as I was tired.
Jeremy headed home first while we continued playing.
Had Japanese cuisine for dinner before heading home.
School tomorrow and the JC2 ruggers might join in the training tomorrow.
Take care people!

Wednesday, July 08, 2009

Exam is finally over and tomorrow is a holiday for me! =)
Just like History Paper 1, the Paper 2 tested on questions which I had predicted to come out.
Count myself lucky but I don't expect myself to do well overall.
I had no mood to read today's newspaper because the headline news featured Ronaldo.
Watched Channel NewsAsia instead but I switched the TV off when it was time for the sports segment.
Had breakfast at Gek Poh before heading to school.
Revised History with Cynric who shared his methods of studying with me- by talking to himself.
Not bad afterall, what we discussed came out!
And exam was held in MPR3, the venue I hate the most because there is no proper table.
The smell of MPR3 always irritates me.
After exam, Gabriel, Syafiq and I ate LJS at BPP.
Spent about an hour there chatting and I am seriously proud of Gabriel!
Well done dude!
Took 180 home.
Mum bought durians on her way home from Johor.
She had bought furnitures and TV for our house there.
My sister was kind enough to give me some money after receiving her salary yesterday =)
Good good good I shall be a good brother from now on.
As for the plan tomorrow, I will go to Gabriel's condo to swim in the morning.
Then we will head to John's house for some entertainment.
Enjoy life =)

Monday, July 06, 2009

HAPPY YOUTH DAY!!!
Hmmm what I did the last few days:
> watched the final 4 episodes of Boys Over Flower (typical happy ending but the drama is awesome!)
>Wrote guitar tabs for 4 songs (damn complicated but useful )
>SEA History revision (Thank God exam is not over!)
>Watched soccer bloopers (classic!)
>Sleep, Makan, Relax, TV (SMRT)
Haha love peace! And also the weather!
While I am enjoying the rain, people in China are suffering from massive flooding.
And I think I have taken things for granted, in various situations that could prevent me from facing this downfall. I was stubborn and complacent not to heed your advice. In fact I did more than that to avenge my frustration and to make you be concerned about it. It did happen but that should not be the right way. I should had been patient and sensible which I appeared to be but actually I wasn't. I'm good at pretending but I think I can't endure that anymore. Anyway, what is there to hide? Now, I realised that going against your advice was the most regrettable thing I had done, so far. I don't know about your perception of me now, maybe you hate me. And I would be glad if you would say "served you right" at me. Coz I want to learn from mistakes in order to be good to you and others, and win back that friendship, as promised in the letter. As for now, you know what our main priority is. Work for it!
IMY so badly...seriously. I'm not lying. I swear.
Allah help me please!
Amin.

Saturday, July 04, 2009

EXAMS not OVER!!!

Haha I feel so free like there is nothing else to do.
But it is a good thing that I'm left with History Paper 2, which will be held next Wednesday.
At least I'm preoccupied with something to do!
As for the rests, enjoy your holidays...
I think I want to buy electric guitar soon instead of after A Level.
The distortion feeling kinda rock
Haha I'm so greedy; just bought acoustic guitar last year.
Alright I got nothing else to say.

Monday, June 29, 2009

Ouuuhh Westwood Sec was featured in the newspaper!
For being one of the two secondary schools to extend the holidays.
This is good news for some students but in a serious note, I hope the staffs and students there will take good care of their health and prevent further community spread.
This is no joke and I pray that Westwood won't be a H1N1 cluster.
I still love my secondary school despite some bad experiences there.
Who's name is Westwood? OURS!
Alright, I think my econs paper 2 is badly done and time let me down again.
Tomorrow is Econs case study and this is a chance for me to push up the score.
Ate at KFC with Jeremy, Keane and Nabil after that.
Met Asyraf in the bus and talked our way home.
And he talked about Transformers which further influenced me to watch it.
This Friday! Jeremy confirmed wanna watch it.
Alright, thank God the paper tmr will be held in the afternoon.
I can afford to revise for Chem tonight.
Okay, Good luck people and HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEZEL!
And thank you my friends for the motivation!
And hope that AYG will be a success!
And I plead the newspaper tomorrow not to talk about Ronaldo.
I'm tired of being sorry...

