Lessons were as per normal today.
Virgilio and I want to be the orientation group leaders for Orientation II.
I completed the Economics test within 15 minutes out of an hour duration.
I'm not saying that it was easy.
I managed to do my maths homework.
Then went home. I was feeling dizzy...
By the way,Mel and Hannah want to crash into PJC tomorrow!
I am still considering whether to go for rugby training or not.
Kannan kept persuading me and he is selling his Nike boots for $30 which he rarely used.
Deal or no deal?
My Adidas Predator Absolute was torn.I bought it last year.

MY CLASS 08A02...

During PE lesson,we ran 4 rounds around the track for 'warm-up'

Then some of us played captain's ball,the rest played basketball

Maths lesson was okay but still some people didn't turn up.

In Economics, we learnt that quantity demanded rises while prices fall

Civics tutorial ended in half an hour instead of one and a half

Issue discussed was about teens

What role should I play myself?

We waved farewell to Jeanine (withdrawn)

Rehearsal for the celebration ended at six

Met Hui Min on the way home to pass her notes

The toilet spray pipe has to be fixed

Tonight I have to read Economics notes....test tomorrow!

I won't feel this way
I don't feel the same
About you anymore
Without you anymore

I survived today
Could I withstand it
For another day
Is there a way

You knew it all
You saw me fall
Down in front of you
Down on my knees

Brace it all
Face them all
Embrace it now
Never reminisce

You know I feel this way
Would you feel the same
If you were me now
No,you're not with me now


Oh no....
dikir barat is still on and we have to perform once again on Chinese New Year celebration.Rehearsal tomorrow till 6pm.

Oh...what a sweet birthday I had.
The celebration at Nuqman's house was great with variety of delicious food.
Not to forget that it is Nuqman's birthday today!
Some of my friends followed me to watch movie at Cineleisure and I just reached home like 10 minutes ago.
We watched Japanese horror movie Vanished. I felt sad rather than scared.
No JC today. I will go to the gym with Zaki and Raja.
The birthday pics are with Nuqman.
A great day indeed!
Now I wanna go to sleep.

I had just completed applying for courses at the MOE website moments ago. I was trembling as I type the courses codes. Here are the courses I applied for (and the reasons) :

1. PJC (arts) - I am familiar with it and I want loyalty points
2. JJC (arts) - Convenient for me.Only take a bus there.
3. Accountancy (NP) - I'm good at POA and Accountants have high salaries
4. Mass Com (NP) - I love media and songwriting.
5. Innova JC (arts) - New JC with good facilities
6. Optometry (SP) - I myself have eyesight problems and I want to learn about them.
7. Banking and Financial services (NP) - I have interest in marketing and business
8. Clean Energy (SP) - relevant for Singapore's future. Oil is getting lesser.
9. Biomedical (SP) - My sister is in this course.Can seek guidance from her.
10. Tourism and Resort Management (SP) -Tourism is an important industry
11. MI ( Commerce) - Can take A Level and obtain Diploma...just in case my A levels suck
12. Real Estate Business (NP) - My mother is a real estate agent. I could work work in ERA.






I met Zaki at the mosque. We ate at Noorin restaurant at Jurong West because Zaki was starving.Then I went to grandparents' house. My grandpa had a gift for me - an expensive leather wallet and $50 cash. I told him that it was too much for me to take but I'm happy to have a caring person like him. He had laser treatment yesterday while I was collecting my result. Now he has only his right eye to see but he seems fine. May Allah prolong his life and I hope he stays healthy. Same goes to my loving Grandma. Her cooking is always awesome.


For those who have not apply for JAE, hope you guys choose wisely! Go for your interest and strength. Hope you will get into the place you want.Good luck!

Release of O Level Results

My Grades
English : B3
History: A2
C.Humans: B4
Maths : B3
Physics : B4
Chemistry: B4
POA : A2
Malay : B3


L1R5 : 17
L1R4 (w/o CCA): 13



Well, the L1R5 of 17 is what my teachers had expected. I shouldn't say that I'm unhappy. It was a good result anyway for someone like me. Now, I'm thinking whether to stay in PJC or go to poly. I had thanked my teachers just now for their guidance. I have a weekend full of enjoyment and I will have 2 birthday parties- on Saturday with relatives and on Sunday with friends. Honestly, I deserve this result. For the rest of my friends who did not do well enough, there are many opportunities out there. Congratulations to those who had done well. Continue to work hard in your respective institution.

