Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone...
Anyway,

Avram Grant is SACKED!

Thank you for making Chelsea:

2nd in the Premiership

2nd in the Champions League

2nd in the League Cup

Lost to Giant-Killers Barnsley in FA Cup

No silverwear this season but I appreciate his resilience in reviving Chelsea from the dead.

No matter what, Abramovich judges a manager by the number of silverwears he won, not the qualities that he has. Goodbye!

I spent the whole day at home.

Just read the notes and stuff without practice.

Another song written but I was fed-up that I lost the adapter for my keyboard.

Using a guitar would be better.

I have to come to school everyday next week.

No point treating it as holidays.

And good luck to those who have O Level MT exam on Monday!

Gentarasa 2008

The JC1 Malay students watched Gentarasa at the Esplanade today.

I had to forgo the M1 rugby 10s and also Phattzion match.

Mr Yacob Ibrahim attended it as well.

The performance was okay but I observed that some people slept.

I only like the background music which was played live but the dance made me feel bored.

And those mats and minahs who sat near me just couldn't keep their irritating mouth shut.

Syafiq shouted at them while I scolded vulgarities to them in my heart and gave a stare.

After the performance, we ate BK at Marina Square and hang around.

We also went to Orchard to check out the latest fashion.

And talking about fashion, some of us watched a fashion show at the Heeren.

Went home after that with Syafiq and my legs are tired after standing in MRT throughout the journey to Boon Lay.

I checked out the score from Nazreen.

Phattzion lost 3-1 to NT Warriors.

One of the factors for the lost was that their captain didn't play but that is not an important one.

Don't know what to do tomorrow.Maybe I'll just do revision at CC.

Long time never study there.

Mr Yacob Ibrahim walking to the theatre

Mats of different kinds relaxing one corner

Fashion Show at The Heeren

You know it tears me up inside

to see the feelings that you hide

Hide inside that empty bottle.

I wish you saw how great you were

I wish you saw what life was worth

You wouldn't have to hide your problems

GP exam this morning. I did question 6: "Marriage is no longer an attractive option in modern society.How true is this in your country?". I find it okay and hope to do well for it. Chemistry lesson after that but less than half of the class attended it. In the afternoon, I went to CCAB for the combined schools rugby training. It was great and I learnt alot from the players. The tactic when attacking was complicated at first but after a number of practices, I could understand it. Abel, Wong Jieh and I ate at Al -Ameen where I met Nazreen and Zaki. Nazreen,Zaki and I went to CCK to meet Raja and Hamizan for no good reason- just to interact and disturb Zaki. Suddenly out of nowhere, we saw Shaun and gang. We had a chat with one another and it was like a mini-reunion. Went home after that. I'm so exhausted. My friends can't stop teasing me about John Terry's missed penalty. It doesn't matter. What matters to me is that Cristiano Ronaldo missed the penalty. I was a Man Utd fan but when he entered Man Utd, I began to hate them.

M1 10s tournament tomorrow but I can't attend as I will be watching Gentarasa at the Esplanade with the Malay students. Phattzion will also have a match against Anti-warriors at Westwood field but the 'star' players such as me (as if) and Fariss can't make it. See how Phattzion would perform without their captain.

Track and Field Meet was held today in PJC but I didn't attend it. Owens,my house, won it and congratulation to those who competed. Before the event started, there was a cold war among a former student and a Pioneer. I don't know whether it turned out to be radical or not. Wong Jieh, Abel and I headed to CCAB where we were supposed to have a combined schools rugby trial but it has been postponed to this Friday due to the poor attendance. We were frustrated though but it is okay. We were so enthusiastic that we arrived there at 3.15pm even though it was supposed to start at 4. The selected combined school squad will compete with those from poly and ITE and those who can make the cut will go to Darwin,Australia. I don't know where my standard is as compared to other players. I'll just have to play and do what I can this Friday.

On Friday, I have GP exam in the morning and was planning to go to the Peranakan Museum for PW but too bad that I have the trial. Abel and I ate McDonald's at KAP before going home. I went back to CCK to buy contact lenses. Went home with Hannah. I'm going to have busy schedule during the holidays.

Wong, Abel and myself on the 'journey' to Australia.

I'm really bored.
I had no one to talk to verbally throughout the day.
Indeed a lonely life.
I only ate nasi lemak for lunch though I have $100 to spend.
I did my assignments since noon and left with revision for the upcoming test.
I feel this is a boring post as I start the sentences with the letter 'I'.
Nothing else to say.
Going out later to eat.

COLLEGE DAY

Past VS Present

Both the rugby alumni teams achieved the top two positions. To be honest, I didn't play that well today. A forward like me had to play fullback position which I'm not used to. Nevertheless, we enjoyed ourselves. There was an alumni who 'fly tackled' me that left me flat onto the ground for a second. I want to watch the replay of that incident but could not. The ruggers ate at Lot 1 again after that. I didn't do any assignment today.I really need a rest. Now I'm at Pioneer Mall with Kiong,Joey and Syahiran with our laptops. I hate doing laundry at home and the birds are really irritating!