Saturday, June 27, 2009

MUSIC MUSIC MUSIC! <3

I got passion but no talent
I got the attitude but no fashion
I got the instruments but no skills
But I got the point that it is all about having fun
It doesn't matter if it is complicated or basic
Coz a good music is something that people enjoy listening
Something that keeps them entertained
And makes their day
That's why I love my music...

My old keyboard which I'm still using today
Gabriel practising
Feeling ah...



School starting....exam...
I envy those people who had watched transformers...they said it is damn nice that they want to watch it again!
I wanna watch it too but I'm fighting against time!
And R.I.P MJ
Now we have POP without its King.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

I'M TEMPORARILY IN PES D... =O

Went for NS medical checkup this morning.
Traffic was not as bad as I thought and ERP charged us 50 cents.
The security was tight and I had to take my temperature twice.
There were about 6 station - audio,dental,blood test,urine test and so on.
I was given PES A for all the stations except the ECG station.
Same thing like last year, I have heart abnormality.
But it is not about slow heart rate - mine was 79.
I checked the result again and spotted irregular beating patterns but it wasn't that obvious.
For safety sake, I will have another appointment to scan my heart next month.
Fortunately, the appointment will be at Jurong Medical Centre, instead of NUH.
Government will pay the expenses =)
But the doctor told me not to be worried.
Then, I did the tests with many logical questions on math, patterns.
It was fun like doing facebook quizzes but the timing was too fast for me to complete all.
After the checkup, I went out of the building and called my mother to pick me up like a spoilt brat.
She was in my grandma's home at Telok Blangah but she told me to go home alone.
I ventured the Henderson area, searching for makan places but out of nowhere I saw a big M with yellow arches and the time was perfect to have Mcvalue lunch.
Took 198 home all the way to Boon Lay. Wanted to alight at Queensway Shopping Centre to check out for new products but I was lazy.
Dear God, please sustain the strength of my heart...

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

MUTTONS TO LUNCH
Alright I guess I won't eat muttons anymore for the rest of this week.
Had lunch with Gabriel at Ayer Rajah Food Centre.
First we ate mutton steak each but our stomachs still weren't full.
Then we ordered mutton soup.
Really nice and we were given lots of bread.
We also had 2 drinks each and that's it, $10 gone for each of us.
The wet weather made me feel sleepy.
Went back to Gabriel's house and play guitar.
After that we decided to continue studying but I fell asleep instead.
Yeah I guess I needed some rests.
Anyway, I checked channelnewsasia.com to watch the video clips on the MOE conference.
Malaysia is an affected country right?
But I came back on the 21st June at night.
Nvm...I have to practise social distancing and check my temperature everyday.
So far, I'm fine. I don't want to kena quarantine.
NS medical checkup tmr in the morning!
I was so dumb to select the timing at 9am.
I forgot that the heavy traffic along AYE in the morning.
And I misplaced my medical screening questionaire.
Damn it!

Tuesday, June 23, 2009


No point breaking the door to your heart
If the door refuses to be unlocked
Because if I insist, it will resists
And the cracks will spread beyond it
I know I'm nothing more than a line in your book
Neither within the room in your heart
Nor the slightest thought in your mind
Because there are things that make you blind
How could I go against fate
Why don't those memories sweptaway from my mind
Yeah, playback is such a waste
But there are other doors for me to open
P.S. This is just a fiction
=P

Monday, June 22, 2009



Schools to re-open as scheduled despite H1N1 situation






WHERE IS MY VOTE?!!!

You think this is Iran? haha just kidding.

