PJC 3-10 CJC

Such an emotional day,especially for the senior ruggers, when we lost the semi-final. We deserved a better result but credit to the CJCs players who defended their vital lead like hell. I played despite my illnesses but I myself felt that I did not perform that well. Thank you SCs for coming down to CCAB to support us. Most of the players cried. Mr Kwok cried. To me, it is not the first time experiencing defeat in a crucial game. In my 4 years in Westwood, we faced defeat after defeat and our 83-0 lost to RI was published in the newspaper. My heart is never happy and maybe it is meant to be this way. Thank you Jolin for not sms-ing me anymore. You know how to make me happy but your method didn't please me. The 3rd/4th placing will be held next Friday at CCAB. Bad day but we had showed that we are not easy meat. Haikal, Kumaran,Ting Wei,Neeraj,Gaurav and I ate at KAP McDonald's before going home. Malay project to be completed during the weekend and Math test on Monday. I think I'm sick again.

LABOUR DAY...

I woke up quite late today. The mucus in my nose is intolerable and I have to cough everytime I speak. Felt dizzy at times. Body temperature is 37.2 deg C. No more fever. My family didn't go out today. I spent my time at noon doing homework so that I won't be so busy this weekend. Math test on Binomial Distribution and Probability will be held next Monday. There is a rugby match tomorrow against CJC at CCAB. I hope I'll be fine tomorrow to play. I lost my mouthguard after the game last week. I'll have to be careful when tackling. If not, my lips will have inner cuts just like that time. In the late afternoon just now, I played soccer with Fariss,Nazreen,Asyraff,Joey,Kiong and Syahiran. I had breathing difficulties while playing and got exhausted easily.Damn it. After that, we went to Pioneer Mall to have a chat till 7pm.

Well done Chelsea!

HAPPY 41st BIRTHDAY ,Mom!

Just came back from playing bowling.

I spent the whole day yesterday doing nothing.

Feel so boring not coming to school.

Nothing to do at home.

At least I wrote a new song today.

I'm still not well.

That bitch whom I mentioned about called me but I didn't answer.

She just don't get it.

Damn I'm sick.

I went to the clinic just now.

I'll be absent tomorrow and forgo my rugby training.

Some of my classmates are also sick like me.

I think I'm the one who spread the illness.

Another thing that I can't tolerate is that unknown bitch who keeps sms-ing me.

There is a meaning when I do not reply your sms for more than a week.

I'm not interested in you and your fantasy.

I'm a changed person.Last time, I felt that love is lust.

But as years go by, I understand the meaning of it,which you lack.

See, I even listen to love songs and feel the lyrics to get emo.

I'm at the wrong side as well.

I feel guilty for making you fall for me but then I let you go away.

I feel bad for not replying your sms:

I sms you for so many days already but you didn't reply me.You are so heartless.Not curious to listen to my voice and see me already har??? Sms me lahz Sheikh.

I'm sorry for showing the wrong side of me. I'm not heartless but it is true that I'm not curious about the topic you brought up. I'd not be human to reply you with those answers.
Please don't disturb me again.

This is a useless post as you don't even know that I have a blog.

I will be strong I will be faithful

'cause I'm counting on

A new beginning

A reason for living

A deeper meaning

DAMN! I SCREWED UP THE CHEMISTRY TEST!

Say goodbye to the 5% of the promotional score for Chemistry. I did study but my answers were bullshit. Don't know what to do about it. All I want to do now is to recap on those chapters and PAY REALLY CLOSE ATTENTION during lessons. Yeah I'm a study freak but I also want to have fun. The History test results were dismal. Only a small percentage of students passed it including me obviously. Beware to that girl who scored 53/58 marks! I have not reached the climax yet. My day will come. Flu,cough,headache have been disturbing me throughout the day. My body temperature was 36.3 degree C but I felt that I had fever.Xian Ren is in deep shit as his Chinese teacher questioned him why he did not attend Chinese lessons for a long time. I'm sick.