It's getting near!
Less than 3 hours to decide my fate.
Where will I go after that?
Will I expect the unexpected?
I'm feeling it.
Why didn't I dream last night?
My dreams turned into reality most of the time.
My future is at stake.

Qiu Yan, Amir and I

The big day is coming- in a matter of hours.

The day which brings you to another stage of life

The day which consists of laughters and tears

Who will do either one? Depends on yourself.

Maybe we already knew how we would fare

But things may not favour your expectations

Sometimes, life is unfair

And we may have to face that on the wrong day- tomorrow.

People want us to think positively

Somehow we have to be optimistic

Education will always be with you

And you are not defined by NUMBERS.

After months of waiting, the release of O Level results is here. Everyone in my batch is feeling the same thing now. Nervous, worried, anxious,happy or whatever.

Today, I only attended PE lesson. The dikir barat performance was okay. We did it without microphones. I was distracted by several girls shouting my name while I'm on stage. The Malay Cultural Society students took photos and after dismissal, Eugene,Zhi Zhong and I played pool for one hour. Then I went to Raja's house to relax and comfort each other regarding tomorrow. Hamizan was there too.Raja's mum cooked lasagna for us! Very nice till I ate 3 slices.

Hamizan in action!

GOOD LUCK TO ALL MY FRIENDS!

I'm so exhausted. Guess what? I was released from school at 8.30pm today because I had dikir barat rehearsal. The performance will be held this Wednesday during CNY celebration. It is confirmed that the release of O Level result is on Thursday. My birthday is on this Sunday.Would it be a happy birthday for me or my mood would be spoilt after seeing the results? By the way,it is Asyraff Khan's birthday today. Kiong's birthday is tomorrow. There will be dikir barat rehearsal again tomorrow and there is a H1 maths test on Wednesday. I was so swayed this morning. For the sake of meeting Qiu Yan, I began my journey to PJC at 6.15am but I arrived at the bus stop near her house at 6.40am. I endured in the cold till 7am when she arrived. It was worth waiting!

Yeah baby!
I got a new laptop and I'm using it right now.
The brand is Lenovo and it costs $1800 after upgrading to 4 GB RAM.
I like the eye sensor to log in. This way, other people do not have access to my com.
On Friday, PJC had a potluck event. My group ordered pizzas and we had a great time.
I left the event at 7.30pm to go to Phattzion chalet.
The chalet was fun at night.We went into the swamp after midnight.What an adventure!
On Saturday morning, I swam 8 laps in the swimming pool with some boys.
We ate KFC after check out at 11am.Slept in the MRT.
Then on Saturday night,my famiy went to East Coast Park for BBQ with my dad's friends.
Today, my family went to IMM along with my grandma. I told her that Rebecca and Rachel would like to have dinner at her house.
I met Karin at the shop while purchasing this laptop.Had a chat with her.
Alright,college tomorrow.I still can't stop thinking about the release of O level results.

Who does he think he is ?
Criticising people from his OG
Who tried to create joy and bliss
But he dumped them through technology

His words angered the rest
Though they are only words
But his words are like pests
That we need to curb

Hundreds of adjectives
To describe the stars above
I ponder if you'd be active
If I say the word 'love'

Phattzion is having chalet
But they left their captain behind
I don't mind dancing ballet
Because I know you're kind

OK lah that's enough,
I'm so tired lah
Seeking permission from mum is tough
But tomorrow,I'll pray to Allah

I regret reaching there late
The place where we usually date
Though we rely on fate
We're still in the same state

Another long day in JC. This morning, Qiu Yan talked to me about her interest in business and also her consideration whether to go poly or not. I also have not decide where to go.It is all depend on my O level results. I heard from some people that it will be released NEXT WEEK. Still not sure.Lessons today were fun. Cyndric created joy for the class with his words that came out of his 'dirty' mind. He's not the only one anyway. Had a conversation with Danna during lunch. Virgilio and Zheng Hao were busy with their friends. I learnt Literature during Malay lesson. After that I prayed with Norrisman in the classroom. From then on, Zhi Zhong and I waited for Eugene to end his lesson from 2pm to 4pm. It started to rain. In the bus, I met Randy and his ITE friends. Talked dirty as always with him.The phatt gang arrived at my house at 7pm to borrow my bike.They will cycle to Jurong Port later. My OG member told me that there will be a potluck event this Friday from 5-8pm. I'm not sure if it is compulsory and I hope it is not because I will have to rush for Phattzion chalet after Friday prayer. PE tomorrow. Run again.