Well, we shouldn't complain too much.

I know very well that my holidays are wasted but it's okay.

I shall enjoy life after A levels, but before NS.

Anyway, I spent the morning studying, slept in the afternoon and exercised at night.

I spent an hour in the packed gym just now before running 3 sets of 3 laps at the Jurong West stadium.

Feeling so much better. I hate bellies.

Don't know where to study tomorrow but I'll be going to Gab's house on Wednesday to compile our notes and essays.

Alright people, enjoy the rest of the holidays!


Sunday, June 21, 2009

HAPPY FATHERS' DAY! to Sheikh Arzimi
Just arrived home from my 2nd home in Johor. The journey back home was a sickening one due to the long traffic. Cars cutting queues and the honks were just irritating. But it was a good Fathers' Day we had there. Last night,we had BBQ lambs, chickens and many more and it is durian season so we bought them. It's good that we are able to watch Singapore TV channels there. I was shocked to know that Singapore has more than 120 H1N1 cases already. I have friends who went to Australia, just hope they are fine. Not sure if schools will close down for another week but whether it will happen or not, I just have to continue my revision. Before going back home to Singapore, we did some shopping and I got a haircut. I will have NS medical checkup this week. Hope I don't have any heart problem. Last year, I had to forgo OBS camp because I had slow heart rate but that was already settled and I'm fine now. More bad news coming up. Haze is one of them. Hope North Korea is not stupid enough to fire missiles onto another country. And I appreciate the criticism made on C.Ronaldo =D Their comments are well taken into account by me!

Saturday, June 20, 2009

HEY! I NEED TO TELL YOU SOMETHING....


1. I need 2 tell u something, read number 5
2. Are u in a rush? read number 8
3. Are u curious? read number 9
4. Look its the following....u betta read number 15
5. I havent got the guts....just read number 17
6. I would like to tell u..but u should read number 16
7. I'll tell u...but first read number 2
8. Its very simple...just read number 4
9. Dont get nervous..its simple..jus read number 18
10. Not yet...but read number 19
11. Are u gettin tired? relax...just read number 13
12. Like i was sayin....read number 3
13. You're nearly there....read number 20
14. Just dropped by 2 say Hi!:) Now go on wit ur work.
15. Ur getting nervous..just read number 6
16. U still dont get it? just read number 12
17. Oh! im embarassed....read number 7
18. I dunno if u'll understand...just read number 10
19. Read number 11...slowly...and u'll find out
20. Now i tell u....read number 14...really quietly ok?

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Seize The Day...

Alright today mugging as per usual at Jurong East Library.
I have been studying there with Jeremy over the past few days.
He couldn't study at home and so do I.
Too distracted by the sight of the laptop.
Haha after studying Jeremy wanted to watch movie alone.
ALONE? That's weird.
So I accompanied him to watch Land of the Lost at Jurong Point.
There's nothing to do at home anyway so why not I enjoy myself.
And yeah I should say the movie is seriously hilarious with very dirty elements of jokes inside.
Haha I think if local TV want to show this movie, they should censor many parts of it!
Yeah you guys should watch it.Damn funny!
If emo people like me could burst into laughter like mad, then it's worth watching it! Haha!
Those dirty scenes were just hard to forget! =D

