FUCK, FUCK, FUCK , FUCK!!!!!!!!!!
Damn it, KNNCCB!
How could this happened to me?
I couldn't believe it!
I FAILED Final Theory Test!
It's not that I didn't study, I treated it like a bible.
While practical driving lessons were fine, the fact that I screwed up this was really so fucked up!
Gosh....my friends were right, FTT was meant to be tricky.
The choices given for each question are logical and make sense but you'll have to choose the best option.
Okay, fine, I accept that I failed this one but the most fucking piece of shit that piled more misery to me is that the next available slot for FTT will be in May.
MAY, I tell you!
That's like 3 months later?
The earliest that I could book is on 8th May and I'll be entering SCDF on the 4th.
WHY? WHY? WHY???
I'm so demoralised now, so heartbroken.
Mom is going to give me the Chevrolet car soon but that will be delayed.
Even so, booking for Traffic Police Test would take an even longer time.
I feel so wrecked, so pissed off.
I think I could only drive in Malaysia for now, assuming that I won't get caught.
I cancelled tmr's driving lesson as I need to settle down now.
Feel like a loser now, though I keep telling myself to be patient and have faith.
Disappointing.........
Really....
I wish I could bribe someone to give up his or her FTT slot for me...
I'm pretending to be okay...

Okay, meeting Joash later for soccer...
This is the first time in 2010 that I feel this way.
Perhaps the next time would be during A level results day.
But at least I'm anticipating it, unlike this morning.