Ouuuhh Westwood Sec was featured in the newspaper!

For being one of the two secondary schools to extend the holidays.

This is good news for some students but in a serious note, I hope the staffs and students there will take good care of their health and prevent further community spread.

This is no joke and I pray that Westwood won't be a H1N1 cluster.

I still love my secondary school despite some bad experiences there.

Who's name is Westwood? OURS!

Alright, I think my econs paper 2 is badly done and time let me down again.

Tomorrow is Econs case study and this is a chance for me to push up the score.

Ate at KFC with Jeremy, Keane and Nabil after that.

Met Asyraf in the bus and talked our way home.

And he talked about Transformers which further influenced me to watch it.

This Friday! Jeremy confirmed wanna watch it.

Alright, thank God the paper tmr will be held in the afternoon.

I can afford to revise for Chem tonight.

Okay, Good luck people and HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEZEL!

And thank you my friends for the motivation!

And hope that AYG will be a success!

And I plead the newspaper tomorrow not to talk about Ronaldo.

I'm tired of being sorry...

MUSIC MUSIC MUSIC! <3

I got passion but no talent

I got the attitude but no fashion

I got the instruments but no skills

But I got the point that it is all about having fun

It doesn't matter if it is complicated or basic

Coz a good music is something that people enjoy listening

Something that keeps them entertained

And makes their day

That's why I love my music...

My old keyboard which I'm still using today
Gabriel practising
Feeling ah...

School starting....exam...

I envy those people who had watched transformers...they said it is damn nice that they want to watch it again!

I wanna watch it too but I'm fighting against time!

And R.I.P MJ

Now we have POP without its King.

I'M TEMPORARILY IN PES D... =O

Went for NS medical checkup this morning.

Traffic was not as bad as I thought and ERP charged us 50 cents.

The security was tight and I had to take my temperature twice.

There were about 6 station - audio,dental,blood test,urine test and so on.

I was given PES A for all the stations except the ECG station.

Same thing like last year, I have heart abnormality.

But it is not about slow heart rate - mine was 79.

I checked the result again and spotted irregular beating patterns but it wasn't that obvious.

For safety sake, I will have another appointment to scan my heart next month.

Fortunately, the appointment will be at Jurong Medical Centre, instead of NUH.

Government will pay the expenses =)

But the doctor told me not to be worried.

Then, I did the tests with many logical questions on math, patterns.

It was fun like doing facebook quizzes but the timing was too fast for me to complete all.

After the checkup, I went out of the building and called my mother to pick me up like a spoilt brat.

She was in my grandma's home at Telok Blangah but she told me to go home alone.

I ventured the Henderson area, searching for makan places but out of nowhere I saw a big M with yellow arches and the time was perfect to have Mcvalue lunch.

Took 198 home all the way to Boon Lay. Wanted to alight at Queensway Shopping Centre to check out for new products but I was lazy.

Dear God, please sustain the strength of my heart...

MUTTONS TO LUNCH

Alright I guess I won't eat muttons anymore for the rest of this week.

Had lunch with Gabriel at Ayer Rajah Food Centre.

First we ate mutton steak each but our stomachs still weren't full.

Then we ordered mutton soup.

Really nice and we were given lots of bread.

We also had 2 drinks each and that's it, $10 gone for each of us.

The wet weather made me feel sleepy.

Went back to Gabriel's house and play guitar.

After that we decided to continue studying but I fell asleep instead.

Yeah I guess I needed some rests.

Anyway, I checked channelnewsasia.com to watch the video clips on the MOE conference.

Malaysia is an affected country right?

But I came back on the 21st June at night.

Nvm...I have to practise social distancing and check my temperature everyday.

So far, I'm fine. I don't want to kena quarantine.

NS medical checkup tmr in the morning!

I was so dumb to select the timing at 9am.

I forgot that the heavy traffic along AYE in the morning.

And I misplaced my medical screening questionaire.

Damn it!

No point breaking the door to your heart

If the door refuses to be unlocked

Because if I insist, it will resists

And the cracks will spread beyond it

I know I'm nothing more than a line in your book

Neither within the room in your heart

Nor the slightest thought in your mind

Because there are things that make you blind

How could I go against fate

Why don't those memories sweptaway from my mind

Yeah, playback is such a waste

But there are other doors for me to open

P.S. This is just a fiction

=P

Schools to re-open as scheduled despite H1N1 situation

http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/437803/1/.html

WHERE IS MY VOTE?!!!