I was dismissed from college at 6pm after having dikir barat practice.It was fun and the seniors were outgoing and cool. I learnt 4 songs today and sang them out.Only 2 JC1 juniors including me attended.The dikir barat group will perform next Wednesday. School today was fun but I was bored by the 2 hours break.I ended lesson at 2pm but the dikir barat practice started at 4pm.Eugene and CC accompanied me as it was raining heavily. Some of the Phattz will be cycling to Jurong Port on one of the days this week at 3am.I would love to join them like the last time but I have to attend college. Raja will borrow my bike. Alright then.



...words can't bring me down

I have changed my blogskin!
I woke up at 10am this morning because I slept at 3am last night.On Friday, the Phattzion gang went to Kiong's house after prayer to play FIFA 08 on PS3.I lost all the matches by a goal.We also watched videos of Phattzion's idiotic acts till night.Very hilarious! Those videos will be shown to everyone at the chalet. There was a change of policy for Phattzion chalet. After holding a debate, we decided to invite girls to come. Asyraff is in charge of calling them.Yesterday, Hamizan,Nazreen,Raja and I had nothing to do and so,we went to VivoCity for fun instead of shopping. We relaxed on the rooftop and watched the sunset.Then,we went to Joey's house to play PS3 and watched EPL till 2am. The Phatt gang also had discussion over the issue on inviting girls.We settled them peacefully.After I reached home, I cooked alone and ate before sleeping.Today, a person from SingTel came to my house to install a new modem which is better. I could see that my dad's and sister's laptops have faster Internet loading but my com remain the way it is.That's why I can't wait to get a new laptop. The loading is so damn slow.Have to prepare for college tomorrow. Qiu Yan was nice to offer me a bread at the bus stop on Friday morning. The January babies of Phattzion- Asyraff,Kiong, Nuqman and myself- will celebrate our birthdays together on the 27th =).The party will be held at Nuqman's house.

Not a totally boring day today.At least I had some running,shopping and talk cocking with friends. CC and I boarded the bus without waiting for Eugene because we thought he had gone up the bus.We waited for him at Brickland Road bus stop. As always,I met Qiu Yan at the same time. We reached college earlier today. History was boring that Virgilio dozed off.The teacher only show us the A Level paper and elaborate about waht to expect for that paper.After hearing so, I feel like I couldn't do it but I still want to do it! I have to adapt to changes. During PE, we had 'road run' for more than 2 km. I had no mood and didn't run at my best ability but ended up fifth in position. After recess, I had Malay lesson.The seniors encouraged me to join Dikir barat and I did. Then I had maths lesson in which I was given homework. I met up with CC and Eugene at the cafe where we had lunch. There were various issues and sensitive topics we talked about. Unlike the past few days, we only kept quiet. Eugene and I went to Jurong Point. I want to check the price of my favourite boots and clothes. The prices have gone down. Phattzion chalet will be held next Thursday and I still have not seek permission from my parents. Surely they won't allow because I had many chalets and outings during the holidays. I'm happy to know that there are no girls this time. Last year, the netball girls joined us and the boys had less freedom. I am still thinking what to do during the 2.5 hours break tomorrow.Play PSP? Go library? CC will entertain me.I will meet up with some Phattz tomorrow at the mosque. I will resume my music career after the PAE. Currently composing rhythm and tab for my composed songs. My Malay seniors at PJC are interested to search for people who love jamming.