Once again, I had poor time-management while doing History test- this time I didn't write the conclusion. Ms Adeline Tan, our Econs teacher, did not teach us during her period and instead, she allowed us to study for History. Chemistry lesson was 2 hours just now. I tried my best to pay attention but couldn't. The student Leaders of various CCAs had a briefing just now. We will be having a camp. Rugby training was fine. Most of the ruggers ate at Lot 1 after training. Past vs Present game tomorrow for College Day! My family is surely having a great time in KL. I wish I were there too. Lots of responsibility at home -laundry,tidy home, wash dishes and also feed the 4 birds. I have the cat outside my house to accompany me.

Why don't we hit 'restart' and 'pause' it at our favourite part?

HOME ALONE

My family headed to KL to attend my cousin's wedding this weekend and it is another 'home alone' for me. I wanted to come along but there is a test tomorrow and I also have activities to participate in on College Day. Have a safe trip!

Today's Econs test was okay but poor time-management caused me to have little time to do the last question which is 8 marks out of 25. I knew how to answer the question but it is too late and just hope that I can pass it. Other students also faced the same problem. Those who skipped the Malay tutorials were caught by Mdm Siti just now. I hope they had learnt their lesson. My class had GP lecture before we were dismissed.

I was appointed as the rugby captain yesterday and my teammates commemorated it by 'poling' my ___ against the rugby post ( must censor a bit coz got teacher reading this!). Okay, gotta rest well for History test tomorrow...

A Level Chemistry SPA Skills B and C tomorrow. What is there to prepare except to practise stoichiometry questions. I am concern about the calculations. Hope things will go well for me tomorrow. No more mistakes. I had enough of it. On Thursday there will be Economics test and on Friday, History test. Next Tuesday will be SEA History test and on that Friday, it will be GP Mid-year exam. I'm not whining or complaining. I'm just preparing mentally. No JC2s for tomorrow's rugby training. We're on our own, a team of one! We'll be back stronger next season. And we'll build on this on 14 May.

A smile from you will do...=D

Sheikh is not wild enough to do this ...

First thing first, I would like to congratulate Man Utd for winning the EPL title (insincerely).

It would be meaningless if Chelsea were to ift the title without captain John Terry,who was hospitalised after collision with Petr Cech. Wasted my time last night.

Today, the ruggers received the medals during morning assembly. It is my second medal so far in PJC. More to come for sure but too bad that I didn't sign up for any event for the Track and Field Meet. Lessons were boring as per normal but the highlight for today was during History lecture. Ms Nura was frustrated and annoyed with our attitude. She said that her Normal Technical class was "so much better" than us. She had been tolerating our shit and nonsense - latecoming, late submission of assignments, not attentive in class and more- since the start of the term. She left the lecture halfway and the History students had nothing to do for the remaining half an hour.

During PE, the girls did their NAPFA test while the boys were free to go. Nabil, Syafiq,Gabriel and I played soccer with other Pioneers till 7pm. We're sorry Ms Nura but there is no point apologising as she said "words don't mean anything". She wants to see our "actions". Saw Melissa in the bus on the way home. I can tell that she is stressful. Perhaps Daphne Tay might be much more stressful in poly and memorise her notes in the MRT.Haha...

I'm at Pioneer Mall McDonald's along with Kiong,Zufaidi and Joey. My family is eating here also.
I did my Evaluation of Material halfway through.Damn I really need a rest.

PJC 47-0 NYJC

PIONEERUGBY achieved 2nd runner-up for the Police Rugby Cup Plate Divison after beating Nanyang JC in the 3rd/4th placing. It was the last game for the JC2s and they made the day theirs. I didn't manage to score and I also missed the conversion kick. Nevermind about that, it was a clean sheet for us. I will miss the JC2s and from now onwards, they will not train with us anymore. Good luck to them! I watched the Final match in which CJC beat JJC before eating McDonald's at KAP with Neeraj,Andrew,Haikal,Kumaran,Wee Cheng along with their 2 secondary school friends.A Level Chemistry SPA next Wednesday along with Economics and History tests. I can't afford to fail any of them from now onwards.

The 2nd runner-up medal

Thank you supporters!!!

NAPFA test today during PE lesson. So far I have 3 As- 2.4km,shuttle run and sit and reach. And for the first time in my life, I managed to do 6 pull-ups. Don't laugh. It is not easy but I'll continue to improve on it. The lessons today were not bad. My Project Work group met Mr Eddie Koh after school to seek guidance on the topic on Peranakans. Thanks to him that we have places to venture and research as well as relevant sources. I won't take the game tomorrow lightly! Good luck ruggers!

Smart students doing idiotic act

Be A Rugby Captain Again?