Great day yesterday. Chelsea beat Man Utd 2-1.Love you Ballack! But it is still not enough. Expect Man Utd to be beaten by West Ham in the upcoming match. Today, my mind is filled with Chemistry concepts. Honestly I feel that I lacked the practice. Math test will be on Tuesday but my Math teacher didn't attend school last week and have not gone through Binomial Distribution which will be tested. The topic on Probability is also a bit shaky. Luckily the Economics test is postponed to 14 May. But my class will have Chem SPA on that day.


Damn it. No rugby training tomorrow but still have to go home late as the Chemistry test will commence from 6pm to 7.30pm. I envy the poly students who can afford to slack but my ultimate aim is to get into university. I went to my grandparents' house just now.My grandma cooked roti jala which I ate 10 pieces. Love them!

PJC 43-0 NYJC

Pioneer ruggers advance to the semi-final of the Police Cup in Plate category after a hungry performance that thrashed Nanyang JC 43-0. The forwards were superb and played exceptionally well. Not to forget our backline. Their passing and set-pieces were almost flawless. We won majority of the scrums including theirs. What made me much happier was that I assisted 4 of the tries. My try was not counted because the referee said that he 'couldn't see'. Nevermind,we won and will meet CJC at CCAB next Friday. I'm satisfied with our performance and surely the rest did.

I spent the whole afternoon doing assignment
I wish I could go out somewhere
To get a good rest and excitement
But life is not fair


I want to say it but couldn't
Coz when I say it
You'll ask ' I beg your pardon'
And won't believe it


Let me take you there....

PJC vs NYJC tomorrow! The deciding game on whether we would face a tougher opponent or not in the semi-final. Chemistry test on Monday from 6pm to 7.30pm. Must win, must score more!

The bleeding outside me is painful
But it hurts even more on the inside
Your hoax made me a fool
Despite that I still have pride

The bloodily dried wound
Sticks on the plaster
I tried to let go of you
But it hurts at each attempt

Red is the colour of love
Red is the colour of blood
Red is the colour of my eyes above
Whenever you break my heart

By Sheikh

Life is meaningless without your love
Life is about having faith in you
Life is seeing you in joy
My life is in you

Bring me to that place
Where there's nothing but me and you
Here I stand longing for your embrace
Nothing else could ever take your place

I remember how you found me
In that very same day
All my feelings surely would have drown me
Still you made a way

Show me how to live
Teach me in your ways
Let all I think and say please you
Cause your words speaks louder than this world

Who am I that you would know me from the start
Set me apart
Who am I that you would place eternity
Into my heart
You have given to me
More than this world could ever
My purpose is found in you

One life,I known you
One love,I have with you
Touch me again
And hold my outstretched hands

By Xian Ren

She catched my wave instead...

Can't you just stop disturbing me?
I'm glad that you're disappointed
And sorry coz you're being rejected
As my priority is not you!


Why the hell I'm in JC for?
To flirt with a slut like you at night
Instead of doing revision?
I know you want some temptation


And you know I'm good at it
At least for a while
But it does not lasts
Let it be our past


Still dissatisfied by it?
Still crying over it?
I could feel it too
Just get over it


Don't cause me to have emotional pain
Coz I already have physical pain on my body
Don't try to make me fall for you
Coz my mind keeps thinking about her beauty

08S31 celebrating the birthdays of our classmates.

Maybe I don't know

That it was a true you

Maybe I follow my heart

And ignore you

How cruel could I be?

Even the most harmless

Question you asked

It was meaningless

I have my own life

I can't sms you everytime

I know I'm selfish

But you can't deny it

I shouldn't be doing this
Doing what I'm not supposed to do
That would deprive you
And ruin you



What more could I say?
With over 80 sms-es that day
With no outcome in the end
Coz you're not even my friend




I don't even know you
And you don't know me
But I told you what's in me
I couldn't trust what's in you




I called you to hear your voice
You saw my number
And rejected it
Giving excuses that are invalid




You kept sms-ing me till today
But I didn't reply you since yesterday
You're too good to be true
But I'm too good to be myself




This is a true account
Not a fictional story
It can be a song
But now it is history...