Sunday, June 14, 2009

HOME ALONE AGAIN!!! =D

Daddy,Mummy,younger brother and sister stayed over at Johor house while elder sister is at grandparents' house now.
I don't like to be alone but at times like this freedom is what I want.
But too bad that I'm feeling tired.
My eyes will be closing soon and they are red.
I wish to go out now and hang out with friends but there were no plans being made.
Actually they did and they asked me yesterday to play soccer but I gave an excuse to study.
I'm getting nervous now...mid -year exam is coming and I haven't started what I had planned to do for revision.
Hope the swine flu cases will get serious so that schools will close but I know we can't afford afford to do that.
And I'm sick of North Korea.
And definitely Cristiano Ronaldo's transfer to Real Madrid.
Oh yeah anyway the Aviva Spore Open men singles semi-final match was TOTALLY AWESOME!!!
I was taking a break from study just now and watched the first set on TV.
Their playing styles glued my eyes to the screen.
After dinner, I lepak alone outside, thinking if I am the same person again.
A situation can be optimistic to me but the pessimistic part keeps haunting my mind.
I respect what you said and I would try to understand it.
Hey, we are sharing the common enemy.
Your fear of being in this is also my fear all these while.
But I had faced it several times, that's why writing songs has become my habit.
EMO is the new jiwang. haha
The frustration, betrayal, sadness are expressed into lyrics.
And you just have to enjoy yourself.
I want to be like that too but thanks to the education system.
Go hang out with your friends, shopping, watch movies and so on.
I hope I'm not pressurising you.
So long you are happy like you always do. =)
I'm still your friend and I'm also holding on to your secrets.
DON'T LET ME SPILL THE BEANS!
and I wish to have mr cook here.
I'm hungry....

Is everything that I would give, is everything you couldn't take?

Friday, June 12, 2009

I know I'm Good for Something,
I just haven't Found it Yet,
and I Need it...

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Stupid cat! One more time you shit at home, you won't get anymore food!

Yesterday class outing was not quite fun but relaxing.
Let's have more of that!...(if we have time)
Reached home late last night but my parents didn't even ask where did I go.
They were happily watching TV while eating spring chicken.
And once again I have to cook for my brother today as both my parents had gone to work.
I went to study at gek poh CC where there is no one in the study room.
The weather nowadays is so hot that I decided to go there to enjoy the air-con.
(Even the newspaper today talked about it! Temp will rise to 35 deg C)
I don'twant to waste my house electrical usage!
The place was so quiet and shivering cold.
The silence was really silent.
I decided to listen to my MP3 while doing work.
I turned on the shuffle and guess what?
The first few songs that were played are all those screamo with scary rhythms.
I guess my Facebook quiz result was right- I have fear in being alone.
Nevertheless, today's work was productive =D
When i arrive home, I smell something.
I walked up the staircase and saw a DISGUSTING PIECE OF SHIT right beside my room!!!
Damn it! It must be Simon the cat!
How could you do this to me?
What wrong have I done? OK I'm sorry for struming the guitar hard while you were sleeping.
But ARRRRGGHHHH!!! I thought you were well-trained to know where to dump your waste!
And I had cleared the mess already...


I'll fall asleep tonight
Because that brings me closer to you

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Okay....the night is so quiet...
Maybe my previous post scares people off.
Hope not!
I'm still your friendly neighbourhood =)
Haha okay later in the day I'm going to Gabriel's house for class outing.
We are planning for some surprises and I'm looking forward to have more fun.
I revised History today (coz somebody you-know-who needs help on it).
Revising not enough still.
I guess I have to write essays in exam conditions for me to be productive but at the moment I need to consolidate my content again.
Yeah life sucks but this is what I go to school for!
Maybe I should try to aim for the Most Improved Student Award =D haha
Possible........hope so.
Nah...I should focus bit by bit instead of dreaming about that straight away.
Just like in a competition, you don't think of the Final after playing just the first game.
You should focus on one game at a time and try to improve on the next.

Monday, June 08, 2009

THIS IS RIDICULOUS! WTH?!

I'm pissed off abit.
I am trying to forget it.
Thinking too much is such a waste of time.
Whatever you do in the Internet,
Whatever you say,
Bear in mind that there are others watching
(I'm not refering to my you-know-who-you-are =D )
Not only that, you even told your friends how kind I am towards you.
That is fine but what I don't like is that you talk about it ALL THE TIME!
And gossips arise that my ears don't wish to listen.
I don't even know you well and I don't talk to you everyday.
For goodness sake, don't try to use me as a tool to make your friends jealous or for whatever reason.
I'm fine if you want to do what you want
But there is no point in doing so
Just so you know,
my heart is with you-know-who!
Sorry. I hope you understand...
I'm still the same person.
And this is one side of me.
When I'm serious, I mean business.