I don't know why but most senior ruggers and the J1s recommend me to be the next captain. Whenever they say that, I always said 'no lah' or 'there are better candidates' but they disagreed. I must not think about myself in this situation and instead, think about the team. Whatever it is, I have to be mentally prepared to hold that position. Not becoming captain will reduce my burden by I had done this before in Westwood -balancing between studies and CCA. Nothing new. Just maintain and improve on that. The training just now was the last one for the JC2s. Must have pride in the game this Friday. PJC's principal Mrs Tan will attend that match at CCAB along with the supporters. Nanyang JC surely want to seek revenge as we beat them in the group stage. Jolin the unknown girl still sms me.I thought she had stopped it. She is trying to be nice but still I didn't reply her. This is a consequence of flirting. Just have to watch my steps.

One more training session and one more game before the JC2 ruggers step down. Let them enjoy the taste of rugby for the next 3 days at least. We are facing Nanyang JC once again and I want to score this time. Anyway, it was Blues' Monday yesterday as Chelsea beat Newcastle 2-0 but the Monday Blues phenomenum is consistent as I received my Chemistry test result yesterday. Like what I said last week, I screwed up the test and got 7/30 though I had spent 7 days revising for it. 1 mark per day. The maths test which my class did was simple but as for me, I had no time to check and I made 2 careless mistakes. I learnt from them right after the test. Pissed off with myself. Today was fine and I love the topic on Normal Distribution. The introduction to Organic Chemistry is really complicated with more functional groups and principles. I'll read about it before going to bed. Oh yeah I forgot t mention that my timing for 2.4km is 10.15 mins which is an A for my age. Sorry,I know I'm a show off but I would do anything as long as I'm happy.

The result above does not reflect well about me.

Why should I not be happy at the first place?
I mean there's no reason why I should be unhappy.
Losing the semi-final did not affect me to a large extent.
I could afford to smile after that game.
Is it because the girls I like don't spend time with me?
Well, that is because I don't have time to spend with them.
It is a mutual understanding.
Is it because my pimples make cause me to have low self-esteem?
Well, I have more than enough money to spend on facial treatment but the time is not suitable.
Like it or not my pimples will be gone eventually.
Friends? I have lots of them to have fun with.
Jealousy? Yeah maybe but that can be easily overcome.

So what is my problem?
Studies? That's normal.
Maybe I have been thinking too much about other irrelevant stuffs.
What do I care if Chelsea win the title? I don't benefit from it.
Why should I care too much when tests are coming? They are just testing my understanding.
I've been caring too much about other things,instead of myself.
Let me try to be more self-centred.
Okay, nothing happens. Just think about what will I learn tomorrow. Nothing else.

Another boring Saturday. I made breakfast for my siblings before going to Jurong East Library to do my Malay Project which is to be submitted next week. I forgot to bring my foolscap paper so I just type my work on my laptop. I spent my time there until 4pm. After that I played soccer with Syahiran,Kiong,Joey and Asyraff. The 3 early goals that Man Utd scored against West Ham further spoilt my emo and heartbreaking mood. Damn. It will be Blues' (Chelsea) Monday at St James Park. Maybe I need Jolin to sms me but too late. Lots of assignments tomorrow...

PJC 3-10 CJC

Such an emotional day,especially for the senior ruggers, when we lost the semi-final. We deserved a better result but credit to the CJCs players who defended their vital lead like hell. I played despite my illnesses but I myself felt that I did not perform that well. Thank you SCs for coming down to CCAB to support us. Most of the players cried. Mr Kwok cried. To me, it is not the first time experiencing defeat in a crucial game. In my 4 years in Westwood, we faced defeat after defeat and our 83-0 lost to RI was published in the newspaper. My heart is never happy and maybe it is meant to be this way. Thank you Jolin for not sms-ing me anymore. You know how to make me happy but your method didn't please me. The 3rd/4th placing will be held next Friday at CCAB. Bad day but we had showed that we are not easy meat. Haikal, Kumaran,Ting Wei,Neeraj,Gaurav and I ate at KAP McDonald's before going home. Malay project to be completed during the weekend and Math test on Monday. I think I'm sick again.

LABOUR DAY...

I woke up quite late today. The mucus in my nose is intolerable and I have to cough everytime I speak. Felt dizzy at times. Body temperature is 37.2 deg C. No more fever. My family didn't go out today. I spent my time at noon doing homework so that I won't be so busy this weekend. Math test on Binomial Distribution and Probability will be held next Monday. There is a rugby match tomorrow against CJC at CCAB. I hope I'll be fine tomorrow to play. I lost my mouthguard after the game last week. I'll have to be careful when tackling. If not, my lips will have inner cuts just like that time. In the late afternoon just now, I played soccer with Fariss,Nazreen,Asyraff,Joey,Kiong and Syahiran. I had breathing difficulties while playing and got exhausted easily.Damn it. After that, we went to Pioneer Mall to have a chat till 7pm.

Well done Chelsea!

HAPPY 41st BIRTHDAY ,Mom!

Just came back from playing bowling.

I spent the whole day yesterday doing nothing.

Feel so boring not coming to school.

Nothing to do at home.

At least I wrote a new song today.

I'm still not well.

That bitch whom I mentioned about called me but I didn't answer.

She just don't get it.