Anyway, I catched your wave again today =D
May we study together one day...

PJC 20-0 Hwa Chong

The first and vital win for PioneeRugby. We played extremely well in the first half, scoring 20 points and really killed our opponents off. But that quality of play did not exist in the second half when we were held by them and didn't score any try. Furthermore, there were a few fighting incidents and Law, our pack leader, was given a yellow card and suspended in the next important fixture against Nanyang JC. The supporters including the touch rugby girls were great! Indeed, the second half was totally screwed up. No matter what, Mr Kwok gave compliment to me in front of the ruggers after the game. He said that I was there in every rug, I played with my passion and heart and so on. He said well done to me and they applauded me. Nice feeling but I'm still dissatisfied wi th the game. We could have scored more.

I went to JP to eat and then went home. Homework needs to be done as always. History project, Malay project,Project Work and so on. History test,GP test and Chem test coming up!

Hey girl, I did catch your wave!

Celebrating Dad's Birthday &

Riding the Singapore Flyer

Happy 42nd Birthday!
On board the Singapore Flyer
View of the CBD
Sheikh having a great time!
Family pic

It was my dad's 42nd birthday yesterday and he obviously didn't go to work.

The E-Learning was okay but I hate it when the loading lagged for a long time.

We arrived at the Singapore Flyer centre at 9pm and there was a long stretch of queue.

We managed to board the cabin at around 10.15pm. The slow ride took 30 minutes.

The view from the top was spectacular as if you were looking from the top storey from a tall hotel. We were having such a great time but the need to go to school on the following day spoilt my mood. Thanks Mom and Dad!

As for today, an emergency evacuation exercise was being held under the hot sun at noon. Our timing to reach the assembly area which is the field is quite fast. Other than the burning sun, the students also complained about the muddy field. As you can see in the picture, some even carried umbrellas. So smart of them. In the afternoon, the J1 students watched the movie 'I Am David' which is about the struggle of a child in escaping from labour camp in hope to find freedom. I was touched by it and inspired by it. Then I had rugby training.

Exploring Bukit Timah with hosts Sheikh and Raja....

'urinating'
?
step Spider-man
The alley
Drug-addict face
Reflection

Escape the fate
The long steps ahead

accidentally nice visual effect

Yep, fun indeed taking pics with Raja.

Before that, we ate at Al-Ameen.
We called other friends to come along but they had excuses. Right Zaki?

Nevermind. Raja and I were trying to be artistic.

I observed that Bukit Timah is an 'antique' and historic place.

We'll explore some other good places next time.

Perhaps Nuqman the photographer can come along and apply his skills.

AWARDS' DAY @ WWSS

Passing Out Parade
SC Investiture
XuanJun playing guzheng
Mr Ramesh!...
Trekking the woods in the west

It rained heavily in the morning but I managed to arrive early. I had fun talking to my fellow batch and I'm glad that they are happy with their life so far. Phattz arrived shortly after I had received my prize which is a Popular book voucher of $15. Hmm...I know it is small but I deserve it. Bryan Tiong the valedictorian received about $100. You guys should understand why. After the event, I sat and ate with JJC students -Eugene,Noella,Melissa and Nicholas- instead of sitting with Phattz who are poly students.The ITE bunch also chat on their own. Ms Joy Chen also joined us and she said that the alumni of Westwood Chorus will go to Czech Republic! Then I joined Phattz in meeting with other teachers. We didn't go for prayer but we went to the library. I went back to PJC to have rugby training.

What I think might be wrong

What i assume might also be wrong

But what won't be wrong

Is that I love you

I'm not sure what you think of me

Neither am I sure what you really like

But one thing I'm certain of

Is that I am falling for you

I don't care what others say

i only want your hugs

I don't care how bad you are

I'm not that good anyway

I don't care if I'm being called stupid

As long as you love me

by Xian Ren

I'll be attending Westwood Sec Awards' Day tomorrow!

The Distinction in POA award awaits me.