Sunday, June 07, 2009

I swear that you don't have to go
I thought we could wait for the fireworks
I thought we could wait for the snow
To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt
I thought I could live in your arms
And spend every moment I had with you
Stay up all night with the stars
Confess all the faith that I had in you
To late, I'm sure and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now against me
You know the words so sing along for me baby
For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same
I thought with a month of apart
Together would find us an opening
And moonlight would provide the spark
And that I would stumble across the key
Or break down the door to your heart
Forever could see us not you and me
And you'd help me out of the dark
And I'd give my heart as an offering
And I will always remember you as you are right now to me
And I will always remember now
Sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side
How does he feel, how does he kiss
How does he taste while he's on your lips
I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you I want to
But I can't forgive you
So when this is over don't blow your composure baby
I can't forgive you
I know you want me to want you I want to!
-3 Cheers for 5 Years by Mayday Parade

Saturday, June 06, 2009

Phattz...

Felt guilty of not studying today...hehe
Had to make breakfast for my siblings this morning.
Made hot dogs rolled with dough.
My parents slept over at our house in Johor last night.
I hate to do housework!
Then I went to Westwood for the game against NT Warriors.
Lost 3-1.
Long time never play soccer together but things improved well in the second half.
The bad part of it was that we had to pay for the field.
Lepak at Kenny's cafe with Phattzion after that.
Some of them then went to Joey's house to play Rock Band.
I didn't and went home, planning to study but wrote a song instead.
Suddenly there were weird but cool rhythms in my mind.
Alright! See you!
I'll CONFIRM be studying tmr!


Questions you ignite,
The flames are so damn bright.
Nothing makes no sense anymore.
Hide behind your face,
It gives so much away.
You don't make no sense anymore.

AND WTH????? JONAS BROTHERS WILL HAVE MUSIC TOUR WITH THE WONDERGIRLS??!!!

OMG those dudes just don't deserve it!!! They are overrated!


Friday, June 05, 2009

Finally it's Friday! =D

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

Alright...Math Paper tomorrow!
I have been practising lots of questions that my brain can't take it anymore.
Today's revision was relatively unproductive, unlike the previous days.. =(
Had a good sleep last night but still I wasn't so active.
Nevertheless, I'm prepared to sit for the exam.
Bring it on! (whoa..sekali I kena owned by the paper tmr....so paiseh..) -_-
Arrgghh....let's put serious stuff aside...
Now for the 'FUN' side...

Back by popular demand, Singapore Flyer is extending the $10* Student Weekday Flight. Any student with a valid student ID can enjoy this offer!
Promotion ends 26 June =D.....while time lasts!
Terms and conditions apply... =(
Haha...more great things coming up!
Tomorrow the ACHIEVERS of PJC will have Achievers' Night Dinner at Bukit Batok CSC.
I had been there before playing bowling in which I was 'off-form' while playing with some ruggers.
(Hezel, be prepared for something 'entertaining' there tmr)
Haha...isn't life good? The ruggers will have free food AGAIN!
And please don't wear slippers and bermudas, says Mr Kwok.
FC Phattzion will have a match against arch rivals NT Warriors this Saturday afternoon at Westwood.
I'm not sure whether I can be a good centre-back like I used to be.
Too much rugby already! Haha
But regardless of the sports, I'd always enter the game with the same mindset -WIN.
Alright, good luck people!


I'm eyeing for that special place...
Somewhere the naked eye cannot see
A place where there is no unauthorised entry
It's like a reserved parking
Only special individuals deserve it
While I'm fighting for it
I have to be recognised
And make things organised
Without paying for a price