You think this is Iran? haha just kidding.

Well, we shouldn't complain too much.

I know very well that my holidays are wasted but it's okay.

I shall enjoy life after A levels, but before NS.

Anyway, I spent the morning studying, slept in the afternoon and exercised at night.

I spent an hour in the packed gym just now before running 3 sets of 3 laps at the Jurong West stadium.

Feeling so much better. I hate bellies.

Don't know where to study tomorrow but I'll be going to Gab's house on Wednesday to compile our notes and essays.

Alright people, enjoy the rest of the holidays!

HAPPY FATHERS' DAY! to Sheikh Arzimi

Just arrived home from my 2nd home in Johor. The journey back home was a sickening one due to the long traffic. Cars cutting queues and the honks were just irritating. But it was a good Fathers' Day we had there. Last night,we had BBQ lambs, chickens and many more and it is durian season so we bought them. It's good that we are able to watch Singapore TV channels there. I was shocked to know that Singapore has more than 120 H1N1 cases already. I have friends who went to Australia, just hope they are fine. Not sure if schools will close down for another week but whether it will happen or not, I just have to continue my revision. Before going back home to Singapore, we did some shopping and I got a haircut. I will have NS medical checkup this week. Hope I don't have any heart problem. Last year, I had to forgo OBS camp because I had slow heart rate but that was already settled and I'm fine now. More bad news coming up. Haze is one of them. Hope North Korea is not stupid enough to fire missiles onto another country. And I appreciate the criticism made on C.Ronaldo =D Their comments are well taken into account by me!

HEY! I NEED TO TELL YOU SOMETHING....

1. I need 2 tell u something, read number 5

2. Are u in a rush? read number 8

3. Are u curious? read number 9

4. Look its the following....u betta read number 15

5. I havent got the guts....just read number 17

6. I would like to tell u..but u should read number 16

7. I'll tell u...but first read number 2

8. Its very simple...just read number 4

9. Dont get nervous..its simple..jus read number 18

10. Not yet...but read number 19

11. Are u gettin tired? relax...just read number 13

12. Like i was sayin....read number 3

13. You're nearly there....read number 20

14. Just dropped by 2 say Hi!:) Now go on wit ur work.

15. Ur getting nervous..just read number 6

16. U still dont get it? just read number 12

17. Oh! im embarassed....read number 7

18. I dunno if u'll understand...just read number 10

19. Read number 11...slowly...and u'll find out

20. Now i tell u....read number 14...really quietly ok?

Seize The Day...

Alright today mugging as per usual at Jurong East Library.
I have been studying there with Jeremy over the past few days.
He couldn't study at home and so do I.
Too distracted by the sight of the laptop.
Haha after studying Jeremy wanted to watch movie alone.
ALONE? That's weird.
So I accompanied him to watch Land of the Lost at Jurong Point.
There's nothing to do at home anyway so why not I enjoy myself.
And yeah I should say the movie is seriously hilarious with very dirty elements of jokes inside.
Haha I think if local TV want to show this movie, they should censor many parts of it!
Yeah you guys should watch it.Damn funny!
If emo people like me could burst into laughter like mad, then it's worth watching it! Haha!
Those dirty scenes were just hard to forget! =D

HOME ALONE AGAIN!!! =D

Daddy,Mummy,younger brother and sister stayed over at Johor house while elder sister is at grandparents' house now.

I don't like to be alone but at times like this freedom is what I want.

But too bad that I'm feeling tired.

My eyes will be closing soon and they are red.

I wish to go out now and hang out with friends but there were no plans being made.

Actually they did and they asked me yesterday to play soccer but I gave an excuse to study.

I'm getting nervous now...mid -year exam is coming and I haven't started what I had planned to do for revision.

Hope the swine flu cases will get serious so that schools will close but I know we can't afford afford to do that.

And I'm sick of North Korea.

And definitely Cristiano Ronaldo's transfer to Real Madrid.

Oh yeah anyway the Aviva Spore Open men singles semi-final match was TOTALLY AWESOME!!!

I was taking a break from study just now and watched the first set on TV.

Their playing styles glued my eyes to the screen.

After dinner, I lepak alone outside, thinking if I am the same person again.