PJC 0-65 RJC

Scoreline doesn't matter. We played much better and we have picked up many positive points from the game. I missed some of the tackles and really have no match against them in terms of tackling. No matter what, my teammates praised me and just hope to do much better in the next 2 games.

Such a frustrating day!

I waited for the 172 bus from 6.45am to 7.20am at the bus stop.

In the end, I took the cab in which I had to pay $12.I arrived in school just in time for assembly.

During the journey along the KJE, I saw a few SMRT buses being caught in the jam caused by a car breakdown.

Xian Ren and I were caught sleeping by Ms Haridas. I slept at 1am last night and the cool weather caused me to fall asleep. My Preliminary Idea for Project Work was being showcased to my class as an exemplary one.

I revised Economics while while waiting for the rain to stop.

The worst is yet to come....

Pioneer JC vs Raffles JC tomorrow!

"

By Xian Ren

Monday blues as usual.My class had a math test which frustrated Syafiq. Economics test is on this Wednesday. JC life is getting tougher. I can't stop thinking about the upcoming game against RJC though I tried to calm myself and believe that I can make an impact.

Another boring weekend...

But a good one indeed as Arsenal title hopes are slipping away =)

I went to the library at noon yesterday.

Saw Mel,Susan,Yan Qi,Swee Chin and Sheue Lee and studied with them.

Last night, my family went to BBQ at East Coast Park. Indeed boring...

I just wish I had somebody of my age to talk to at the beach but too bad.

Today, I'm stucked at home. I did my PW PI and other homework.

The rest of my family members are shopping at IMM while it is home alone for me.

Many tests this week!

I've been recalled back into the rugby starting 15.
And have to face Raffles JC at home next Wednesday.
I hate wearing the mouthguard in which made me unable to speak.
Many homeworks this weekend.
Feel like jamming tomorrow.

Economics seem to get more complicated.

During PE,a 19-year-old female teacher took charge of Mr Ang's lesson.

The boys said those common things.

We did 4 X 100 and 4X 400 relays.

During recess, the SC candidates rallied us with their speeches.

We did summary during Malay lesson.

I had another break then, and only one SC candidate rallied us.

I received the card (below):

During Chemistry, it was tiring and I couldn't absorb anything.

Nabil,Maverick,Jeremy and I did our work at the cafe after school.

At 4pm, we went to the gym.

Back home after that.

School was as per normal. My class had GP summary test. After school, I didn't attend my house meeting and began my journey to NUH. I had Mac for lunch before riding the MRT. I arrived at the Faculty of Destistry at 3pm. The doctor removed the stitches on my lips. It was a tedious process as the stitches were sticked to the dried wound. Next, I had X-ray of my teeths. All are intact and fine. It was my first time using X-ray. The technology was sophisticated. Then I went back to the first doctor and gave him the film of my X-ray result. He said that I can resume rugby training but he pointed out about the tooths on the extreme ends of my lower gum. I need to remove them as they won't continue growing and they trap bacteria and may cause tooth decay. I have another appointment in 3 months time. I took 97 and then 99 home. I quickly did my homework and then I went to the gym alone. Neeraj told me that the rugby boys lost 78-0 to ACJC. I have no comment. Too bad I didn't play.

APRIL'S FOOL

I didn't blog for the past few days simply because I arrived home late and have no time to turn on my laptop.My lip is getting better and the swell has got smaller. I already bought the mouthguard so that I can wear it while playing rugby. PJC Rugby team will play away against ACJC tomorrow. I can't play because I have yet to recover fully and I cannot attend because I have an appointment at NUH tomorrow. Damn it, cannot meet Christabel! =( The stitches on my lip will be removed and the doctor will use X-ray to scan my teeth. Surely it is expensive and for my mom's sake, the insurance company better compensate the amount! Life in JC is getting stresser. More tests coming up. Loads of assignments,project work etc...

Today, I didn't get pranked by anyone. Lessons were okay. Just a typical schooling day.

Anyway,Ms Agnes Teo called me last night. She told me that I have to attend Awards' Day ceremony next Friday to receive the Top in POA award. I want to go jamming again this Saturday.