The GP and History lectures today were interesting but I ended up having a boring day in college. I will need to have a broad knowledge of the issues around the world if I were to excel in GP.It is more demanding than English paper.I had recess at 9am with Virgilio who is a Indonesian and we brought Economics lecture notes.The History teacher talked in a manner that won't make me fall asleep and the way he introduced the subject made me tempted to learn more.I ended my lessons at 10.30am but the students are only allowed to leave school after 12.30pm. From then,it was boring for me. I explored the campus and read through the notices. Fortunately there was Eugene who accompanied me.He had a break until 12 noon.We had a chat and he said that his class ran around the college during PE.Then we ate at the cafe before he went off for his next lecture.I was alone once again but Virgilio saw me and we decided to read newspaper in the library. I sat with Danna and Jenine to do maths homework before going home with Eugene and CC.At Boon Lay Interchange, there was an old Chinese lady carrying heavy bags after she went shopping. I offered to help her. Fortunately she alighted at the same bus stop as mine so that it won't be a burden to me. She smiled and thanked me and asked which school I'm from. In a Westwood uniform, I told her I'm from PJC. Syahiran called me when I arrived home regarding Phattzion chalet which will be held next week. My maid will go back to her hometown a few days later.She would be considered rich when she exchange the currency. My grandma also came to my house. It was nice to see her happy and I hope she will continue to be healthy.YS is still working there! And she's in NJC. Wo respect sama gua!

Today the JC1 students were allocated into their classes.We had assembly and then went to the hall where Mdm Shafa gave us a talk.The students taking H1 Maths went to the lecture theatre.We learnt Indices and there is homework given. My class had recess after that.The Economics lesson was interesting and I'm looking forward to know more about that subject because it is rewarding although it is difficult.My class ended lesson at 11.30am but we were not supposed to leave college before 12.30pm.So I spent the remaining time with some of my classmates doing maths homework in the library. I met Eugene and CC after that and we took bus home together.I slept just now.Tomorrow,my lessons will finish at 10.30am.The best day will be on Friday when I will have 2 hours and 30 minutes of break in between my lectures.

I have just collected my Edusave merit bursary at Nanyang CC. I received $250 cheque but I was lazy to take a photograph with the MP. Some of my friends were there but I could only greet them.Last night, I met Raja and both of us went to Ayer Rajah foodcourt to have dinner.We walked and talked about some issues at West Coast. I'm glab to see him happy last night.Usually he would show his emo.I reached home at 12.15am but my parents didn't scold me. I have nothing to do today. Tomorrow, the JC1 students will be allocated to their classes. I was transfered from Science stream to Arts stream. I don't wish to join any CCA for this PAE. I just want to experience the structure of the lessons there and whether I could cope with it.Hamizan and Raja are certainly happy with their work at Suntec.I'm still thinking whether to buy new boots or not because Phattzion might have matches this month.Asyraff wants the Phattzion chalet to be held at CDANS because it is cheaper.I'm looking forward to it.Alright then,nothing else to say.Tata..

The orientation at PJC today was the best one ever. It's better than ever and everyone was so active.As always, I met many girls and boys.Alright,I'll talk about events from morning to night. I met Eugene like yesterday.It got off to a bright morning when my members greeted one another. The talk today ended earlier.Then lunch. The Muslim boys went for prayer but we didn't talk.I met Raja,Zaki and Hamizan at the mosque.After that,the students danced till we were exhausted. Those January babies,including myself, were pranked by the teachers and leaders.I thought they called our names to punish us for not dancing properly.We were told to dance in front of the school but suddenly,a leader held a birthday cake the school sang a birthday song for us.The dance rehearsal was problematic but we managed to settle them.Shu Yi replaced Karen.We had no player to play the songs and had to dance according to our own timing.Before the performance and dinner, a girl named Grace took photos with me.She's from MGS.My group's performance started off well but suddenly,there was a technical fault and we had to restart.The fault occured again and the other groups perform first.We enjoyed ourselves indeed and had a big hug among the dancers.After the dinner,the finale was superb and wonderful.I'm lazy to tell about.I enjoyed and treasured every moment I had at that time.It was awesome!Ask Eugene to prove me right.

A much better day at PJC today.Yesterday,we were strangers to one another but today, it was totally different.I met Eugene at 6.30am at the bus stop.The talks today were boring but important.During one of the talks,a teacher told me to follow him to the general office. I met the teacher in-charge of the subject combination.He said that taking Physics without A Maths at JC is an odd combination and he suggested that I transfer into the Arts stream.I'm happy with that.We had mass dance with the song 'Let's get loud' which was fast and complicated.Furthermore,my leader chose me to represent my group for the line dance. A cute and dainty girl named Karen has agreed to be my partner.We only have 2 hours tomorrow to rehearse for the finale.The problem is that my rugby trial selection clash with the rehearsal tomorrow.I will talk to my leader about that.The station games were fun indeed.