A situation can be optimistic to me but the pessimistic part keeps haunting my mind.

I respect what you said and I would try to understand it.

Hey, we are sharing the common enemy.

Your fear of being in this is also my fear all these while.

But I had faced it several times, that's why writing songs has become my habit.

EMO is the new jiwang. haha

The frustration, betrayal, sadness are expressed into lyrics.

And you just have to enjoy yourself.

I want to be like that too but thanks to the education system.

Go hang out with your friends, shopping, watch movies and so on.

I hope I'm not pressurising you.

So long you are happy like you always do. =)

I'm still your friend and I'm also holding on to your secrets.

DON'T LET ME SPILL THE BEANS!

and I wish to have mr cook here.

I'm hungry....

Is everything that I would give, is everything you couldn't take?

I know I'm Good for Something,
I just haven't Found it Yet,
and I Need it...

Stupid cat! One more time you shit at home, you won't get anymore food!

Yesterday class outing was not quite fun but relaxing.

Let's have more of that!...(if we have time)

Reached home late last night but my parents didn't even ask where did I go.

They were happily watching TV while eating spring chicken.

And once again I have to cook for my brother today as both my parents had gone to work.

I went to study at gek poh CC where there is no one in the study room.

The weather nowadays is so hot that I decided to go there to enjoy the air-con.

(Even the newspaper today talked about it! Temp will rise to 35 deg C)

I don'twant to waste my house electrical usage!

The place was so quiet and shivering cold.

The silence was really silent.

I decided to listen to my MP3 while doing work.

I turned on the shuffle and guess what?

The first few songs that were played are all those screamo with scary rhythms.

I guess my Facebook quiz result was right- I have fear in being alone.

Nevertheless, today's work was productive =D

When i arrive home, I smell something.

I walked up the staircase and saw a DISGUSTING PIECE OF SHIT right beside my room!!!

Damn it! It must be Simon the cat!

How could you do this to me?

What wrong have I done? OK I'm sorry for struming the guitar hard while you were sleeping.

But ARRRRGGHHHH!!! I thought you were well-trained to know where to dump your waste!

And I had cleared the mess already...

I'll fall asleep tonight

Because that brings me closer to you

Okay....the night is so quiet...
Maybe my previous post scares people off.
Hope not!
I'm still your friendly neighbourhood =)
Haha okay later in the day I'm going to Gabriel's house for class outing.
We are planning for some surprises and I'm looking forward to have more fun.
I revised History today (coz somebody you-know-who needs help on it).
Revising not enough still.
I guess I have to write essays in exam conditions for me to be productive but at the moment I need to consolidate my content again.
Yeah life sucks but this is what I go to school for!
Maybe I should try to aim for the Most Improved Student Award =D haha
Possible........hope so.
Nah...I should focus bit by bit instead of dreaming about that straight away.
Just like in a competition, you don't think of the Final after playing just the first game.
You should focus on one game at a time and try to improve on the next.

THIS IS RIDICULOUS! WTH?!

I'm pissed off abit.
I am trying to forget it.
Thinking too much is such a waste of time.
Whatever you do in the Internet,
Whatever you say,
Bear in mind that there are others watching
(I'm not refering to my you-know-who-you-are =D )
Not only that, you even told your friends how kind I am towards you.
That is fine but what I don't like is that you talk about it ALL THE TIME!
And gossips arise that my ears don't wish to listen.
I don't even know you well and I don't talk to you everyday.
For goodness sake, don't try to use me as a tool to make your friends jealous or for whatever reason.
I'm fine if you want to do what you want
But there is no point in doing so
Just so you know,
my heart is with you-know-who!
Sorry. I hope you understand...
I'm still the same person.
And this is one side of me.
When I'm serious, I mean business.

I swear that you don't have to go

I thought we could wait for the fireworks

I thought we could wait for the snow

To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt

I thought I could live in your arms

And spend every moment I had with you

Stay up all night with the stars

Confess all the faith that I had in you

To late, I'm sure and lonely

Another night, another dream wasted on you

Just be here now against me

You know the words so sing along for me baby

For heaven's sake I know you're sorry

But you won't stop crying

This anniversary may never be the same

Inside I hope you know I'm dying

With my heart beside me

In shattered pieces that may never be replaced

And if I died right now you'd never be the same

I thought with a month of apart

Together would find us an opening

And moonlight would provide the spark

And that I would stumble across the key

Or break down the door to your heart

Forever could see us not you and me

And you'd help me out of the dark

And I'd give my heart as an offering

And I will always remember you as you are right now to me

And I will always remember now

Sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side

How does he feel, how does he kiss

How does he taste while he's on your lips

I can't forget you

I know you want me to want you I want to

But I can't forgive you

So when this is over don't blow your composure baby

I can't forgive you

I know you want me to want you I want to!

