Sunday, May 04, 2008

Why should I not be happy at the first place?
I mean there's no reason why I should be unhappy.
Losing the semi-final did not affect me to a large extent.
I could afford to smile after that game.
Is it because the girls I like don't spend time with me?
Well, that is because I don't have time to spend with them.
It is a mutual understanding.
Is it because my pimples make cause me to have low self-esteem?
Well, I have more than enough money to spend on facial treatment but the time is not suitable.
Like it or not my pimples will be gone eventually.
Friends? I have lots of them to have fun with.
Jealousy? Yeah maybe but that can be easily overcome.

So what is my problem?
Studies? That's normal.
Maybe I have been thinking too much about other irrelevant stuffs.
What do I care if Chelsea win the title? I don't benefit from it.
Why should I care too much when tests are coming? They are just testing my understanding.
I've been caring too much about other things,instead of myself.
Let me try to be more self-centred.
Okay, nothing happens. Just think about what will I learn tomorrow. Nothing else.

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