-3 Cheers for 5 Years by Mayday Parade

Phattz...

Felt guilty of not studying today...hehe

Had to make breakfast for my siblings this morning.

Made hot dogs rolled with dough.

My parents slept over at our house in Johor last night.

I hate to do housework!

Then I went to Westwood for the game against NT Warriors.

Lost 3-1.

Long time never play soccer together but things improved well in the second half.

The bad part of it was that we had to pay for the field.

Lepak at Kenny's cafe with Phattzion after that.

Some of them then went to Joey's house to play Rock Band.

I didn't and went home, planning to study but wrote a song instead.

Suddenly there were weird but cool rhythms in my mind.

Alright! See you!

I'll CONFIRM be studying tmr!

Questions you ignite,
The flames are so damn bright.
Nothing makes no sense anymore.
Hide behind your face,
It gives so much away.
You don't make no sense anymore.

AND WTH????? JONAS BROTHERS WILL HAVE MUSIC TOUR WITH THE WONDERGIRLS??!!!

OMG those dudes just don't deserve it!!! They are overrated!

Finally it's Friday! =D

Alright...Math Paper tomorrow!

I have been practising lots of questions that my brain can't take it anymore.

Today's revision was relatively unproductive, unlike the previous days.. =(

Had a good sleep last night but still I wasn't so active.

Nevertheless, I'm prepared to sit for the exam.

Bring it on! (whoa..sekali I kena owned by the paper tmr....so paiseh..) -_-

Arrgghh....let's put serious stuff aside...

Now for the 'FUN' side...

Back by popular demand, Singapore Flyer is extending the $10* Student Weekday Flight. Any student with a valid student ID can enjoy this offer!

Promotion ends 26 June =D.....while time lasts!

Terms and conditions apply... =(

Haha...more great things coming up!

Tomorrow the ACHIEVERS of PJC will have Achievers' Night Dinner at Bukit Batok CSC.

I had been there before playing bowling in which I was 'off-form' while playing with some ruggers.

(Hezel, be prepared for something 'entertaining' there tmr)

Haha...isn't life good? The ruggers will have free food AGAIN!

And please don't wear slippers and bermudas, says Mr Kwok.

FC Phattzion will have a match against arch rivals NT Warriors this Saturday afternoon at Westwood.

I'm not sure whether I can be a good centre-back like I used to be.

Too much rugby already! Haha

But regardless of the sports, I'd always enter the game with the same mindset -WIN.

Alright, good luck people!

I'm eyeing for that special place...
Somewhere the naked eye cannot see
A place where there is no unauthorised entry
It's like a reserved parking
Only special individuals deserve it
While I'm fighting for it
I have to be recognised
And make things organised
Without paying for a price

ARRGGGHHHH!!! My mind needs a BREAK!

I've been seeing numbers, x,y,z , =,+,-,X,%...etc for the past 2 days!
Yeah, math is the reason!
Studied with Jeremy just now at Jurong East Library from 1pm till 6pm.
Ate at IMM, lepak there as well.
During the ride home, i fell asleep.
These pictures came into my mind...

YES! I WANNA GO TOWN...BADLY!

I wanna ride Singapore Flyer again ( during sunset )

Take more photos at Marina Barrage (not the water plant but the roof!)
Shop at Bugis (especially clothings)

Watch movies! (WTH the last movie I watched was in January!)..so pathetic

Loitering around Arab Street (you guys know what's there!)

etc...etc..etc...

so sick of Jurong Point...

What we did after GP yesterday... =P

Yeah I did the essay question on "Is an economic crisis always bad?".

Hope I'll do fine.

Math Paper next Wednesday.

Left one more paper on my revision set.

Hmm...nothing else to talk about.

This is how boring my life is...=(

But I know when to make myself happy =)

It has to start from me.

Waiting for your call...